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let me down + k0a, polar, bleach

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abandon all hope (prod. vaeo x reesoo)

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im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

prod larziar + uno jordan
lyrics:
let's get back to basics since that's all you understand
he can't do no good for you, i'm acting like a fool for you
tryna use my head but i can't help these wandering hands
cause i'm the type of girl thats gon' go fuck up all your plans

lights too bright i can't find my way out this room
my words hanging on a noose, my tongue can't get them out to you
it's so obvious you're using me, teasing and abusing me 
when you not taking all those pills u tell me i'm your ecstasy
tell me what's it meant to be
are we meant to be 
you say you're not there mentally but girl you're not convincing me


angelus verse: 
girl you're not convincing me
he turn to my enemy
she say she watch anime
and she wanna lay with me
girl i got too many plans
don't think you can handle me
i turn her into a fan but she cant get enough of me
back to the basics, my name on her bracelet
i know imma make it because i am destined
that bitch too basic, i need her to switch it
or we ain't gon' work this out

back to basics (ft. angelus)

psychosis (dez forman x polar)

moment

(coprod 31sentinel :3) guitars by gus

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prod me
episode 5
@letmebeyourhelper
Art by monkeyDGERLUFFY

el toro 🎸 (feat. helper)

How you feeling now
Boy I feel like hundred bucks
I gave em the run around
I been asleep for months
Waving to the crowd
Hey, Hi! What’s Up?
Got me where you want me now
(fuck)

Baby tell me what you want
(Don’t ask me for luck)
I could give you what you want
Show you what you love
got me in a necklock
i'll tap out at enough
waiting for the next shock
maybe it’s the drugs

speaking bout the pill
been an hour
i don’t feel shit
swear they dress down til i show em all a real fit
taking tabs til i get sick
(okay)
cali xanax way too good
don’t know how to quit

How you feeling now
Boy I feel like hundred bucks
I gave em the run around
I been asleep for months
Waving to the crowd
Hey Hi What’s Up?
Got me where you want me now
(fuck)

How You Feeling Now

guitars by @ease-up-kid
prod corefish


I don't think that I could be any better than the
Way they perceive me, ah
I don't believe it
4, 5 tether my own feet to the ground, I can't be seated
Fuck it, I'ma breathe this
I need some sequence
My head feeling over and out
I steal the pieces
Put it back together, the sound was just a pretense
4, 5 tether to ground, the stance anemic
Lost my head up over the clouds while I was geekin'

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

I think I lost my spot on the roster
Was I an imposter?
Don't know, but the cost made my pockets hurt
Play the slot, let the rot burn
I fiend in the sheets for success
Why can't I be the best? It's like

Spend another damn week
Learning something I'll freak out about
Oh my God, is it something I seek out?
Without any prompt, rhyme or reason
Playing my scene, stage right, I'll be leaving

Fucked up bad and never looked back
And I got things I regret but never wasn't that
And now my whole body's spent
And I couldn't attend
My own breath pitch the depths, breaking sober attempts, fuck

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And hope that my reaction would end

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
String brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

4, 5, TETHER

prod by me
thank you to @chalyre for some backing vocals <33

- lyrics -
I've been tryna get some rest but my room feels really warm
struggling to sleep cause outside i hear a storm
keeps me pacing in my head when it lingers for way to long
barely see the sun when i write all of these songs
put my hands up to my face getting ready to stand guard
oh my vision's getting blurry i can hear the ring its hard
if i never trusted words would i be in such a mess
if i never trusted words would there be any progress

i feel my lifespan getting thin
might just take it on the chin
now im trying just to win
cause i feel it in my skin

look around see a setting of a home
you see the butterfly see em when they roam'
i see you blister see the brightness in ur eyes
why you smiling when you jsut saw it all die
does the vision never bother you from hope
many blurry lines that you never sought
what is life where you coming from 
what's the time
not you and i

overheard who is spoken to
"just a friend" doesn't sound so new
never honest just as i knew
brought it up and ur cover blew
what's the name of the guy that you knew
asking for closure its due
feeling dread to the guy you boozed
maybe he would like the news

hold out your hands maybe i wont be that upset
see a pattern baby ima need a cigarette
who you think you are talking like you know us
keep on lying baby maybe us wont turn to dust
keep in mind you never fought for us
see a body dead strung just a shell a husk
sing or hum do whatever that's gon comfort you
can't deny whatever will come for you
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flower petals ✾

ROT

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