jane remover - kodak moment (hallow x suyuki cover)

demo recorded on my floor some months ago, not so sure about it but always trying

small inductors

in the back of the club youve been slipping my mind
even without you i think i got no time
off my head i been wandering about
and i dont know how much i can take of this
i aint been doing fine but u dont know
and i been keeping my lips shut n my guard down low

notes【=◈︿◈=】
probably one of my fav songs ive made! proud of prod and the mix of the song

shoutout 
th13teen for the bass preset 
serena/finch for mixing tips
yut for mixing n the title
pretty, depressed for mixing

back of the club

Featuring @starlightt08

Listen up I only told you once
Fucking with em, I ain't smoking none
Pull it back and all the cards are done
Gemini, I'm not a Capricorn
Bend the truth but I wont tell a lie
Internet access was never sparse
Countless scrolling I can never doubt
What they say I wont tell anyone

Richer than now
I’m looking around
Keep it into my head
Loving the sounds
But can I get out?
On the internet without a proper route (A proper route)
Clearing out my thoughts without a cop-out (A cop-out)
But can I get out? (Can I get out?)
Can I get out? (Can I get out?)
I’m screaming out (I'm screaming out)
Just let me out (Just let me out)
 
Tryna fit my life in a sentence
Tryna live through all of this tension
Spendin all of this time for a mention
All my life I've been seekin attention
This shit been changed my life
Don't matter how much I desensitized
Don't matter how much I'd been generalized
Disregard myself, said I'll be alright, said i'll be alright uh uh
Motherfuck that, motherfuck that shit
Imma run back
Tellin lies on my name, why you speak so cruel
Like you knew my life, like you knew the truth
But you ain't me, and I ain't you
Talkin so hard for the gold of fools
You ain't me, and I ain't you
Talkin like you really 'gon use a tool
And like the tides, you know this shit don't really ever change
And pickin sides, you know it always someone out to blame
And all my life, I just wish you were here to say
It's 'gon be alright
And time again,  I been lost
Stuck in this screen, for way too long
Take dopamine in the face of loss
In a cycle till I'm out of heart
Why god do you put me through addiction?
Tried to change my life hope wont die by their visions

Richer than now
I’m looking around
Keep it into my head
Loving the sounds
But can I get out?
On the internet without a proper route (A proper route)
Clearing out my thoughts without a cop-out (A cop-out)
But can I get out? (Can I get out?)
Can I get out? (Can I get out?)
I’m screaming out (I'm screaming out)
Just let me out (Just let me out)

Richer than now
I’m looking around
Keep it into my head
Loving the sounds
But can I get out?
On the internet without a proper route (A proper route)
Clearing out my thoughts without a cop-out (A cop-out)
But can I get out? (Can I get out?)
Can I get out? (Can I get out?)
I’m screaming out (I'm screaming out)
Just let me out (Just let me out)

Autorefractor (with lightt)

skeleton cover
I can’t stare in his reflection
I know he’s doing bad I know he’s doing the wrong things 
Hit her up I’m sorry Helen
Because I know what you think, but you don’t know that it’s not me
I’m too stuck in my mind
And I've got tabs in my spine
I’m too stuck in my mind
And I've got tabs in my spine
I’m too stuck in my mind
And I've got tabs in my spine
I’m too stuck in my mind
And I've got tabs in my spine


i know he's doing the wrong things

Frightened and feeble


I live this life fearful 


You show another path


Enlightened and simple


If I could take an ear full


I’d wanna give it back


Cause I am a sewer


And you are the man


Holding the crack


A tear in the suture


Become a day sooner


Double spaced plan 


Calloused and careful


The glass appears half-full 


When you start to do the math


Dampened and dwindled


These ears are still fragile


So we start where we began

Ear Full

@daywxtch
@adridoesthings

a huge thank you to @schbwp, @another-autumn-479671184 and @dotgavn for addition sound design and background vox

this took 2 months to make
141 tracks

the color

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

my submission for cut2static song wars

lyrics:

heartbreak saturday morning night
inquires, injuries, i'll be alright
outlaws like me said "such is life"
they prophesied over me, i'll be alright

the first in too long, went outside
a mirror, i wanted to throw up in fire
every part me was so loud (except)
my desire to scream, unexpressed in the quiet

couldn't even spare one day for every month
couldn't even spare 2 weeks but i'm still fucked
i was never upset at you, and i'm still not
it was always "i never could live with you gone"
and now i can't think straight when you're up
and now i can't fucking sleep at all
a pathetic shell of who i was
of a man that did nothing for you
i'll die a man that did nothing for you

newsflash, something don't sit right
i meant not to be overt, i promise i tried
outlaws like me said "such is life"
they sculpted me into something i despise

the first in too long, went outside
watched myself and the last half year fall in real time
i think i would rather die than watch you lock
falling apart at a life that could have been mine

couldn't even spare one day for every month
couldn't even spare 2 weeks but i'm still fucked
i was never upset at you, and i'm still not
it was always "i never could live with you gone"
and now i can't think straight when you're up
and now i can't fucking sleep at all
a pathetic shell of who i was
of a man that did nothing for you
i'll die a man that did nothing for you

outlaw

yeah sure

here's a song about ralsei because i love ralsei ok. i don't need a better reason than that

back of the club

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