this supposed to be new PL but this makes me feel drained

The Upload

will I love again.

skating solo 2

Check them out @seejayxo

Silence will fall by the end of it all
I don’t wanna start over all again 

There’s tunnel vision in my head  

Picking up the glass again 
I don’t wanna be the the one who’s blamed for it again 

There’s tunnel vision in my head 

I got tunnel vision, I can’t even see straight 
(burnout)

Fuck that shit, I know I gotta find my own way 

If you you ain’t with me now, than you have to get away 

Baby I been on my own, I don’t got time to waste

Poppin pills now, I feel like I could die 

You tore my heart, but you still runnin through my mind 

I wanna fall asleep without just getting high 

I feel the pain you caused, but I know I’ll be fine 

I’m overthinking life again
Don’t let bad thoughts pollute my head

There’s tunnel vision in my head 

Silence will fall by the end of it all
I don’t wanna start over all again 

There’s tunnel vision in my head  

Picking up the glass again 
I don’t wanna be the the one who’s blamed for it again 

There’s tunnel vision in my head 

I’m overthinking life again
Don’t let bad thoughts pollute my head

There’s tunnel vision in my head

Tunnel Vision [+ Jody]

Cover art by: @grizzydesigns  <3
 https://www.instagram.com/grizzydesigns/?hl=en

i been lookin out the window
watchin as the leaves change
sittin in my same chair
lookin through my same face
runnin through handles
w no handle on me
wasting away
mr. empty space
come take me

baby when you wake up 
am i something u ashamed of?
u think i'm full of excuses
just skin and bones that's useless
baby when you wake up?
r u something u ashamed of?
for the way u cover up sins 
like the blush u put on ur skin.

i been gazing at my ceiling
watching as the paint fades
laying in the my old bed 
sheets changed since idk when
navigating through the smoke
w no smoke under me
wasting away, Mr. empty space
come take me

baby when u wake up 
am i something u ashamed of
a person lost in translation
another waste of breath that's sedated
baby when u wake up
are u something u ashamed of
for the way you excuse all i said
like the dry kisses, covered by lipstick

cuz i don't believe 
i'll be anything
other than something u drink down 

cuz i do believe 
i'll be everything
holding u back
have some self respect 
and leave now

i been lookin out the window
watchin as the leaves change
sittin in my same chair
lookin through my same face
runnin through handles
w no handle on me
wasting away
mr. empty space
come take me

baby when you wake up 
am i something u ashamed of?
u think i'm full of excuses
just skin and bones that's useless
baby when you wake up?
r u something u ashamed of?
for the way u cover up sins 
like the blush u put on ur skin.

cuz i don't believe 
i'll be anything
other than something u drink down 

cuz i do believe 
i'll be everything
holding u back
have some self respect 
and leave now

mr. empty space (prod. fugazi)

PAINT UR NAILS THAT COLOR I LIKE (ARI)

Produced by nevrfall
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@onlyfriendyeah
How damn long can I wait here?
My kicks got left on the pavement as I crashed into the sun
I don't know if I'll find a way back from what I've become

Just a body in the background, ay
Just a body with a burned out brain
Been a minute since we been the same
Put a round in the chamber again

So save me a space
Hold the door
I won't be saved
I can't say for sure
We won't leave radio silence now
We won't leave radio silence

@brokekeeps
Just a kid who's been missing you
Just a kid who can't sleep at night
Just a kid who's been trying so hard not to fuck up life
So I ran away from home & I'm never coming back
'Cause my friends did the same & that ended their pain
But I miss them so much sometimes

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

++++

Onlyfriend & Broke Keeps: Hold The Door (nevrfall)

heaven sent (+:; rxms)

https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
staring at the random number
but my mind is at a blank
lookin at my computer
so i ask, "who is this"
it was my lover
how could i forget?
ur light im thunder
ill hurt u twice again
staring at the late phone call
whoops did i miss that on purpose?
yeah that was intentional
and all this distortion
girl i never wanted this
for u to go off to college
and honestly i hated it
so id never have a chance

