That happy lil kid .. went into a dark mindset..

Convolk music has been a great thing for me, i love his music and wish he still makfe music and i wish i could see him sing

They see the cuts n the scars - feeling confused, lost, invisible, irrelevant, disposable, broken, numb, shattered, torn and alone. It don't go away. The pain; it just never fcking goes away. 🥀😞💔🫂

i made this beat 5 years ago, shoutout to anyone still listening

Sopranos in the beginning gets me every time

и чтоб ты сгорела , не разговаривай со мной  и это моё дело. 💔 love u James so much</3

That is... so sad

produced by: @freveltrothy
happy halloween (even though by the time I drop this it'll probably be like fuckin 2037)

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in 

so i cry
till my eyes swell up
and i can’t fall asleep 
think i’m too fucked up
room spinning think i’m gonna throw up
and i guess im old news 
your new man look tough 

i wanna bleach my eyes but im way too scared
so i just stare at the sun 
wanna close myself
cus you were never there
at least you’re having fun

i don’t know why i’m like this 
how the fuck could i take another man from his family? 
so i go and wash the knife quick,
think i went overboard 
violence charge my battery 
no point tryna fight this,
know i’m gonna go to jail
insane
yeah i had to be 
when i cut him, kinda liked it 
need to go home now
hope my moms not mad at me 

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in

killer (frevel)

Free DL

Upper Jetties

Where willl I go cuz I’m losing my cool tell everyone u love goodbye, it won’t take long to leave, yeah, yeah, I want to go to the moon with you, is there anybody listening to me? I Im about to take a major nosedive off the empire I know, death comes as easy as he goes. The reaper come and see me and he stick around n kick it got a meal with my ticket I would have it with him but he says its gonna be my last and I know, I love him but he says its time to go. And if its only better things, will u remember me, I would do anything to keep my memories from fading in the shadows, don’t wanna finish the black holes, is anybody out there listening to me I’m bout take a massive nosedive way beyond the skies and I know, I’m falling up and out of control, where will I go, cuz I’m losing my cool. Oh what you say to that? Whatchu say to me? Watcha say to that, theres a whole universe to see.

Space Burial (feat. βeta max) [prod. keaton]

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//我々は研削してきた//

peep the homies that made this track possible
@convolk
@cormillbeats

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bluebird (feat. convolk)(prod. by cormill)

[prod. shoki]

another song from the album:
yeah i produced this whole thing but @yungshoki can have the cred ;) :)
sample inspired by @foreigngotem

Negative attention only thing ive ever known
They got this conception of me from the things i show
Never made a friend that i could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so i dont

When i say im sad i fucking mean that i might kill myself
You make me so mad cant even feel myself
Calling out for help i need to heal myself
I dont fuck with you i need to shield myself


Still wear old clothes aint changed
Old hoes new hoes same thang
They used to hate me now they love me: fuckin lames
Im making moves you making copies what a shame

I only think im happy when she text me tryna fuck 
I only pick my phone up if it ringing from the plug
I dont want no friends i only wanna do my drugs
I dont got a benz im rolling round in something sus

I was all alone all by myself and they all stared
Im still screaming out for help and no one’s there
You hurt me then you say you wanna help you say you swear
But if theres anything ive learned its that no one cares

Aint nobody making tracks like me
Aint nobody glowing fast like me
Aint nobody from my past like me
Aint nobody hate my ass like me

I been working all day all night
Never asked for help so dont be asking me for mine
I been trying to come up this whole time
I been dreaming of this shit my whole life

Negative attention only thing ive ever known
They got this conception of me from the things i show
Never made a friend that i could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so i dont

When i say im sad i fucking mean that i might kill myself
You make me so mad cant even feel myself
Calling out for help i need to heal myself
Hope you realize that this is how i felt yuh

wetwork

verse 1:
trust issues
love issues
to save myself and not my money bought some new shoes
i got some tattoos, i got a new bruise,
in my bank account, vibing to the blues
all this news
and i choose
to spend my money 'fore i get it
not saving every month i forget it

chorus:
i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

verse 2:
i knock myself down
but i pick myself up
i put down the cup
i dont go to no clubs
i used to smoke them dubs to escape myself
i tried to blend in to erase myself
i bounced back from that and reshaped myself
i used to be scared afraid of myself
turned that around
sometimes i love myself

chorus:
i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

verse 3:
i love it when i wish myself well
i love it when i flip my last dime in the wishing well
i hated when i took a trip back to hell
i hate it that i tripped and fell
but i picked myself up
wiped the tears from my cheeks
i aint actin like it never happened
if i did i'd be weak
for weeks i
hated i was unique
but i love it now

chorus:
i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

i love u
i hate u
things that i tell myself

love hate relationship

prod me, @aarne0 and coprod by @ccinos 
[prod. aarne & convolk]
see you at my show
Im too scared to play it
Have a crush on you but i dont know how to say it

