this song means alot to me because i've never talked about growing up like this before :) i hope you guys like it <3

again tyty @kaihaunted for the amazing art, it means a lot to me 
~~~~~~~~

hometown, head down 
walk around, never make a sound, yeah 
8 now, drugged out
every thought in my head is too loud 
on the corner of stumbling to the fucking bottom 
blue pill, red pill, too many fucking bottles 
gone now, and i found 
that this anxiety is killing me now 
13, no dreams 
just trying to get by by any means 
fake smiles, and routines
no one knows what's going on behind the scenes 
never thought i would end up being so pessimistic 
cause i keep breaking myself just to never go and fix it 
no sleep, and i see 
that all i needed was to go and be free

4000 people out here 
thank god i left it that year 
all keep their heads in the mirror 
and their peaks are closer than they appear 
hometown of zombies and ghosts 
fled west, oh i had to go 
got tired of everyone holding back on finding their growth 

19, come spring
i got stuck in the in-between, yeah 
no job, no keys
but i know i wanna be something 
paying rent with loan, i'm feeling so dependent 
start missing my home, and everybody in it 
pain stings, the sound rings
but back home, at least they're in the swings of things 

4000 people out there
at least their visions are clear 
i keep my head in the mirror 
and my peak is closer than it appears
hometown of zombies and ghosts
at least their heads are afloat 
got tired of looking back, wish that i had kept finding my growth

can i ask u some questions?

hometown

produced by xona

- lyrics -
and my body 
feels light and I can’t go with you
and my skin falls off, it’s so cruel
but I’ll hang till you kill me this day
I won’t chase when you think I’m this way 

your spit 
(your words)
your spit
(got me)
oh~ voiceless 
(haunted)
voiceless

go

talk like you’re drugged, fucked up from all 
your wrongs but point to one’s you love
but if I die today, would you sing my way?
but do you feel that change? cause I feel betrayed 

the war begun and I’d entrust
many lives with my love

~

and my body 
feels light and I can’t go with you
and my skin falls off, it’s so cruel
but I’ll hang till you kill me this day
I won’t chase when you think I’m this way

spotify

spit

my gf's gf (pr. gttc x reedbeatz)

produced by xona | guitar by oc

@prod-oc

-lyrics-
i could barely see, you’ve been on mind and I’m drowning in the deep
end, where our love could have never came to meet, I’m reaching for the home that which you been on to me
me (x8)

yeah, i would’ve gone
if that’s what you want
yeah, tell me the wrongs
of what i could have i done?
yeah, im gettin so lost
yeah, i needed to hold on
yeah, grabbin my arm
mm, no i needed someone else
yeah yeah, there’s nothing better than to fall in
my hands go cold with the velvet
of your clothes I’m just waiting for the outlet
we stay so far, now that it’s been helpless
now that it’s been helpless (x4)

with the windows locked
I pray the safety of us
missing all of my friends
and every bridge that I’ve cut
hoping you understand that you still got all my love
got you all on my mind never losing that trust~
I can’t decide what I do
I’ve fallen right here where you started too
I am no different, just human like you
I just own up my own problems, no queues
something bout the days I couldn’t get it off
my body is getting weaker, I’m afraid that I will rot
maybe i don’t go outside enough or had a hug
i’m getting so much closer and closer to drugs

standing and hoping you decipher the words
the fear and the terror you left with a burn
I can’t fathom on what you want to me turn
it’s like this love is just made for a curse
I’ve had enough
back, back when I thought it was okay
I’m coping hard and I think I’m ‘bout to break
no, no tears rolling down my face
counting the days that I wish I could erase
-

bringing out the worst of me paralyzed by you
nothing seems to be like the honest truth
nothing like the honest truth
wonder by the end of time will i have to look
if you’re still right there and what it took
if i knew what it took

singing what’s deep in the lair i could take that step
I’m not really prepared but I’m feeling reckless
what you feel is the question..
seeing with the way you act, i fear an attack
even without a word i feel the tension
tearing up all my friendships..

