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Say wha

I'm so constantly worried about wasting my time
We're all stuck inside
So just as you found some freedom you found
Your serotonin's a lie
Now, you're so fucking worried about where to reside
Even if it's just for the night
Yeah, we'll get along, I can try
But where's the fun in loving yourself, if you're not gonna die

I'm stuck at the red light
I'll do it tomorrow
But you want no one to do it like you
Well, get a move on 'cause
You can't keep holding onto what is rotting away but
Oh fuck, I've done it again (woah)

I'm so fucking sick of this peace of mind
It sounds like an excuse
And it feels like my perspective was never mine
You see I'm constantly thinking
And I don't know if it's doing a whole lot of good right now
I'm always weighing up the costs and benefits
But where's the fun in loving yourself, if you're not gonna die

I'm stuck at the red light
I'll do it tomorrow
But you want no one to do it like you
Well, get a move on 'cause
How long can we keep this up?
How long can we keep this up?

And so I tried it again for my third time
I had an epiphany and I won't let it go
You're so reliant on external phenomena so
Often knowledge kills the action, you gotta love the unknown

And now I'm gonna get the best of me

Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again

the serotonin star

w/ @quedronol on guitar!!


prod. nishith x quedronol
mixed. nishith
written by nishith 

lyrics:
hope that i don't crash again
i let myself down again
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill
i let myself down again
don't know how i found you then
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill

fell right in love, you stole my heart and then you ran away
couldn't care less, was more surprised by how you let me stay
looked in your eyes, it was hypnotizing
man, i saw the light, and yeah, it was blinding
and you gave my heart away but you still stayed inside my mind
sitting under your trance, man, i was way too hypnotized

and you're calling me crazy, no i can't take it
adrenaline rush, my mind's never vacant
you always fill it, and i was just chillin'
when you came along and you paid me a visit
now its hearts broke, months go without a text
imma' chase forever, no i couldn't rest
so it's all a dream that i made up in my head
but would you give me one last chance, no

hope that i don't crash again
i let myself down again
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill
i let myself down again
don't know how i found you then
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues, issues, issues, issues
hope that i don't crash again
i let myself down again
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill
i let myself down again
don't know how i found you then
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill

cardiotherapy

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

fursuiter: https://twitter.com/KunoAlpenstock
inspired by Alex G

give me ur magic my friend
tragic cost manifesting fallacies for you
is it true

pull me out the pocket at the back of your hand
put me in the front to see how ur world ends
free me from this form so we can stay friends

relax and ill hold you
the tax that youre sold to
is that what you want to be
sad and unspoken

why dont you give me up
impressions pressing me
to corrupt myself for you
and idk how i could be a cynic man
with lessons learnt from bitterness
i think id understand
i want you better than me 

bulletproof views
staying when ur guards up
pain ensues 
cus u think that ur times up

relax and ill hold u
the tax that ur sold to
is that what u want to
be sad and unspoken

@loginstrash
@brakence

Fall around
My instincts never kick in tryna calm me down
You can catch me in the wreckage where I'm far too proud
To look you in the eyes where I've lost your smile
(I am using my imagination)
Lost-lost your smile
Distant
Wings just lifted
Statue fixed here
I'm addicted
I could never trust you sincerely
Oh my god I don't think you love me
Be sure you sign your letters with tears please
My head is still abuzz, I breathe, I just hear

Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn't stop me from falling down
Oh Icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I'll be waiting

Fall down
I had to run it back again
Fade when I cried out
I care for you I care for you
Far out, I have a choice to let you in
Not tryna fall out
(Patience, if I can't hold you, it doesn't mean that we're through)
Fall down
I had to run it back run it back run it back back back back
Cried out
I care for you I care for you
Far out, I have a choice to let you in
And bring the stars out
Think I'll find out who I am

Let go of closure fall into devotion
Flowers in this garden, bees come form an ocean
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
(Where in the world did I go)
Arms out, hold your laughter in
Thought cloud made it rain today
(Go figure)
(We cry and laugh on the floor)
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage
(I'm with you)
(You cannot catch me no more)
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
(Where in the world did I go)
Arms out, hold your laughter in
(Where in the world did I go)
Thought cloud made it rain today
(Where in the world did I go)
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
Arms out, hold your laughter in
Thought cloud made it rain today
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage

Distant
Wings just lifted
Statue fixed here
I never left you
(Athena)
Distant
(And I can't wait another day and stay begging just to go back home)
(And I could never trust you sincerely)
Wings just lifted
(All my friends becoming royalty father help me watch the throne)
(Cause I don't think I thought through it clearly)
Statue fixed here
(Stars kill my anxiety I won't fight this all alone)
(Hold me there in your arms I'm dreaming)
I never-
Burning
Don't let me go

Login:

Being together ain't about
Being together
Girl I know I'm far
Yeah I know I'm far
Being together ain't about
Being together
Girl I know I'm far
Yeah I know I'm far
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Be-be-be-be-be

(Being togeth-th-th-th-th-th-)

Athena feat. brakence & login

leaked album from the collective FROMTHEHEART

BOP IT! (feat. VALENTINE, Chuck Sutton, HOLIDAYKISS & patches)

A song about envy

Written, recorded and produced in Brooklyn, New York on August 5th, 2023

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-background-noise-lyrics

Proof of concept

Background noise

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featuring:
@leastfavorite
@bhproducer
@prodmusa
@wishlane

produced by:
@dossyx
@leastfavorite
@draf2k

anylonger

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disgusting (>_<)

music thats not on sc

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BOP IT! (feat. VALENTINE, Chuck Sutton, HOLIDAYKISS & patches)

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