coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

lyrics :

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

i've been wasting time
i've been wasting life and
with my tears to the ground
i can't get over what i did wrong
i'm running out of sleep
and trying to believe
to get over my head

i'll out of the scene
get me out of the screen
everyone that you see
is not like what they seem

everybody is callin
but i'm the one who keeps fallin
needed somebody to help me out
i'm all alone cause

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

too late to know again

should've known better than that
no way you can change that past now
and no one else to help you out
it's only you

you're not a forgotten one
but sure you are the selfish one
i'm tryna be the one to save you

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

catch a break know that everything you've earned was fake
where was real love you asking for
but you always wanted something more

the chance in living in this earth is fucking difficult
the people that we idolized turn into criminal
they get away with many things that is a sin to know
cause all of us just need that green paper for our

lives i don't wanna be the same old person i used to be

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

too late to know
too late

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

walk away i'm trying to find new lives
for you to see the truth oh
it's not the end it's just a path to find your soul
you had enough you always wanted something more
creating enemies that you used to adore

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

i just wanted you to choose your way to me
in a moment you'll be facing my reality
in a second you'll be losing your sanity

take me out of this place

again

prod. @prodbykori

https://open.spotify.com/track/5UvJ3VRgEuHgXzsj9USQru?si=025b84ea23f04a1c

prayforme (xkori)

prod @gf5 and corefish

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

And now I'm constantly inside my mind
I'm trapped in a suit and tie
Feeling awfully objectified
They see me and scrutinize
They start to realize what the time spent meant to me
It's all in the crime of a mindset atrophy

I guess I couldn't solve all the riddles that you shared when you're next to me
Dissolve in the middle of the woods, it wasn't meant to be
Sulk by the phone while I waited
I need a little more in my lungs when I take it cause

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

I think it was all of me that left without myself from my suspension
Thinking my heart harbor thieves forever
I can't run from every sentence
Clogging my arteries, you know my heart can't take all the attempts
But I need to reassess us

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

Toss it up with my incompetence
When I'm in the eye of the storm I am the opposite
Somewhere where it's safe and it's warm
Where we can grow a bit
But I lost my faith in the world that was full of shit
I want it back
But slowing the tension now might be just what I need
Below interventions now I'm fiending for release

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

BLASTOFF

prod @dramatrial and corefish

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could saddle it all up and take it away
What's to say, you wouldn't give me all of that
Time and space, couldn't wait
Fuck it, here we go again
That's right, you and I are stuck approaching another end

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision

I got a problem and it's all my fault
This feel of drama keeps me up all night long
The marijuana frees me from my slump
And maybe if I felt a little better, I could get up and eat
I sob it all into a sweater and then I sever the leash
And we could really get along if we just let off the peace
And if you really think I'm wrong, we could give it a week

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could make up the breakdown a little bit
Shake, rub, and ache out the feeling
Take in the great love revealing
Patience, son, been pain since the ceiling

Now I've got a fear of falling and I wanna let it go
Sick of huffing back a gaseous pack and sitting like a stone
And the trauma gave me honest responses to get it out of me
Circle all the drama and atrophy all the artery

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision

KITE

(prod yoku n corefish) shoutout yoku

cover by alton @euclicide

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animorphs headass

FASTER

im done

prod. mucisian & heavnsnt

(Intro - heavnsnt)

Now I'm really afloat, I'm bout to get it started
I'm branching out my patterns, And get my own apartment
Don't care about the short term, Just put care in this Journey
I know I'm not okay, But the music just consumes me

I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to my-

(Verse - heavnsnt)

I had to fight for it all
There was one night I would fall
I had to push down the walls
To make the buzzing thoughts stop

I had to breathe thru it all
What was your name? Don't recall
I had to make through the call
to manifest the windfall

(Hook - heavnsnt)

Beehive, with a pot of gold
I got it struck so sweet, turning honey to mold
Gotta keep on pushing, cos I'm over the road
I've been making beats like a Granulation Honeycomb

Beehive, with a pot of gold
Got it struck so sweet, turn that honey to mold
Been Buzzin off make my own shit, it's what I'm used to
When I create with my DAW got a different preview

(Verse - heavnsnt)

afloat, I'm bout to get it started
I'm branching out my patterns, And get my own apartment
Don't care about the short term, Just put care in this Journey
I know I'm not okay, But the music just consumes me

I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to my-

(Verse - mucisian)
Man down, don't be coming 'round I'm exhausted
Hit me up with messages and then get no responses
If you just had a sense that was common, you'd find out
You're not the girl that I wanted

I don't think she understands me
And I don't think it's real it can't be
But I won't pay the cost this time
Don't tell anybody you're a friend of mine

(Outro - heavnsnt, mucisian)

Beehive, with a pot of gold
I got it struck so sweet, turning honey to mold
Gotta keep on pushing, cos I'm over the road
I've been making beats like a Granulation Honeycomb

Beehive, with a pot of gold
Got it struck so sweet, turn that honey to mold
Been Buzzin off make my own shit, it's what I'm used to
When I create with my DAW got a different preview

beehive (w/ mucisian)

this track was made with my new “exclusive” drum kit: https://ko-fi.com/s/d00b5d6cde

exclusive

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
( blank )
can't sleep too busy
thinkin bout 
fake dreams and dopamine 
that's not around
and you're not around 
i guess it's better now 
facetimes and phone calls 
it's all bullshit
i don't wanna hear your voice 
don't wanna waste my time 
being someones toy
i'm all alone but at least
i'm not someones ploy
i'll keep it real baby
it's what i feel 
im gone 
i can't eat 
can't sleep 
from breathing all the air 
that you made me
i can't be what you think 
i fell deep
but i need some time for me
cause i'm so fucked up
can't count on no one
it's too much 
doors all closed when the sun comes up
i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
time alone 
lie unknown 
taking my home 
i don't wanna spend no time with you
i'm known to forget 
when we first met took my breath
they all say i'm sick in the head 
they all can't retie the loose ends
crashing with sickening intent.
( blank )

autophobia

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production by DJ Krewes

-

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
cause deep down 
it feels like someone just died
i always dreamed of being the same
i always

spectator to my losses
made money then i lost it
cause you cant involve the world
and i cant help but evolve

the amount of times 
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i always dreamed of being the same

and you know that time broke us up
answer the call
cuts on your skin
it wasnt my fault
cried in my arms
ten miles from france
jumped in the car
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance

dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you you you

the amount of times
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling