v v v
yeah i know
no one knows my name
but i keep on trucking 
i just hope the work 
pays off or fucking something
but if it dont i wont be suprised
hell or nothing and left to die
stayed up every night for a year straight
studying my mixing and studying my membrane
always thought that i was fucking insane
never had no one to relate to, yeah yeah
never had no friends 
still fucking dont
i always end up alone again
and thats my fault too
i push them away
i push them away
please dont put any worth to my name
i swear to fuckin god i dont deserve that shit 
yeah im just a sad ass girl trapped in her room and shit
never leave my room unless i really fuckin have to
i dont know
i dont know
every night i smoke, man it got me feeling slow mo
throat burns, red eyes, and i feel like shit
feel like i wanna crawl in a hole and dip
say you really dont want me to do that
if you really dont want me to, please try and stop me
(try and stop me)
(try and stop me)
uncomfortable like always
always fuckin sweat
always fuckin stress 
about some dumb fuckin shit
always miss my boyfriend
always miss my dad
just wanna feel decent
how hard is that?
how hard is it to feel like im normal?
how hard is it to feel like im clean?
how hard is it to feel like kai?
how hard is it to feel alright?
aye, aye, 
no one knows my name
but i keep on truckin
i could just repeat that shit 
but i feel like workin
and i feel like nothing
hopefully im something
maybe ill find out one fuckin day but
not soon
yeah i was in marshall and u called me
said ur in asheville, can you meet me soon?
and i hit u back, said "im down, im down, im down"
always really am but you dont understand
look at twitter once then you go and advance
babe i think your heads clouded give me a chance
you look fucking flawless how you are boy dont trip
ay one grand for a trip (one trip)
just to hold my boy in my arms real quick (real quick)
yeah its real fucking tuff long distance relationship shit
yeah but its real love thats the shit you dont get.

hell or nothing (pekarot)

produced by sekani

completely non profit

lyrics

i guess its time that in finally wrote a song now
i guess its time that i finally put my phone down
i feel shit i feel shit on my own now
said im better off alone well im alone now

i guess ill get this started
its time to write another anthem for the truly sharded
how u broke me n im lonely but ive been that from the start
n now im faded with some papers that i blow on all my drugs
red lights inside my room at night
ice cubes pressed to my neck as i
lose blood out of my neck in pints
dry eyes, she knows im numb inside

hit the road n whip my bike up to the cliffside
650 cc on a vulcan 
look here comes the night sky
its so bright
but whered the passion go?
music like a bitch that only ever wanna smash n go
ay
but whered my feelings go?
used to be so many now im only ever feeling cold
hey I just tore apart my soul
gimme plays now
Hey I just met u
somehow already getting brain now
woah
she call me daddy n shit
she suck me off in her whip
the sirens passin n shit
so i just pass her a spliff
i only fuck when im lit
she say im big when im stiff
i say thats cap n she pissed

bloodclots (sekani)

produced by sofabed

completely non profit

lyrics

u and i need to find a way 
to exist separately 
but I cannot, I will not
I won't believe
u and i, u and i
weren't meant to be
no I will not, I will not 
I won't believe

(are u on or off?)

what are u waiting for?
is it last call?
I hope there's more to ur life than this
than there is to mine

(are u on or off?)

High School x Foreign Forest (Prod. Reaper)

Corey Slabs