October 2022

jd full collection

payday 3

wht i listen 2

blow

music box

https://www.instagram.com/jdsguilt/
formerly shrapnel interlude
an adult talking to a kid

will you listen to yourself?
theres a voice in your head telling you what not to do again

will you get somebodys help? or will
you just bleed out like you always do because you’re on the fence

are you not embarrassed of yourself and what you bring around??
theres somebody that needs you to get home safe
are you not embarrassed of the people that you bring around??
do you even care about showing(saving) face..

would you even get it?
no you wouldnt
you couldnt ever focus on anything but yourself
you just an embarassment to me and your mom 
you make me wish we were fucking alone 

and i 

wanna spit up everytime i see you but I dont
do you ever notice the fucking eyerolls
or how we talk behind your back to all your aunts and uncles
we got 
jimmy doing smack and timmy blowing bubbles
and they’ll never be as bad as you
all because you gave us attitude

I dont care
i’m just like every1 else i’m so scared
but dont call me for comfort I wont pick up the phone
just like you left me. alone

shrapnel

https://www.instagram.com/52_jd/

drop prod @oaelis
special thanks to rob max bugs and heaven cord

sometimes I put acid in my eyes
cause I can’t bare to see who you chose to be with tonight
and most times i know its on me so I dont get the right to cry
but I can’t take accountability and that wont change tonight
u dont communicate where you come from
and i’m sorry for yelling I think that i’m on one 
theres a bunch of things that wont get fixed like last time
you need a friend and I need a home 
maybe theres ways to not feel so alone
i swear you dont care anymore but I do 
and id like to hide it


would you look at me when you lie to me
I feel like 4 the time being
u can take a break or switch sides with me
if its way too much then alright wit me
fuck another night then get rid of you
lets do things that we shouldnt do
rolled dollars and bold moves 
I can’t get over
you

u 
u 

recently I know I think too much
and i just stole ur car then fucked it up
i pick a fucking fight with everyone
i’m burning every bridge that I built up
and honestly its hard to give a fuck
I feel nothing and like everything at once
ima die so fuck my phone dont pick it up
I never wanna hear u out i’m done

Gregory And The Hawk For The Best @ Oliver Peel Session 31 Paris

November 12th

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prod rab and scarlet 
everything else me

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
feel my bones crush when you hit me
key bumps fix me i’ll be good 

what will I take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
i’ll just scream at you to feel alright
at the expense of your brain

i never knew what I was looking for to tell the truth
i never knew if I was ever gon get over you
i’m falling in doing stupid shit that I shouldnt do
they talk behind my back I hope it’s all the truth

draft pick for 21, its up and done
grab all the cards and put em down, face em up
i planned to go out at 19 then I fell in love
I thought that you were just like me, I was fucking wrong

hide under my bed because the mentors in my room
I got my pills i got your hand i’m in the spot because i’m rude to everyone that comes my way I wished my problems, go away
I wish I never begged for you to stick around and stay

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
bones crush when you hit me key bumps fix me i’ll be good
what will it
take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
scream at you to feel alright at the expense of your brain


who are you looking for when you crane your head around?
boy of ur dreams has just walked out now will you say something or let yourself down?
so approachable when the dead around
so just you run or hide or hide your face cause theresno time its too late for both of us
OH HERE THEY COME GET TO HIDING HIDING
I know you wanna die but for our sake just stay alive a little longer

nineteenism

basement

hillview p rab

compression memo

vault

prod rab


mainline
you called me at the same time i’m reaching for my phone
I wont pick up we’re on the same time
like like
no one knows but they all get it
its all said without a mention
somethings wrong here
you can feel it in my songs, hear

the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

she calls it off, shes like “ive had it, you’re a monster wreaking havoc, they were right. i’m not sure why I thought they lied..
like yeah we both fuck up but you got issues, I can’t be the one you misuse any longer
you can’t get any wronger”

and now you’re staring at your feet
because you gave it all you got
making lefts at every turn
doing shit you just should not
and every shot you get shot down
no emotion but a frown these days
you’re going down but hey

the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

doing just fine

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

midsommar lovebear, you got it

✧ 8th single from my forthcoming album『 Rai’Hea 』

✧ Download/Stream: https://ffm.to/rai-hea

Here it is, THEE song I've been aching to show you all. By far my absolute favorite from the album. From making strictly future bass back in 2016 - 2019 to me now making some of the craziest, weirdest yet most fulfilling stuff ever.

CALAMITY RHAPSODY is a piece of work that my creative soul has been yearning to make/show the world… And damn, this is just the beginning

✧ Lyrics:  https://genius.com/Aika-edm-calamity-rhapsody-lyrics

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❀ Character Art by GlitchDroid!!!
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❀ download/stream