i see the spiders crawling my walls
silhouettes of you i might drop
and i can’t stop…
i might fall (x8)

spiders IV

bad boy w/ sifey2dope prod. cabber

prod Flareupski

feat. @omgemags

mastered by @omgemags

lyrics:
She want the meat, ate it down to the bone
Sped to the trap like ain't nobody home
Drunk every night from my last milestone
Only congratulations, Post Malone
Steady be getting paper through the phone
Hoes keep on looking here like something wrong
Every new drop be your new favorite song
Eat so much sushi this shit feel like home
Home, Home, Home
Tape every day, could have probably built Rome
Hearts in my eyes that's Commes Des Garçon
Heard I fell off? Well you definitely heard wrong

(Ew)
Bitch rub on me like some bar soap
Lines on the counter, shit look like a barcode
Blue diamonds on me, look like Icy Narco
Pound in the trunk I be riding with cargo
(Vroom)
That's exactly how the car go
I'm doing well like my last name was Fargo
Saved by the bell, I'll catch you at the bar though
Don't nobody think you're hard bro
Don't nobody think you're hard, cause you're not
Made this blunt from out of nothing, Scribblenauts
I'm with OBJ, and you getting mogged
AR jumping when I push like a frog
Out the mud, I got this shit out the swamp
Chop got an appetite, I let it chomp
Brodie done caught me laid up with his mom
Damn
Okay bring in the trumpets
When I'm on the way the gang hear me stomping
Heard me pull in got the bass up and thumping
Turn the floor to lava, trap get to jumping

Bring that bass up, but that shit not enough
Smoked an OZ, now I'm coming in dumb
In the whip, I'm sure you're smelling the Runtz
Make a move and Staggy pull out a
(Drum, drum, drum)
Drummer boy
Full on the dash make you turn to a runner boy
And it's gonna hit, you ain't got no other choice
Stag and Emags you ain't hearing another voice
(Yeah)
Walk around Bushwick and know that I got it
Hearing my name once or twice I can't stop it
Jump when this song hit your ear like deposit

(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

She want the meat, ate it down to the bone
Sped to the trap like ain't nobody home
Drunk every night from my last milestone
Only congratulations, Post Malone
Steady be getting paper through the phone
Hoes keep on looking here like something wrong
Every new drop be your new favorite song
Eat so much sushi this shit feel like home
Home, Home, Home
Tape every day, could have probably built Rome
Hearts in my eyes that's Commes Des Garçon
Heard I fell off? Well you definitely heard wrong

(Oh,oh, oh, oh)

post malone w/ emags

prod by logan

-
i found the answers
hands hurt
yo where are your manners
wasup
whatchu mad at for
whats w all the slander
can em
man up
hit but im still standing
finally moved on now bros in front of the camera dancin
i guess that im stuck in a loop
but i make whatever i want tho
if what u said was true
then why were you riding my cock bro
i know names when i see em
i connected all the pieces
i drive a big boy truck
but im sure youve already seen it
time to get rid of some people
you aint no family
vin diesel
i just hit a fortnite clip
149 with the deagle
this shit feel like duck duck goose
but youre not me
youre you
you cant tell me that aint similar
now that shits way over used
i found the answers
hands hurt
yo where are your manners
wasup whatchu smokin on
whats w all the slander?
can em
man up
im hit but im still standin
finally moved on now bros in front of the camera dancin
‎ 
‎ 
‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎‎ 
‎ 
‎  
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎ 
‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎‎ 
‎ 
‎  
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎ 
‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎‎ 
‎ 
‎  
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎ 
‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎‎ 
‎ 
‎  
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎ 
‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎‎ 
‎ 
‎  
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎ 
‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎‎ 
‎ 
‎  
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
‎ 
‎ 
‎

duck duck goose

all plats: https://share.amuse.io/hsHvnWuFFqXD

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7cUJaDmUk91oFJ0tcipnmd?si=NvCalEaXSb6Fk1KsEArjdA

prod. ilylight

lyrics

you broke me down and now you feel alone?
i think its best for you to leave

just go
you left me mangled
torn and shattered so why should i give a fuck when you want to come home?

dont beg me now you're the reason you're here
you cant 'suade me with crocodile tears

you're helpless while you're lingering in tells
how'd you think i felt when you left me in hell?

ah
ah
hell
HOWD YOU THINK I FELT WHEN YOU LEFT ME IN HELL?

bad boy w/ sifey2dope prod. cabber

Corey Slabs