induratize

coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

lyrics :

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

i've been wasting time
i've been wasting life and
with my tears to the ground
i can't get over what i did wrong
i'm running out of sleep
and trying to believe
to get over my head

i'll out of the scene
get me out of the screen
everyone that you see
is not like what they seem

everybody is callin
but i'm the one who keeps fallin
needed somebody to help me out
i'm all alone cause

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

too late to know again

should've known better than that
no way you can change that past now
and no one else to help you out
it's only you

you're not a forgotten one
but sure you are the selfish one
i'm tryna be the one to save you

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

catch a break know that everything you've earned was fake
where was real love you asking for
but you always wanted something more

the chance in living in this earth is fucking difficult
the people that we idolized turn into criminal
they get away with many things that is a sin to know
cause all of us just need that green paper for our

lives i don't wanna be the same old person i used to be

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

too late to know
too late

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

walk away i'm trying to find new lives
for you to see the truth oh
it's not the end it's just a path to find your soul
you had enough you always wanted something more
creating enemies that you used to adore

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

i just wanted you to choose your way to me
in a moment you'll be facing my reality
in a second you'll be losing your sanity

take me out of this place

again

prod. @prodbykori

https://open.spotify.com/track/5UvJ3VRgEuHgXzsj9USQru?si=025b84ea23f04a1c

prayforme (xkori)

guitars by @ease-up-kid
prod corefish


I don't think that I could be any better than the
Way they perceive me, ah
I don't believe it
4, 5 tether my own feet to the ground, I can't be seated
Fuck it, I'ma breathe this
I need some sequence
My head feeling over and out
I steal the pieces
Put it back together, the sound was just a pretense
4, 5 tether to ground, the stance anemic
Lost my head up over the clouds while I was geekin'

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

I think I lost my spot on the roster
Was I an imposter?
Don't know, but the cost made my pockets hurt
Play the slot, let the rot burn
I fiend in the sheets for success
Why can't I be the best? It's like

Spend another damn week
Learning something I'll freak out about
Oh my God, is it something I seek out?
Without any prompt, rhyme or reason
Playing my scene, stage right, I'll be leaving

Fucked up bad and never looked back
And I got things I regret but never wasn't that
And now my whole body's spent
And I couldn't attend
My own breath pitch the depths, breaking sober attempts, fuck

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And hope that my reaction would end

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
String brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

4, 5, TETHER

prod @dramatrial and corefish

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could saddle it all up and take it away
What's to say, you wouldn't give me all of that
Time and space, couldn't wait
Fuck it, here we go again
That's right, you and I are stuck approaching another end

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision

I got a problem and it's all my fault
This feel of drama keeps me up all night long
The marijuana frees me from my slump
And maybe if I felt a little better, I could get up and eat
I sob it all into a sweater and then I sever the leash
And we could really get along if we just let off the peace
And if you really think I'm wrong, we could give it a week

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could make up the breakdown a little bit
Shake, rub, and ache out the feeling
Take in the great love revealing
Patience, son, been pain since the ceiling

Now I've got a fear of falling and I wanna let it go
Sick of huffing back a gaseous pack and sitting like a stone
And the trauma gave me honest responses to get it out of me
Circle all the drama and atrophy all the artery

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision

KITE

prod 31sentinel + simon m
written by 4cf + angelus + gabby start

carer (feat. angelus)

FACE OFF

FORWARD

prod. blank 

lyrics: everything went blank
when i gave all that i gave 
when i remember your name 
all your friends and your foes
i go a bit insane
and i've never been the same 
little fucked up in my brain
and i want you to know
that as the weather gets colder 
my heart does the same
all the light but not the flame
and if your shoulder never came 
i'd admit and take the blame
take pills i'm yet to find me another way
pain kills and sends me into another place
no thrill in letting my body sit still
the rush to my head just tells me i'm real
i'll lie and say that i'm fine 
to please your mind cause i'm just too kind
and i'm so blind i got one eye 
but i still thrive through all of my life
everything went blank
when i gave all that i gave 
when i remember your name 
all your friends and your foes
i go a bit insane
and i've never been the same 
little fucked up in my brain
and i want you to know
that as the weather gets colder 
my heart does the same
all the light but not the flame
and if your shoulder never came 
i'd admit and take the blame