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

i tried my best baby but this is never gonna happen
im not the one to show love, shouldve known that was a problem
i picked these flowers for u i know u probably tossed em
now i just be resting from girls n everybody
she dont really love me
she just like to attention
how am i this stupid
omg im gonna lose it
take in all this caffeine
i still have no energy
drinking all this coffee
still got no energy

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

at least i didn't forget

heylog - at least i didn't forget

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

Outlaw

been sitting on this one for like two years now. i hope y'all enjoy it. thank you for all the love & support. i can't even begin to tell you how much i appreciate it. <3

lyrics
--------
i wish i had friends
i wish i had anyone to save me
but i ain’t like them
i’m just a nightmare in the making
i pray that this ends
that the baphomet will take me
away from loose ends
cause i’m not to be forsaken 
maybe it’s a part of me
the anxiety
but the funny thing
is it’s all i can see
& it lies to me
fucking blinding me
when i honestly just

feel like i’m on drugs
even though i don’t even take em
it’s fuckin’ me up
ride these highs to feel complacent
it’s like i’m on drugs
i hide sometimes so i feel safe from
the pain in my gut
yeah it’s fucking me up
feels like i’m on drugs

i should dive in
swim to the surface when i’m stable
let’s skip the pretend
cause this life is not a fable
this story don’t end
till i’m hooked to all these cables
& start to see red
as they lie me on the table
maybe it’s the start of things
something i can’t see
it’s beyond a dream
an advisory
& it lies to me
fucking blinding me
when i honestly just

feel like i’m on drugs
even though i don’t even take em
it’s fuckin’ me up
ride these highs to feel complacent
it’s like i’m on drugs
i hide sometimes so i feel safe from
the pain in my gut
it’s fucking me up
feels like i’m on drugs

somebody wake me
cause life is a daydream
& i’m wasting time with you
so many faces
yeah i’m losing patience
& i’m stuck on loving you

feels like i’m on drugs (x4)

all i can see (prod. nick furlong x tony livadas)

Clueless

Clueless (Prod. Yasuu)

junk mail (hit the wall)

let me trip in my bed with my head.
there's a thousand other places,
that I'd rather be instead.
when the drugs don't work, 
I see evil when I bled.
he got a list of all the people,
who would rather see me dead I.


keep a note of all the bullshit that you said.
when you told me that you loved me,
but you stayed up in the bed.
I just let myself out quietly, I didn't want the mess.
I got cocaine in my pocket, keep me bumpin through the stress.

bumpin (prod. puhf)

Lyrics: 
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

wipe my tears cause I gotta get the cash now
no more fears but I feel it when the lights out 
world so cold it’s like I’m living in the arctic
so unknown sometimes I feel like I’m arson
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions 
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

all the shit I done and all the things I seen
made me build a wall to block my memories
yeah, these drugs they got me falling like some leaves
need some novocaine but it ain’t for my teeth
I been fighting all these demons in my sleep
yeah, I’m faded yeah, I’m faded off the lean
don't give a fuck if I don't wake up from this dream
pass me a rope so I can leave reality

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

The Pain That Never Ends

✦ VIDEO OUT NOW

Instagram.com/worryaboutwhy

stream on Spotify/Apple Music: 

Smarturl.it/remembermeworry 

Verse 1 

Calling up my plug and I’ll be right there
I just need a fix so I’ll be right there 
Drugs they numb my brain so that I don’t care 
Sippin' yellow tea so that I don’t care 

Pre-Chorus 

Got all these fucking feelings that I don’t share 
Got all this fucking shit that I just don’t share 
I’m a loser, I’m a freak and all they do is stare  
I’m a loser I’m a loner, all they do is stare 

Chorus 

I don’t care about all of that 
In the morning I won’t be here 
Don’t forget to shed a tear 
I don’t care about all of that 
In the morning I won’t be here 
Don’t forget to remember me 

Verse 2 

Calling up my girl she said she’d be there 
I just need a fix so she’ll be right there 
She just dull my pain so that I don’t care 
She make me forget so that I don’t care 

Pre-Chorus 

Got all these fucking feelings that I don’t share 
Got all this fucking shit that I just don’t share 
I’m a loser, I’m a freak and all they do is stare  
I’m a loser I’m a loner, all they do is stare

remember me

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

MY INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
MY TWITTER: twitter.com/yungworry

(Verse 1)

I thought that this time, it would be the last fight
I thought we’d work it out but then you seemed to lose sight 
Never been so down before I thought that I’d die 
Never been so low like this not in a long time 

(Verse 2)

You pretended to love me but you were faking 
You pretended to like me and I kept waiting 
Can’t you see I’m a mess, you left me naked 
Can’t you see I’m a fool who wants to be famous?

