E.R.

No Hope

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

prod. @tomorrow

lyrics:
yeah i see you called back
i cant even check that
need a couple months back
i cant even cop that
pull up then get pushed back
i cant even hate that
tears up on my paycheck
i cant even blame that

falling to the bottom of the things that i regret
ignoring all my problems as the grow
im feeling best with drugs up in my system
cuz my man ive been depressed
ive been hanging tight for as long as i remember

crush a pill
break it down
wrap a bill
walk around
with my crown
on my face
i dont smile
only frown
sad boy until i die
kinda hope it ends tonight
tryna find a better life
my hearts been broken a couple of times
my minds still stuck in a pit that she dug
i still smoke blunts
roll em up, and i tuck
my team give way too much of a fuck
my girl dont really care enough
said i take my life too seriously, but i dont feel the same
thats the only way i know
i guess you think lifes just a game

wish that i could grow some wings
id spread them out and fly away
picking pedals off of flowers 
lay them all across my grave
no one wants to talk about the shit that goes inside your brain
i fill mine up with contradictions 
try and smoke away the pain
im so obsessed with bigger pictures
cant just settle for the life i got
thats what ive taught
thats how i brought
these lessons ive forgot
youd think id learn
but still i make the same mistakes
i guess thats whats so comfortable
so i wont even check my phone

Follow me <3

tears on my paycheck (prod. tomorrow)

prod dee b

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
 Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me to myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

Get cold wrist froze like i told you
Get bands all alone like im sposed to
Dont come to my funeral i dont know you
Im next no flex cuz i chose to

Dont have nobody to get close to
Dont have nobody i got no crew
They tell me ill come up i got no clue
Im dying inside but that old news

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me by myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

black heart

[prod. Bolurin Ojofeitimi]

You say you’re fucking sad well im sad too yeah
You say my music whack but you whack too yeah
Yeah you changed yeah you changed on me
Yeah thas cool i dont care you’ll see

You say you’re fucking sad well im sad too yeah
You say my music whack but you whack too yeah
Yeah you changed yeah you changed on me
Yeah thas cool i dont care you’ll see

Solitary boy from the get go
Call me hugh hef cuz i get hoes
Life is hard as fuck but im blessed tho
She hit me on my phone i dont check no

You want me gone
Spacing in and out
Used to laugh at me but i dont see them laughing now

Got a cloud ‘bove my head
Yeah im blessed but im cursed
Wanna get rid of it 
Ill do whatever works

You say you’re fucking sad well im sad too yeah
You say my music whack but you whack too yeah
Yeah you changed yeah you changed on me
Yeah thas cool i dont care you’ll see

You say you’re fucking sad well im sad too yeah
You say my music whack but you whack too yeah
Yeah you changed yeah you changed on me
Yeah thas cool i dont care you’ll see

We aint friends
Where were you back when i was nothing at all
You dont care if i come up you only care if i fall
So when im selling shows dont act like you were part of it all


You say you’re fucking sad well im sad too yeah
x4

dead in december 2

[prod. a0rta]

its mixed like shit im aware feel free to roast me

I hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And fuck my imagery
I think my shit is all cliche
And fuck this industry
Im gonna take it all the way

И чтоб ты сгорела
Не разговаривай со мной
Ето не Моя дела
Не хочу знать как/что с тобой

И если ты поняла 
Тогда иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращай

I got depression like i got a mission to win
Labels came knockin, aint letting em in
I got the sound that they want
But they aint got half of the shit that i got in the bin

I go so hard that these metal, emo, pop punk, lames be saying that im copyin
But to my face actin like we friends, im already bigger than they’ve ever been

Or they’ll ever be
Now they wanna talk ends with me
Yall my mothafuckin enemies
Where was u when i was in the streets getting jumped and beat


Imma make billions
Playing shows try to save spirits
Im a villain but i hate the wicked 
Imma god fightin thru sickness
Yuh

I want a universal tour 
Every show a million people
Thats a hundred million souls
Thats a hundred million equals

Thats a hundred million fists
With a hundred million families
With a hundred million stories
I just hope i make them happy

 hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And im not happy no
I think its time to let it go
I feel it slip away 
They’ll find me face down on the floor

i hurt myself again

[prod. Dee B]

Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

So I feel blue
U do too
Got me spinning like a hula hoop
Toodle-oo

Think im brittney back in 99
No rules
Only happy when im high as hell
No doom

Burning all the messages you sent to me
Never realized how much you even meant to me
Wish i wasnt such a fuck up at everyhing
Rage and jealousy thats all i bleed

