this shit makn me tear up, actually beautiful

I (H)ate my ex

@anjiwdoves on ig
i played the guitar on dis 2

lyrics: 
u planted seeds in my mind. it led to me wasting time. and almost losing my mind. i said i hate you alex. hate you alex. hate you alex. hate you alex. i cant believe i let u play ur tricks on me. u led me wrong and fed me lies that i believed. oh tell me i cant believe that i still think abt u. i get high and cant control what i do. i thought u knew but u aint got a clue. knew from the start that i was leaving u blue. i hate u alex and everything u do.

alexandria

i'm getting tired of the things we did

don't make me regret all the times that we hid

and it's off and it's awful

i wish we were kids

no it's off and it's awful

don't make me regret all the times

i love you but im getting exhausted

ig:
@anjiwdoves
@fuckaeter
prod:
@anjiwdoves

pretty face w aeter

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastering by crayon

no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastered by crayon

i swear it's all my fault
i cut myself when i'm alone
is there someone to help at all
i swear this is my final fall

i swear this is my fault

sorry this is too much

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

guitar by me
second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

say I'm so deranged I'm so insane but all I really need
is your touch and all your love, don't you take that away from me
but burn myself with the lighter that I stole so
please don't hide, I want you till were old

I wanna come back like were healthy
she's getting skinny she said this aint for me
you call me rusty, you call me dirty
but are we helping, all our hurting

second guessing all the things that you say to me 
but oh i swear that I, can be the one who takes you there
and all the corpses in my room, they all remind me of you
ill be fine, ill be fine

- stupid mockingbird

rusty, dirty

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

https://open.spotify.com/album/1IEJpPn1mB809PhCI0AxLe?si=8liObuTQSJaofVEG18PMSw

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
@six-days-after-christmas

knocking at your door
you cant go
you cant go
i would tell you whats wrong with me 
if i knew better
im under the weather
i cant see you no more
is there something wrong
with telling you everything
you were my everything
i cant see you no more
you say "youre dead to me"
want him instead of me
is this all thats left for me 
i cant see you no more

i don’t wanna fall in love

guitar by me, mockingbird soon
you say you’ll change but it’s a constant cycle

i hope your okay but i also i hope you’re not too

wish i can stab you in the chest but you shot me 

i can’t eat or get rest, you got me strung 

im such a fool for you, i believed the things you said that you wouldn’t do

i will think about past for a thousand hours and then start to cut up in the shower 

the things i lose, you make me feel like shit

i promise no one will love you like i did

you’re gone, you’re gone..

you say you’ll change but it’s a constant cycle

i hope your okay but i also i hope you’re not too

wish i can stab you in the chest but you shot me 

i can’t eat or get rest, you got me strung

miss gut wrench

https://open.spotify.com/track/4t6fNE7JadOLuJiehoWS1o?si=70901db5abd34748

why dont you walk away
play your part
don't even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours
lets find another way out
time is only running out
but youre scared

my dear ive been waiting all night
just kill me inside with your
tongue twisted lies
my dear i hope you find whats right
cuz im tired of waiting for the right time

why dont you walk away 
play your part
dont even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours

my dear i’ve been waiting all night

crayon - wait for me

"Circus 54" is a surreal and theatrical song that dives into a dreamlike world of chaos, clowns, and contortion. With poetic lyrics and shifting moods, it blends acoustic intimacy with cinematic atmosphere — a strange and beautiful tumble through the subconscious.

can we just forget each other

crayon

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