this anxiety 
shit is killing 
I’m fighting every fucking day to find the better of me 
now I’m waking up at 2 pm again
I take a couple shots then lay back in my bed 
with you in my head 
I think that’s it’s time to clean up my act 
I need to get sober imagine that x2
fucked up again and again and again 
I’ve gone pushed away all of my fucking friends 
That’s why I play pretend 
I takes a lot of time to sit and think 
about my fucked up life 
and why I chose to drink 
Oh just leave me alone I think I’ll figure it out all by myself 
why do you 
see the best in me 
I’m drowning 
playing make believe x2

make believe (prod. DRMA)

BATCLIQUE
prod. 02ashes
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

wish me luck

Shakespeare prod. Splashgvng

vexle x seezenz

follow them: https://www.instagram.com/vexle_?igsh=MWdxMDk0M3J4Yzk4ag==

https://www.instagram.com/scareseezenz?igsh=aHJlbm1ma3NjNjdh

loud (prod. greyrock)

<3 ft. @stevenawelch

LYRICS:
Afterburn at night
Fireflies take flight
Lighting up the sky
In the shape of a heart for you and I

Slowburn, lowflame
Ignite, butane
Run back, constraint
Feel the heat come take a taste
Fireflies light up the sky
In a heart formation
I cant believe whats in my eyes
I need no hesitation
No debate into my conscious
Think too much i might get nauseous
Wash away, all my sins, and what i did wrong
I love you here i love you now, so lets not prolong
My feelings are here to last in my fragile heart

Walk too far when in my shell
Anxious stutter cant you tell
Free myself when i ring that bell
Til then ill reside in my own hell 

V3nn:
Reside in my own hell, sometimes I can’t tell if I am well 
Baby please give me some time to excel 
I just really want your love why can’t you just tell 
I just wanna get away from here, 
blow pack everyday, while the haters stare 
And I can never do this shit on my own 
That’s why I need you I can’t be all alone 
I remember all the long nights crying on the phone 
When laughed in my face, am I a fucking joke ? 
Smoke so much weed my lungs hurt, I might choke 
And I got a Dutch so you know that bitch slow burn

Fireflies ft. v3nn [prod. yunny goldz]

Oxygen feat. Foreign Forest+ Kid Pesto+ tenderplacements

Counting Down the Seconds prod. immortal

prod. 1tcyxo & wasterr
@safeatlast

[kill breanna:]
theres not enough beat 4 me
cus i got 2 much hate in me
this shit aint what i had in mind..
im changing my mind like every, every, night
u can see my eyes, so dont ask me how im doing
i think i wanna vomit
i know im dumb, i promise

i cant stand 2 wait on me no more
i feel like my eyes hit the flooor
good try, but i still know whats deep inside of my mind
good bye! to all the fake cunts in my friendss list
i see the fuckn walls spinnin
hold up, i did not finish
i said "fuck my demise", no i am not finished
nah i dont fuck w thermal countries fuck yo fins, bitch
yes im wired up, off that mud and them pills, bitch
reliable asf, im always high, im never low
im happy when not home, buy that shit by the o
fuck. everybody. that i known, i guess
i guess i shoulda waited, but i did it feelin lifeless
yEEEAaahAHAHahAHAHHhooooOOooOOOo

[lil divine:]
feelin lifeless
got no fuckin heartbeat
i gotchu in my sights bitch 

ye i pull up wit a knife quick
stick it in ur corneas 
and leave u fuckin eyeless

i see the fuckn floors spinnin
maybe i should stop sippin

they screamin out divine
this my life and i did it

i fucked up yea i admit it
let me speak for just a minute
i dont ask a lot from you
just let me have my time wit it 

got no time aint no wristwatch  
i got no time for a pit stop
im comin up letcho bitch watch
u aint on my team u got kicked off

no gucci and no saint laurent
rock teen hearts til the day i drop
bitch ima go like pokemon
ima run this shit til the day im gone 

[kill breanna:]
theres not enough beat for me
cus i got too much hate in me
this shit aint what i had in mind
im changing my mind like every, every, night
u can see my eyes, so dont ask me how im doing
i think i wanna vomit
ulooksodumbipromise

[lil divine:]
i dont know what you see in me
its the same shit like every week
this shit aint what i had in mind
im killing myself like every fucking night

you switched up your love
and it sucks,
and it hurts 

[kill breanna:]
fuck grownin up, stay a kid
fuck growin up, this is shit
i fucked around, and raced that shit a bit
fuck a speed limit, bitch im lit
FUCK a bitch who dont believe in shit!
FUCK a bitch who dont try for shit!
nah i dont fuck w thermal countries fuck yo fins, bitch
yes im wired up, off that mud and them pills
reliable as fuck, im always high, im never low!
im dazed, meo!
please leave me alone!
i guess i should've waited, but i did it feeling lifeless.

ulooksodumbipromise w/ lil divine

ulooksodumbipromise w/ safeatlast

sotrue (prod. branwen x gaxillic)

lyrics:

i will stick it out for you
i will stay the night with you
i will steal the life from you
and i will carve your face in my cornea
so i can see you with you with closed eyes

but if my friends they found out what
you say when you get down
well i think i’d cry in their arms
i’d say i love you too hard

ohhh
oh whatever you need from me
i’ll be there for you
i’ll cast aside my feelings so i can please you
i’ll shut my mouth to make sure that i hear you
and i won’t split the blame
oh i’ll never lay claim to any of the things that i do for you
and i’ll add it to my repertoire as i try to farm love from your stale heart
i’ll let my scale form bleed once i try to leave
i’ll showcase wounds abound since your not around me
and do you still think you did nothing wrong
does your pain feel better now i’m gone
can you justify what you did to me
how simple it was for you to take away my breathing
how often you made me feel a tight chest so easily

and i can feel it when your life’s stressed out
so i’ll lay her refrained from sound
(i’ll keep it quiet)
can i ask you to hold me close
run your fingers through my hair
and i won’t ask back from my cardigan
i’m sorry i know it’s gettin hard again

ohhh
oh whatever you need from me
i’ll be there for you
i’ll cast aside my feelings so i can please you
i’ll shut my mouth to make sure that i hear you
and i won’t split the blame
oh i’ll never lay claim to any of the things that i do for you
and i’ll add it to my repertoire as i try to farm love from your stale heart
i’ll let my scale form bleed once i try to leave
i’ll showcase wounds abound since your not around me
and do you still think you did nothing wrong
does your pain feel better now i’m gone
can you justify what you did to me
how simple it was for you to take away my breathing
how often you made me feel a tight chest so easily
and if i gave you, dear another slice of my time
i don’t think i could go back to what i thought i would find

Counting Down the Seconds prod. immortal

Corey Slabs