Moving on would be the best thingf
x2
Moving on from me is the best thing
Moving on woudl be the best thing
Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

 x2

Подожди моя я никогда тебя не вижу
Если ты моя я навсегда тебя и слышу 
И Если ты моя я навсегда твоя и буду
А если ты не мой тогда я здесь сижу и я жду

im doing fine, thanks

[prod. Dee B]

Teardrop shawty fuck the feelings away
So i stay fucked up take my demons to play
Only care about me when it benefits you
So i stay locked up in my cell of a room

And they say convolk he a hell of a dude
say im up next yeah hope they telling the truth
Didnt like me then now they act like they do
Oh gunshot shawty hit my heart when you shoot

Like a heart attack
All black
Yuh
Like a heart attack
No coming back 
Yuh
Like a heart attack
My heart cracked 
Yuh
Like a heart attack...

I got no friends no i dont need em like that
Spend a bag real quick then i make it right back
Make the pain go away when im writing my rap
All you bitches say the same damn shit when you cap

And they say convolk how he got it like that
But if i aint at the top where the fuck am i at
Wont be happy til i pull up to my fam with a bag
Wont be happy til i leave and ill never look back

Yuh 

Teardrop shawty fuck the feelings away
So i stay fucked up take my demons to play
Only care about me when it benefits you
So i stay locked up in my cell of a room

And they say convolk he a hell of a dude
say im up next yeah hope they telling the truth
Didnt like me then now they act like they do
Oh gunshot shawty hit my heart when you shoot

Heart attack gang baby imma die before you
Im a icon living and they know that its tru
Im a icon living got them acting confused
Cuz im anxiety stricken with a case of the blues
Yah

Teardrop shawty fuck the feelings away
So i stay fucked up take my demons to play
Only care about me when it benefits you
So i stay locked up in my cell of a room

And they say convolk he a hell of a dude
say im up next yeah hope they telling the truth
Didnt like me then now they act like they do
Oh gunshot shawty hit my heart when you shoot

Hit my heart when you shoot

heart attack

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk
mixed in part by Qawi Kamri (https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri)
______________________
teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

my heart's so broken
i wish there was a potion
to help with my depression
that's drowning me like an ocean
forget the notion
'cause i retract that
now my sadness weighs me down
like it's a backpack

i feel alone in my home
there's no way out
i feel alone, so alone
there's no hope now
and i don't know where to go
i hate this town
and if i can't get away
then i might drown

you don't need me
hide my feelings
please don't leave me
i'll stop breathing

teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

Spotify <3

benedixhion x convolk - dying alone in my room [prod. MURDFLEX]

[prod. jakkyboi]

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

I dont really wanna talk i wanna walk away
Shawty say she wanna fuck i tell her not today
I been busy so i cant respond to all the hate
I dont fuck with laziness because i cant relate

this that sad shit
this that don’t show your dad shit
this that “oh this whole wave just a fad shit”

Pop 4 xans then it all fades to black shit
16 bars gonna cost you a rack bitch
 
Wrote you a note but i just wanna burn it
Life is a gift but i want to return it
Crashin the whip got trash in the bin
Say its just words but it cuts deep like a surgeon

just words but im fucked up from the hurt and
Your lies got me tossing and turning
Notes from the class that we had back in high school
Joking about how i want to be like you

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

tie me to the train tracks

[prod. jakkyboi]

mixed by me and Brody Mixing

prom night
Living life 
You and I 
white pills
Gettin high
In the moonlight

You and i 
Didnt ask to be born x2

So we 

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x4

(i was) Always ignored like the shit i see through
I still dont know what it means to be cool
Everyones been mean to me since preschool
If you know just how i feel i feel you 

Bore me
Hate me 
I dont care
Fuck school
Fuck you 
And your dumb friends

Glowing up
Blowing up 
Against all odds
Said im a failure
But you work the desk job

Acting like they hate you but they really on that fake shit
Staring at the ceiling wondering if imma make it
Lost inside her eyes pretty baby make me anxious
Trapped inside myself i dont think that i can take this

 
So we

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x8

Dont come back again
Dont act like we’re friends
Summer innocence
Live before we’re dead

Live it up and give it up
x4

live before we're dead

live it up

It Was You

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

spotify

past life (prod. xtravulous)

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

im doing fine, thanks

convolk

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