I could hear hear X on this song, something about the guitar line just hits in a dreary, somber, yet melancholic and forward-looking sense

Thought of You (ft. aWannabe)

guitar by me
second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

say I'm so deranged I'm so insane but all I really need
is your touch and all your love, don't you take that away from me
but burn myself with the lighter that I stole so
please don't hide, I want you till were old

I wanna come back like were healthy
she's getting skinny she said this aint for me
you call me rusty, you call me dirty
but are we helping, all our hurting

second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

- stupid mockingbird

rusty, dirty

front door

https://open.spotify.com/track/4t6fNE7JadOLuJiehoWS1o?si=70901db5abd34748

why dont you walk away
play your part
don't even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours
lets find another way out
time is only running out
but youre scared

my dear ive been waiting all night
just kill me inside with your
tongue twisted lies
my dear i hope you find whats right
cuz im tired of waiting for the right time

why dont you walk away 
play your part
dont even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours

my dear i’ve been waiting all night

parasite

purity killed me

i feel sick

noia - recover (w/duster)

guitar by me

float in hell
take me away
fry my brains
until i cant feel pain
bitten fingernails
you can taste the paint
walking down the halls
i can hear your name

whats your name
i can feel you now
take me away 
cuz youre here now

bitten fingernails

spotify link https://open.spotify.com/track/5TCMwai7hIBq2uUjBGDsIU?si=FNpFZe7kSrWuAjaJRdTtmQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5Ph4rHmexjWkojVc7QdhcG

shes got me exactly where she wants me
and im not falling for her sly tactics
shes a mess i swear
and your so insecure damn your such a chore
im so tired ill lay here on my floor
just lay here
ill just lay here
ill just lay here
defeated
pick your poison or be an escort
if thats your choice ig your so sure
shes got me exactly where she wants me
and im not falling for her sly tactics
shes a mess i swear
and ill try not to care
but youre such a chore
ill lay here on my floor
ill just lay here
ill just lay here
defeated
defeated
im so beaten
so be it

pokemon @kiheir

@revivle

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you
i need you here with me
staring at my phone
are you coming home tonight?
call me when i cant sleep
calling out your name
looking at the sky
its hurting, im yearning
my hands are shaking
i feel this aching in my chest 
you knew what was best
i hoped you were faking
my heart feels vacant
too early to rest
i wish god took me instead ( instead ) 
so now i talk to you in my sleep
hoping that you'll hear me
see you in my dreams
hoping that ill hear you again

@revivle @kiheir 

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you ( waiting for you )
i need you here with me 

@kiheir
pardon me oh, my anxiety peaks 
my anxiety is peaking oh 
i know that you're upset with me and 
i cant find the time 
to shape up in your eyes girl 
i isolate for too long 
you lay in my head like a song girl 
but if i tell you my reasons 
you'd probably think im bluffing 
and just say that im too far gone

silhouette w/ kiheir

I would rather go to sleep then think of you

playin games

stay

First 'live' recording...

2-1=0
Insta ‘til midnight every night
Haunting starts at the dark of twilight
Can’t seem to get you from my mind’s eye
Nothing looks better in hindsight
Why can’t we make things all right?
I know I’d take him in a fight
Who said it’s not black or white
Never lived a day in my life
Never loved a day in my life
Never felt its cold and cruel bite
Never died a day in my life
Never felt the sting as their heart met the knife

I can’t say I’m good at maths
But I can see two becomes one
But when this one ain’t made to last
Then two minus one equals none

I saw you the other day
Laughing as you walked away
Wondered just what he had to say
To make you smile in that way
If I only could have stayed
I would have gone and made him pay
Who said this world is always grey
Never had to live through my heartbreak
Never loved through my heartbreak
Never took what I had to take
Never died from my heartbreak
Never got crushed beneath the world’s weight

I can’t say I’m good at maths
But I can see two becomes one
But when this one ain’t made to last
Then two minus one equals none

Life is like a see-saw
Up one day and then feeble
How can love hurt people?
Because love is evil
Hearts should be made illegal
Hearts are way too lethal
Black and white is what it feels
Magpies are made to take and steal
Love is a god that sees us all
Love is a god that beats us all
There is not a sequel
Two minus one equals


bitten fingernails

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