Drinking on some xans cuz im feeling really anxious
You ignore me now so dont call me when im famous
X2

Never knew i would ever feel it again
One look in your eyes and im a kid again
Wanna talk to you but im the one that you dont see
Running after you like a mothafuckin track meet 

I been working hard drop a song every damn week
Fuck my whole school if I died theyd be laughing
Failing out of every single class that I’m taking
smile on my face they can’t tell that I’m faking 

Почему почему почему ты
Говоришь говоришь что я узкий
X2

no joke
Baby I’m broke 
no smoke
baby I’ll choke

Fell in love with you in the second that our eyes met 
now you’re front row at my show and I’m on next 

see you at my show
Im too scared to play it
Have a crush on you but i dont know how to say it

Drinking on some xans cuz im feeling really anxious
You ignore me now so dont call me when im famous
X2

I been working hard drop a song every damn week
Fuck my whole school if I died theyd be laughing
Failing out of every single class that I’m taking
smile on my face they can’t tell that I’m faking

front row

[prod. a0rta]

its mixed like shit im aware feel free to roast me

I hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And fuck my imagery
I think my shit is all cliche
And fuck this industry
Im gonna take it all the way

И чтоб ты сгорела
Не разговаривай со мной
Ето не Моя дела
Не хочу знать как/что с тобой

И если ты поняла 
Тогда иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращай

I got depression like i got a mission to win
Labels came knockin, aint letting em in
I got the sound that they want
But they aint got half of the shit that i got in the bin

I go so hard that these metal, emo, pop punk, lames be saying that im copyin
But to my face actin like we friends, im already bigger than they’ve ever been

Or they’ll ever be
Now they wanna talk ends with me
Yall my mothafuckin enemies
Where was u when i was in the streets getting jumped and beat


Imma make billions
Playing shows try to save spirits
Im a villain but i hate the wicked 
Imma god fightin thru sickness
Yuh

I want a universal tour 
Every show a million people
Thats a hundred million souls
Thats a hundred million equals

Thats a hundred million fists
With a hundred million families
With a hundred million stories
I just hope i make them happy

 hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And im not happy no
I think its time to let it go
I feel it slip away 
They’ll find me face down on the floor

i hurt myself again

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

[prod. jakkyboi]

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

I dont really wanna talk i wanna walk away
Shawty say she wanna fuck i tell her not today
I been busy so i cant respond to all the hate
I dont fuck with laziness because i cant relate

this that sad shit
this that don’t show your dad shit
this that “oh this whole wave just a fad shit”

Pop 4 xans then it all fades to black shit
16 bars gonna cost you a rack bitch
 
Wrote you a note but i just wanna burn it
Life is a gift but i want to return it
Crashin the whip got trash in the bin
Say its just words but it cuts deep like a surgeon

just words but im fucked up from the hurt and
Your lies got me tossing and turning
Notes from the class that we had back in high school
Joking about how i want to be like you

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

tie me to the train tracks

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

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past life (prod. xtravulous)

no one can save her (prod. sketchmyname)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

floating away (prod. killedmyself)

Some boring, Love Stories

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Life Is Changing | Feat. raynadayz & kinshii

i know i'm a mess
you say that you're depressed
but you haven't met me yet
im as hopeless as they get

my mind is over run by enzymes 
hope that ill die soon
hope that you wont cry to, or lie to,
me or my friends cuz u know what u did 
oh my god 
im so fucked
i just wanna feel in love

so nonchalant as you 
watch me break before your eyes 
falling apart will you
meet me on the other side
look past the flaws
can’t you see i just was traumatized 
i can’t blame the drugs 
but i wasn’t myself at the times

when we got together again
i got as low as it gets 
influenced her to seek change 
and live like me on the edge 

she got away but 
the damage been done 
i lost some loved ones 
over my own problems

i posses a modicum of skill it makes me depressed
i just wanna feel something cutting through my fucking chest
baby let me bleed on the floor
ive fucking done this before
you just judge me at my core
i got no fucking support

i still have the photos of you
in my room
in my head
cant fade out 
wont go home
ill get stoned 
on my own

cuz i hate u now more than evrrr
cuz i hate u now more than evrrr
cuz i hate u now more than evrrr

i still have the photos of you
in my room
in my head
cant fade out 
wont go home
ill get stoned 
on my own

i know i'm a mess
you say that you're depressed
but you haven't met me yet
im as hopeless as they get

i hurt myself again

convolk

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