felt so lonely and numb, and in result to this I tryed to fit in and being  like everyone else but did not succeed in doing so and it
was a big struggle for me. But I found out that I have to stand out  and not be like everyone else.  then after  a while I started writing down my pain in music and poetry about how anger  I was because of what was going on in my lifestyle. my heart was struggling to see  who I was in life and my music   Became my Happiness and a way to understand how I think and how other people can relate to it in a way. My story and my song  told me I was still  strong person  and I'm still recovery form my battle in life and I learned to write poems as a form of my way of recovery. But then I open up my eyes up and  realise I can't recover my broken heart, but I can help heal it. It's been a long time  in my life about everything I been thro and I still haven't recovered, but my heart has become stronger. There is hope people work thro the struggle one day

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