Alone
Cold
Still
Here

No light
No sound
No strength
Left

I fall again
Hands shaking
Eyes open
Heart waiting

I tried to stand but lost my ground
I tried to scream but made no sound
Every step I thought was mine
Pulled me further down the line

Pull me up
I’m sinking
Pull me out
I’m breaking

I built my life on fragile ground and called my weakness strength
I dressed my pride in holy words to hide what I became
I chased control and fed my name believing I was right
But every truth I buried there came screaming in the night

Every lie I justified to keep myself in place
Every warning I ignored pretending it was grace
I said I knew the way to live, I said I held the flame
But all I built with open hands collapsed beneath my name

Pull me up from who I was before I lost my way
Pull me back into the light I kept pushing away
I am not enough alone, I never was complete
I am just a broken man laid down at Your feet

I wore the cross without the weight and spoke of truth in vain
I sang of love while carving fear into my every vein
I crowned myself and built a throne from bones and hollow praise
Convincing all, including me, I’d earned my place to reign
Still You watched without retreat, still You never turned
Still You let the fire rise so I would finally learn

You saw the depth of every fall before I hit the ground
You heard the prayer I couldn’t speak when I made not a sound
You waited through my arrogance, my violence, my delay
Just to hear my shattered voice still whisper out Your name

Pull me up from everything I’ve done and all I failed to be
Pull me through the ruin of the man I tried to make of me
Every breath I stole from You, You gave back full of grace
Every scar became a mark of how You saved my face
I was lost beyond my name, beyond my will to choose
Until the truth I tried to kill was standing there as You

I burned the bridges You designed and called the ashes peace
I chased the high of being king and felt my conscience cease
I traded mercy for control, conviction for the crown
And every step I took in pride just drove me further down
Still You stayed when I denied the cost of what You gave
Still You carved a way through death and stepped into my grave
You let me rise by letting go of everything I claimed
So I could see that life begins the moment pride is slain

You didn’t leave when I accused, You didn’t move away
You held the line of perfect love while I decayed
Your silence thundered louder than the lies I used to hide
A mercy so unbearable it finally made me die

PULL ME UP FROM EVERYTHING I’VE BECOME AND EVERYTHING I’VE LOST
PULL ME THROUGH THE DARK, THE FIRE, THE FEAR, NO MATTER THE COST
I AM YOURS WHEN I AM SHATTERED, STRIPPED OF EVERY LIE
I AM YOURS WHEN ALL I HAVE LEFT IS A DESPERATE CRY
NOT MY WILL, NOT MY NAME, NOT THE KING I TRIED TO BE
EVERY BREATH, EVERY SCAR, EVERY WAR I LAY AT YOUR FEET
I LET IT DIE, I LET IT BURN, I LET IT FALL APART
SO YOU CAN BUILD A THRONE INSIDE MY HEART

I SURRENDER.

ASCENT WITHOUT RETURN

Cristo é o caminho, a verdade e a vida. 

Eternal Reverb

ASCENT WITHOUT RETURN

Coopher