CALAMITY RHAPSODY

prod @tropes777 twin 4l
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we gon set fire to your shoulders
nina is a hoe we already know this
pull up 2 da show w da glicks showin
innat UFO we aint onnat road, yeah
and its gettin hot, but im feelin colder
homies throwin signs, but this ain't no CODA
pull up innat grey, like a big boulder
innat UFO u innat corolla
i just told my bro, "when we tryna roll up?"
he pull up wit green like he master yoda
i just want the green im not tryna blow up
and i got the beam choppa get to blowin
ion fw fiends homie buy yo own shit
ion fw lean only fw smokin
only lsd, only stuff that grows bih
feel like spongebob, bih im by the ocean
rappers b some hoes, cryin bout some motion
these rappers; they be soft. rappers; they be lotion
i rack it up fast, you in slow motion
thing of the past like the giant tortoise (RIP)
thing of the past like dinosaur bih
i think of the past like, where the time went?
where the time go?
how the times spent..
and i dont know 
and i dont care 🤷‍♀️

ay fuckin on ur hoe and im in her guts
me and yo bitch at the beach and we tanning up
pay the bands, only 10 & up
if i dont get my money, bitch im pulling up
he a pedophile, he like 10 & up
if i see yo ass ima fuck u up
if i see yo ass u better test ur luck
shootin at the opps i hope i hit their lung 🙏

we gon set fire to your shoulders
nina is a hoe we already know this
pull up 2 da show w da glicks showin
innat UFO we aint onnat road, yeah
and its gettin hot, but im feelin colder
homies throwin signs, but this ain't no CODA
pull up innat grey, like a big boulder
innat UFO u innat corolla
i just told my bro, "when we tryna roll up?"
he pull up wit green like he master yoda
i just want the green im not tryna blow up
and i got the beam choppa get to blowin
ion fw fiends homie buy yo own shit
ion fw lean only fw smokin
only lsd, only stuff that grows bih
feel like spongebob, bih im by the ocean

UFO 🛸 PROD. TR

somebody that i used 2 know (kmoe remix)

prod takizava and diklordefenil

lyrics
I don't want to feel no more
Cut my wrist and stain the floor
I used to want to feel a thing 
But I don't want that anymore
Want that anymore
Want that anymore
Want that anymore
Want that anymore

Don't want that anymore
Don't want that anymore

I can feel my skin become a fabric 
Rip off my flesh, why do I have it?
I don't wanna be caught up in the past tense
All I do is think about that Shit

I don't want to feel no more
Cut my wrist and stain the floor
I used to want to feel a thing 
But I don't want that anymore

So tell me that I'm nothing
Good luck you won't teach me a lesson
Tripping over most things
Break under compression
Carve your name into my skin before you said it
So tell me that I'm nothing
Good luck you won't teach me a lesson
Tripping over most things
Break under compression
Carve your name into my skin before you said it

Before you said it

Hate the way I think so carve my skull
I just want to take it off
Hate this feeling shake it off
I could never shake it off

I don't want to feel no more
Cut my wrist and stain the floor
I used to want to feel a thing 
But I don't want that anymore

Don't want that anymore
Don't want that anymore

stream on spotify xD

stained floor

prod. breakupbreakdown

order . 
going up - me
be nice 2 me - bladee
52 blue mondays - jane remover
racket - pitfall
idontwantthatmanyfriendsinthefirstplace - quinn
bad boy - juice WRLD
love no thotties - chief keef
funeral - sematary

:3

a bunch of covers lol

wooden home

Lucy Rose - Shiver

your backyard

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

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Ｉ＇Ｍ　Ａ　ＨＥＡＴＨＥＮ

//私はあなたなしで悲惨です//

thank you guys for all the love and support, especially lately. i've been going through a lot this past week & to know you guys are here for me really means a lot. we'll get through it together. we always do. i love you.

also, follow my boy 9TAILS
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
and my boy tothegood
@tothegood

follow 9TAILS

guardin x 9TAILS - nothing (prod. by tothegood)

I do not own the original song, I only have edited the song to my own liking for others to listen and enjoy the music.

If it needs to be taken down please contact me appropriately.

[Lyrics]
It's the young Edgar Allan spitting live from the basement
Do it for the love, give a fuck about the payment
If I'm being honest, I don't know what I'm chasing
Need a space to place my thoughts and the songs the location
I'm fucking sick of writing all these sad songs
But I'm just being real, it's how I feel, word is bond
I just wanna let you know you're not alone
That I know what it's like when you never leave your home
When you can't get out of bed, can't even check your phone
Can't even lift your head, like your bones are made of stone
When everyone you know is asking why you're feeling low
But you can't tell 'em why, 'cause you don't even know

I got radio execs tryna say what's best
I got pressure coming down, got me overly stressed
I got suicidal thoughts floating thru my head
I got people from the past probably hoping I'm dead

Oh no, what's your mama gonna say
When I tell her that I broke your heart?
It's just things aren't the way that they used to be
Oh no, now you're crying on the bathroom floor
And I guess it's the end
Well I lost my mind, then I lost my best friend

Yeah, so what if I did and what if I didn't?
I just wish I wasn't stuck between decisions
I just wish I didn't feel like something's missing
I just need to get outside this mental prison
3am and I'm stuck in a rut
Seems like every time I leave I end up thinking of us
I keep fucking with your head like a lobotomy
I lost it all and you'll always be a part of me

And can you feel the pain when you wake up?
Late again and it's dark out
I don't even know where it came from
Can't escape, got me feeling down
I remember days in the hometown
Things change when you come around
Now they're just memories now
Keep feeling up, then I feel down

Oh no, what's your mama gonna say
When I tell her that I broke your heart?
It's just things aren't the way that they used to be
Oh no, now you're crying on the bathroom floor
And I guess it's the end
Well I lost my mind, then I lost my best friend

basement

jd 2