induratize

spot of sunlight

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I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

run song fun song

prod me 
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Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Face up backpack on the tarmac
Paystub ripped up, my guitar lack
Laced up my shoes in all black
I lost my limbs in the attack
You took my tune and played a racket
Now the whole crowd is singing back
Can't thank you enough for my attraction
Going through growing pains
The way I feel cannot be overstated
Novocain, you gave me solace then you overstayed
Go wash my name up out your mouth
Oh god, I wish you meant it well
Go put my soul upon the shelf
So that you know I'll burn in hell

Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Baby would you tell me what you wanted from the comments
Last chance to be grown
Take a little bit of Ritalin and chill with my Adonis
More in common, other side of the road
Never better time to cope
Body spent feeling hopeless
Wishing I could know what's what when I'm older
Lonely on the road, bucks up till I know shit
Gimme all the tone while I'm burning up a bush

coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

IRIS

lyrics :

i was staring at the sun waiting for your love
catch a glaze from your eyes tryna make it up
it was crazy that day
i was finding my ways to make you smile

lately i been all alone
and baby don't keep me on hold
this place going on way to cold
look back at the past is so old

tend to try but i'm telling myself
that i waste my time
thinking bout the words that i'm gonna say out
why did i hesitate i don't wanna keep on crying
but i'm still riding

oops i didn't care tonight
i knew that we're not alright
i'll be here with you tonight
we had that moment on the light

oops i didn't care tonight
i knew that we're not alright
i'll be here with you tonight
we had that moment on the light

set my score again alright
i'll be the best you ever find
down town i'll be there if you catch mine
but i'll don't care if you drop it in last time

break it all up
what's on my fall was that trust
i'll let it go
it's all you know for now
cause you was in my brain last night

silence my words and you keep cutting me off
don't you go and fighting inside of the castle
lying my bet
cause i was

tend to try but i'm telling myself
that i waste my time
thinking bout the words that i'm gonna say out
why did i hesitate i don't wanna keep on crying
but i'm still riding

oops i didn't care tonight
i knew that we're not alright
i'll be here with you tonight
we had that moment on the light

set my score again alright
i'll be the best you ever find
down town i'll be there if you catch mine
but i'll don't care if you drop it in last time

oops i didn't care tonight
i knew that we're not alright
i'll be here with you tonight
we had that moment on the light

set my score again alright
i'll be the best you ever find
down town i'll be there if you catch mine
but i'll don't care if you drop it in last time

set my score again alright
i'll be the best you ever find
down town i'll be there if you catch mine
but i'll don't care if you drop it in last time

blades

guitars by @ease-up-kid
prod corefish


I don't think that I could be any better than the
Way they perceive me, ah
I don't believe it
4, 5 tether my own feet to the ground, I can't be seated
Fuck it, I'ma breathe this
I need some sequence
My head feeling over and out
I steal the pieces
Put it back together, the sound was just a pretense
4, 5 tether to ground, the stance anemic
Lost my head up over the clouds while I was geekin'

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

I think I lost my spot on the roster
Was I an imposter?
Don't know, but the cost made my pockets hurt
Play the slot, let the rot burn
I fiend in the sheets for success
Why can't I be the best? It's like

Spend another damn week
Learning something I'll freak out about
Oh my God, is it something I seek out?
Without any prompt, rhyme or reason
Playing my scene, stage right, I'll be leaving

Fucked up bad and never looked back
And I got things I regret but never wasn't that
And now my whole body's spent
And I couldn't attend
My own breath pitch the depths, breaking sober attempts, fuck

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And hope that my reaction would end

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
String brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

4, 5, TETHER

4cf - Meraki ft. riptony (gambitz)

produced by @nt7e & @zivve17

out on all platforms now

~ lyrics
I woke up at 3am
You're texting my phone again
Tell me that you "wanna be friends"
But I already know

Baby I already know
Can you leave that shit alone?
Kick you to the curb
I can finally move on
I don't owe you anything
But whatchu wanna know?
"Are you comin' over?"
Pft, bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x4)

Hangin' up the phone
And now it's 3:30 in the morning
Still up and I got that liquor pouring
Thinkin' about things that I regret
And memories I wish I could forget

But damn
I still see you everywhere
Makes me wanna disappear
But I know that I can't

Cause in reality, don't wanna lose you
And I kinda miss it, my fuckin' world is you
And I can't face it
I fuckin' hate it
Cause I feel like I can't
Talk to you
Bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x8)

phone w/ zivve

prod 31sentinel + simon m
written by 4cf + angelus + gabby start

carer (feat. angelus)

Days Where I Miss You is a collection of songs that don’t beg, don’t dramatize, and don’t look away. It’s about the quiet parts of heartbreak — the days where you don’t say it out loud, but still feel it everywhere.
Every track is stripped-down, emotionally direct, and melody-driven. No metaphors. No poetic flourishes. Just the truth, said clean.

The writing leans into restraint — soft synths, tight phrasing, and vocals that feel like conversation. These aren’t breakup songs. They’re what happens after.

For anyone who’s still checking their phone, still sleeping on the same side, still pretending they’re fine — this is for you.