(Hook)

And I
I don’t love you anymore
Anymore 
(x2)
No no

(Bridge)

She tried to change me up 
Like how I changed my flow 
She went behind my back
She thought I didn’t know  

So I sip my tea 
And I smoke my dope 
To forget it all 
Cause I don’t wanna know 
(x2)

fool

Worried About Dreaming

・Licht🕊
SoundCloud : https://soundcloud.com/mitsuakari
Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/licht_66/?hl=ja
Twitter : https://twitter.com/mitsuakari66

Nice beat maker : BMTJ
Track : https://youtu.be/2G7RhTi9xKs

Survive in the city of Tokyo.

LIFE ANSWER

Creature Of The Night feat. Foreign Forest & Maxthriftgod (Prod. IMMORTAL)

vocals by me and osquinn
prod me and fish narc
art by 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zxwa7iR72c5m1v7G1lU8j?si=Bb1N4xVLRqqKj6cEVdwV-Q

STRENGTH BONUS w/ osquinn & fish narc

@prod-mangetsu


LYRICS:

You can’t smoke me out.

I’m out ma’ mind,
but I need no medication,
but a nine, outta line,
just to make a statement,
rather die than comply 
to an imitation
of a lie from a guy, 
an American psychopath 

I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
I can’t recognize my reflection 
end of the line.

American psychopath!
American psychopath!

When I find you, I’ll kill you
Hidden mindset, baby yeah you never knew,
Doomsday crew, gon’ get you
Brand new worldwide, spreading like the flu,
I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
It won’t be long, till our world comes crashing down

Till our world comes crashing down

You can’t smoke me out.
You can’t smoke me out.

I’m out ma’ mind,
but I need no medication,
but a nine, outta line,
just to make a statement,
rather die than comply 
to an imitation
of a lie from a guy, 
an American psychopath 

I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
I can’t recognize my reflection 
end of the line.

American psychopath!
American psychopath!

When I find you, I’ll kill you
Hidden mindset, baby yeah you never knew,
Doomsday crew, gon’ get you
Brand new worldwide, spreading like the flu,
I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
It won’t be long, till our world comes crashing down

You can’t smoke me out.
Gas mask on when I’m walking through LA hoe!
You can’t smoke me out.
Gas mask on when I’m walking through LA hoe!

american psychopath (prod. manget$u)

LAST RESORT (feat. Fetti x sydcxx)

+bleeding edge 2k21+

new music + stuff every month all 2021! <3

let go [prod. glxy]

Written, Recorded, & Produced by Foreign Forest
Mix/Mastered by Zachary Langstaff

Follow me on IG
https://instagram.com/foreignforest_

Follow the engineer
https://instagram.com/audiobytex


Lyrics:

sorry didn’t hear what you said
i’m good at getting lost in my head 
i do it all the time
i feel like i’m drowning in my thoughts for a little while 
i’m sorry about the crumbs in my bed
it’s been about a month since i’ve left
and that bottle by my bed side
bet it never runs dry
neither do my eyes 

Look in my eyes
You’ll find I’m not alive
Inside, every day I’m dying

sometimes it’s hard to just say how I’m feeling
Cuz I don’t think people around me will feel it,
Don’t wanna make myself feel like a burden
but each day it’s worse I can feel my heart hearting 
I’ll figure it out 
Wanna be happy but I’m not allowed
I’m getting tired of dragging around
maybe I’ll rest better down in the ground

Creature Of The Night feat. Foreign Forest & Maxthriftgod (Prod. IMMORTAL)

Corey Slabs