🌹破碎的心🌹

Recorded over several months in a flat in Bath, Southwest UK. Thank you to those that helped me along the way: Amy, Jess, Frankie, Jai, Hamish, Winslade, Joe, Elliott, Pete, Tom. 

God save my beating heart.

Releases November 1, 2016.

All music written, performed and recorded by Alex Sears. Additional vocals on 'Shallow Grave' and 'Hot Air' by Jess Greaves. Additional vocals on 'Cherry' by Frankie Lipman. Mastered by Hamish Dickinson at Phoenix Sound. Artwork by Alex Sears. Photo by Jess Greaves.


Preorder the album over at sophomoreuk.bandcamp.com/album/god-save-my-beating-heart

God Save My Beating Heart

Cherry

from album
inspir by nedarb+horse head (numb)
mix/sung/prod:me

[prod. convolk]

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brooks was here

this song is bad, the lyrics are bad, the flow is bad, the mixing is bad

the beat is fucking dope tho @princeamgn

kill me

girl made me so sad; took a xan and recorded this

(ft. SMRTDEATH) [prod. haardtek]

@smrtdeath
@haardtek

ride away

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LYRICS:

poppy tears: 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

it’s been sitting on my mind now its 3am
need some amtrip, a smoke and klonopin
it’s my only way too cope so I get it in
couldn’t tell you where I’ve gone or where I’ve been 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

9TAILS:

water on my neck like a camelback
everything changed round the time I dropped heart attack
I can deal with sudden droughts in my happiness
but I can’t fuck with repercussions from the loneliness

and I can’t deal with all the thoughts inside my skull
seeing ghosts, when I smoke, ima die or hit a wall

feel fine when I’m up again 
dying out I’m never getting high again

I’m not ever coming by again 
I will take that to my grave and I will lie in it
all the memories that molded me to who I am
all the memories went up inside the firepit
inside the firepit..

ashes down in the centre of the graveyard 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card

♡ spotifried ♡

sink w/ 9TAILS (prod. kuroime)

[prod. convolk x angst]

I think ill move to LA on some real shit
Got a lotta shit ion wanna deal wit
Think i pop more pills til i feel it
Think ill drink more until this beer hit

Call you up car have it pick you up
Im tryna drop a xan down in my cup
Wish i was a beamerboy in this truck
Pack my whole life up baby wish me luck

No i aint okay 
Come up on the way
Dont fuck with my gang
You just might get sprayed

I think ill move to LA on some real shit
Got a lotta shit ion wanna deal wit
Think i pop more pills til i feel it
Think ill drink more until this beer hit

Call you up car have it pick you up
Im tryna drop a xan down in my cup
Wish i was a beamerboy in this truck
Pack my whole life up baby wish me luck

blurred traffic

PUSHING DAISIES [prod. meson]

Video (:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioRaoPYtAho

LAVAGIRL feat. Lil Skies [prod. based1]

Fuck this place I hate this town
Swear one day I'll burn it down
I prefer when no one round
Cause I just wanna die with sound

Smoke so much
I cannot feel my toes
I've been getting high
To try to fill these holes
Inside my mind
I hate me all the time
Feel depressed
But I tell em that I'm fine
Cause they don't really
Know or understand
It's not their fault
I really wasn't in the plan
But really I don't give a damn
I stack my money up
I got them blue strips in my hands
In the club and I'm throwin bands
I'm only 17
But you know I'm still the man
Any drug you want
You know I got it
She looked me right
In the eyes and she popped it

I'm so high not coming down
Fuck this place I hate this town
My creative vibe is running out
I'm gonna die
The light is out
She crushed my heart and took my soul
She took my youth and made me old
I hate this bitch with my whole heart
Left me shattered from the start

Left me in the dark

Yeah she left me in the dark
I think I'm gonna die
Demons coming for me
Angels falling out the sky
Now my heart is fucked up
Baby I was love drunk
Fell into a nightmare
Now I'll never wake up

I will never wake up
I don't wanna say much
I just wanna crash fast
Knew it when our lips touched
I fell for you too hard
I can't get back up
Now I'm fucking stuck here
I always have the worst luck

spotify

fell into a nightmare (prod. neverday)

Baby if you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile
I think to much
It's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
My life feels like a game
With snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho 

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho
I don't know how to hide it
My memories divided
If only I could get out my head
And see inside it

A whole new perspective
My soul was neglected
Bomb on my heart
Like was it her objective
Torn into pieces
My strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
Cause these thoughts leave me speechless

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyls
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

And you won't last a mile
Your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
You couldn't love me
No matter if you tried to
If someone told you different
Then just know your being lied to

Fuck life fuck you
Driving fast hit the gas
Imma dust you
Shedding tears
As I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

Tell her stay clear
Running for my life
Cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
Then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
Everybody be the same here

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

[prod. Dee B]

Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

So I feel blue
U do too
Got me spinning like a hula hoop
Toodle-oo

Think im brittney back in 99
No rules
Only happy when im high as hell
No doom

Burning all the messages you sent to me
Never realized how much you even meant to me
Wish i wasnt such a fuck up at everyhing
Rage and jealousy thats all i bleed

Moving on would be the best thingf
x2
Moving on from me is the best thing
Moving on woudl be the best thing
Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

 x2

Подожди моя я никогда тебя не вижу
Если ты моя я навсегда тебя и слышу 
И Если ты моя я навсегда твоя и буду
А если ты не мой тогда я здесь сижу и я жду

im doing fine, thanks

[prod. jakkyboi]

the whats new scooby doo x drake vine that i saw two years ago was stuck in my head so u know i had to do it to em
dont sue me please i have like 6 dollars

these gir1s

watch it all fall down (prod. yunnygoldz)

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
Looking back
How could I be so clueless
We all die in the end
Know it's useless
Wake up every morning
Why do I do this

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

Call your name in the flames
Wanna hear you
Reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
To my hell too
Once you're like me
Nobody can save you

Once you're like me
Nobody can save you
Once you're like me
Everyone will hate you
Might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
Become an addict
With some habit's that will hurt you
In the night
Memories will haunt you
There's no telling to the damage that they might do

Ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
How you think I got these issues

Love dies fast
Then your heartbreak steers you
Got your burnt down house
In my rear view
Stuck thinking of the shit
That I went through
Just to realize
That I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
Looking back
How could I be clueless
We all die in the end
Know it's useless
Wake up every morning
Why do I do this

Why do I do this
Torture my own brain

Why do I do this
Drive myself insane

Pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
Try my best
Just to end up feeling
Permanently depressed

Ever since I lost my soul
Nothing been the same
The weather's getting colder
And I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
The whole entire day
So I can stay inside
And never see another face

Never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
Till I'm fucking gone
This shit is boring
Feel like moving on

Feel like moving on

Feel like moving on

love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

girl made me so sad; took a xan and recorded this

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