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no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

felt ur love sorround me
thought i couldnt lose
put ur arms around me 
it left me confused
took too long for me to understand
i'll always fall for you until i cant
put ur arms around me
dancing in my room

i met you around this time of year
i dont want u in my head i want u with me here
we fell in love that summer
fell out at the same time
i dont wanna trust her
im way too dependent i'll leave it to you
the knife's in my chest but i'll leave it through
i spent all my sunny days believing u

arms around me

face features

fuck
i take it all back, do you really hate me that bad
and i wanna see you so mad
when i needed you, you were never around
i let you down
when i needed you, you were never around
i let you down
why'd you push me away
i can't forget your face
its engraved in my brain
what's your name i don't know it got erased

got erased from my head now
from the heart, i can't take it without you
i don't know if i should go
i don't know if i should go
don't go for me
don't lie to me
come blow this tree
stay mad at me
i take it all back
do you really hate me that bad
and i wanna see you so mad
so mad

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w/ @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
shoutout field medic

haven't seen you guys, or too many people
sorry i cant do what u want im still the same
i know you'll choose
i'll always lose
i hate to remember our last talk
you've been complicating things and it fools my heart
im so confused
what cant you do 
every time u call know i crawl right back
cuz darling u know i love your act
love so construed
you're all i knew

Whenever I make a mistake, I tell myself that I'll start over
But I do, do, do it again, and I cried whenever you left
My friends tell me I got terrible habits
Remember drinking, smoking, laughing
I fell in love again, and I don't want to pretend it didn't happen

all i knew

guitar by me

float in hell
take me away
fry my brains
until i cant feel pain
bitten fingernails
you can taste the paint
walking down the halls
i can hear your name

whats your name
i can feel you now
take me away 
cuz youre here now

bitten fingernails

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ooo
i just wanna see you
lose
hang you by the ceiling
till your skin turns
blue
i just wanna see you fall
what’s the matter 
you don’t even know at all

take my hand and
come with me
stay where no one’s ever seen
take my hand and 
come with me 
stay where no one’s ever seen

leave you out dead
i’m sure
don’t repeat what i said
or you’ll be dead

dead

@revivle

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you
i need you here with me
staring at my phone
are you coming home tonight?
call me when i cant sleep
calling out your name
looking at the sky
its hurting, im yearning
my hands are shaking
i feel this aching in my chest 
you knew what was best
i hoped you were faking
my heart feels vacant
too early to rest
i wish god took me instead ( instead ) 
so now i talk to you in my sleep
hoping that you'll hear me
see you in my dreams
hoping that ill hear you again

@revivle @kiheir 

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you ( waiting for you )
i need you here with me 

@kiheir
pardon me oh, my anxiety peaks 
my anxiety is peaking oh 
i know that you're upset with me and 
i cant find the time 
to shape up in your eyes girl 
i isolate for too long 
you lay in my head like a song girl 
but if i tell you my reasons 
you'd probably think im bluffing 
and just say that im too far gone

silhouette w/ kiheir

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i hope your words haunt when you sleep
you lay with him but not with me
but will i ever go to sleep

do your worst
bring me down and fix my hurt
love me till it works
inside
tell me how it feels
to hide
do your worst
bring me down and fix my hurt
love me till it works
inside
tell me how it feels
to hide

pollution

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party all alone
she wishes you were someone
your reflection doesn’t match 
you just wish that you were chosen

don’t lie to me
don’t lie to me
just let me be
just let me be
I’m tryna see 
I’m tryna see
what we could be 
what we could be

party all alone
she wishes you were someone
your reflection doesn’t match
you just wish that you were chosen

chosen

prod @requiem-for-you
To see your face again
while you've been away
I need you more than a friend 
Something that will never end

say you really miss me
say you wanna kiss me
we can be forever
wearing all my sweaters
fuck that other dude doing shit he could never

I dont want your love baby
I just want your body
no one else can have you bae its me or nobody
only I can treat you right
tell them stay from around me
if somethings really bothering you 
you can tell me its alright

I know its a secret 
only I can keep it
I know you're pretty mental from that shit I can see it
sorry I cant promise you all you can do is believe it 
in the end all I wanna say is.