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featuring @six-days-after-christmas

and im sick 
of being best freinds forever
i can treat you so much better 
just say the words 
i love you 
i dream of me and u together 
dancing in the rainy weather 
i know u said it would happen
but 
remember we were with our friends
hoping this night would never end 
but it did 
and you left without saying a word 
did i say something that made u hurt 
u can tell me ill listen 
until then 
lets just forget 
all the words
all the times
we spent 
the hugs 
the touch 
lets just pretend 
that this never happened
every minute,every time
you'll find someones embrace and u wont think about mine
i hate all of the mistakes
all of the problems u made
no matter what you say i did it for your sake
i'd hate to know where you're at i hate what i don't know
seems like you moved on quick but why am i so slow
i just wish you were here cant do this all on my own
just one more talk i need to say what i owe

i can treat you so much better

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no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

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reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
ooo x5

@copics
i can't feel a thing
tell me why i know that you wont stay
i cant leave you 
you deceive me
my hands cant stop bleeding
my heads to the ceiling
your wounds don't show
if you're alone


reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
ooo x10

if you're alone

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

guitar by me
second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

say I'm so deranged I'm so insane but all I really need
is your touch and all your love, don't you take that away from me
but burn myself with the lighter that I stole so
please don't hide, I want you till were old

I wanna come back like were healthy
she's getting skinny she said this aint for me
you call me rusty, you call me dirty
but are we helping, all our hurting

second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

- stupid mockingbird

rusty, dirty

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

everytime i see you its in my head
why do i get attached to things i dont understand
i swear its breaking my brain 
come stab my heart till im dead
u thought that i miss u
who said that i miss u?
who woulda thought i needed to
take a look at my heart im bleeding too
see the stars and the fireflies look around my room
i think im losing your trust
something i dont wanna lose

fireflies

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@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
@six-days-after-christmas

knocking at your door
you cant go
you cant go
i would tell you whats wrong with me 
if i knew better
im under the weather
i cant see you no more
is there something wrong
with telling you everything
you were my everything
i cant see you no more
you say "youre dead to me"
want him instead of me
is this all thats left for me 
i cant see you no more

i don’t wanna fall in love

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what would it take for you to put your trust in me
i've been thinking a lot
it makes it hard to breathe
what would it take for you to come back to me
the way you live in my mind
it makes it hard to sleep
don't make it harder for me
you swear that i'm all you need
i see you falling for me
and i can't stand when you speak
if you hate me then leave x3

i knew what you wanted from the start
go ahead and go
go ahead and go
was it something that happened the other night
if you hate me then leave
if you hate me then leave
you keep lying to me
its getting harder to breathe
there's too much blood on the leaves
if you hate me then leave

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why dont you walk away
play your part
don't even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours
lets find another way out
time is only running out
but youre scared

my dear ive been waiting all night
just kill me inside with your
tongue twisted lies
my dear i hope you find whats right
cuz im tired of waiting for the right time

why dont you walk away 
play your part
dont even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours