I feel like this every day, but I hold it in because I feel like no one cares. and everyone betrays me

That happy lil kid .. went into a dark mindset..

Convolk music has been a great thing for me, i love his music and wish he still makfe music and i wish i could see him sing

They see the cuts n the scars - feeling confused, lost, invisible, irrelevant, disposable, broken, numb, shattered, torn and alone. It don't go away. The pain; it just never fcking goes away. 🥀😞💔🫂

i made this beat 5 years ago, shoutout to anyone still listening

convolk - haha im not sad you are [Prod. trill skeleton & convolk]

[prod. karma rhythm + convolk]

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiSXhyAZfEw

happy valentines day...

My life aint shit look through yuh
Hate me hate this What it do yuh
Trust you i did what a fool yuh
Die quick i wish it was with you yuh

Suicide pact
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all in suicide pact
Suicide pact 
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all and imma never get it back

I deserve everything im gonna get
I got this sound that nobody heard of yet
Fuck money bitch im bouncing like a check
All these rappers faker than the shit they flex

And i dont need you
No i dont wantchu on my team
I dont believe you
Because you always lie to me
Dont wanna see you
Cuz when i do then i cant sleep
And now im see thru 
Because the one i hate is me

With slamming the door in my face
hate me and want me to leave this place
A weak disgrace

They say that ill come up someday
But i want it now ill keep the stage
wont be replaced

My life aint shit look through yuh
Hate me hate this What it do yuh
Trust you i did what a fool yuh
Die quick i wish it was with you yuh

Suicide pact
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all in suicide pact
Suicide pact 
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all and imma never get it back

Suicide pact
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all in suicide pact
Suicide pact 
Suicide pact
Imma lose it all and imma never get it back

Never get it back

suicide pact

[prod. jakkyboi]

yuh yuh 

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
I cut myself i like to watch it bleed
X2

When i was young i was a problem
Get in trouble go to principal’s office
And had the counselor tell me to just stop it
But i aint stop it i rock it and now i popped and you watchin
Now every song that im droppin get 50k like its nah-thing
You said im copying 
But everybody copy me
Honestly if i be honest aint nobody topping me
Thrasher on my feet
Used to skate but now im surfin beats
If u wanna talk then you can talk to me

You and me
Ohway x4

Benzos
Slow roll
Pass out
On the floor
Wake up
Still fucked
Do it all again
Til my death gon come


I see your clothes are designer i find it funny that you think thats impressive 
If i could just give you a little suggestion 
Stop flexing 
Let me ask a question
How many bitches you getting from wearing shit that you probably rented

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
Im in love with something slowly killing me
X2

only see u in my dreams

[prod. jakkyboi & convolk]


Fire start to burn inside my chest
Wish we never met and i wish you never left
And now everybody saying that im next
Running up a check but i wish that i was dead
 
And now haters start to get inside my head
Saying all this shit i heard back when i was ten
Now she saying that she want me in her bed
Sorry but i never wanna see ur ass again

They can see the pain
Look the other way
Saying that you fine but we both know u really aint


Cry another river but its all gon go to waste
Everyday’s the same 
wish it all would go away

Bout to get 100k like im sad chill
Aint no question that im up why they mad still
Sober up to the fact that you whack still
And im blessed by the way that im mad real

Got lil this
And yung that
I dont need a whack name im just tryna rap

wish it all would go away

[prod. a0rta]

its mixed like shit im aware feel free to roast me

I hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And fuck my imagery
I think my shit is all cliche
And fuck this industry
Im gonna take it all the way

И чтоб ты сгорела
Не разговаривай со мной
Ето не Моя дела
Не хочу знать как/что с тобой

И если ты поняла 
Тогда иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращай

I got depression like i got a mission to win
Labels came knockin, aint letting em in
I got the sound that they want
But they aint got half of the shit that i got in the bin

I go so hard that these metal, emo, pop punk, lames be saying that im copyin
But to my face actin like we friends, im already bigger than they’ve ever been

Or they’ll ever be
Now they wanna talk ends with me
Yall my mothafuckin enemies
Where was u when i was in the streets getting jumped and beat


Imma make billions
Playing shows try to save spirits
Im a villain but i hate the wicked 
Imma god fightin thru sickness
Yuh

I want a universal tour 
Every show a million people
Thats a hundred million souls
Thats a hundred million equals

Thats a hundred million fists
With a hundred million families
With a hundred million stories
I just hope i make them happy

 hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And im not happy no
I think its time to let it go
I feel it slip away 
They’ll find me face down on the floor

i hurt myself again

[prod. jakkyboi]

im really lonely a lot
This is mixed poorly


Write in a song in my room
By my lonely 
In the back smokin boof 
By my lonely
Sippin strong with the juice
By my lonely 
Thinkin long about u 
By my lonely

By my lonely 
x2
If you loved me then i guess you shoulda told me

By my lonely 
X2
Used to hate me now they acting like they know me

By my lonely 
X6
If you loved me then i guess you shoulda told me

Everybody fake i always tell the truth
Saying that you fuck with me but i dont fuck with you
Yeah im failing out of school i know what imma do
Baby im a fool for you ill take you to the moon

Yuh

Im the only to do it like this
If you aint about it you can go and eat a dick
Yeah im all alone so imma write another hit
Yeah im all alone inside my head and its a trip

Yeah im drinking on some xans hope i never wake up
Pretty baby made me mad so i had to break up
Imma change the whole game yeah ill make it shape up
Yeah im going to the top and im on my way up

By my lonely 
x2
If you loved me then i guess you shoulda told me


By my lonely 
X2
Used to hate me now they acting like they know me

By my lonely 
X6
If you loved me then i guess you shoulda told me

Odinoki odinoki
Nekavo mena ne znayet i ne hchet

by my lonely

[prod. Dee B]

im a dusty star
prod dee b

Run away cant find me
But im doing just fine
Been writing
No rock just lines

Imma icon
Want my name in lights
Keep your brights on
Opening your eyes

Why you heartless /Why you heartless
Living without you is like my heart’s rotten garbage
Living all alone in this abandoned apartment
Shoulda broke it off way before it all started

Stardust
Why u hidden in my heart, love
Should of known that you would flip like a car does
hundred miles an hour on the freeway fucked up
 
Fucked up Just dropped out out of college
21 give a fuck what a job is
Get money die young living lawless
Im still brokenhearted

Stardust
Now we fucking in the car love
Ask me bout my music imma tell you its guitar plug
Stardust
Yeah im made out of star dust
---if life a movie im the star im the star, love

Run away cant find me
But im doing just fine
Been writing
No rock just lines

Imma icon
Want my name in lights
Keep your brights on
Opening your eyes

I been stressing so damn much that i aint slept in a week
I dont fuck with none you bitches why you fuckin with me
I got my own style everybody tryin to be
I’m a pop star you a pop tart imma eat 

No they wasn’t fucking with me now they hitting my line
I been dreaming about dying ever since i was nine
All i care about is family talkin me and mine
All i wanna be is legend in the annals of time

Scared of me because I steady be outshining the rest
I won’t you hit up again cuz I ain’t tryna be friends
All you people say I’m whack at least I never pretend
I’mma make it on my own like linkin park in the end

i hurt myself again

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