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2021

sadd boii

sad in the UK (prod me)

prod. by: Taz Taylor, Alec Wigdahl, Pharaoh Vice

Reckless

swear on my life

I'm So Good at Lying

I'm So Good at Lying (feat. Powfu & Thomas Reid)

produced by tsurreal x jkei 

i rock my at2020 like all night
i got bags on my eyes but I'm alright
and my wrist baby you know its all ice
yeah i could make 100 songs
but would they sound good?
no they wouldn't
my recordings aint consistent like my woods is
roll it back
make a new friend everyday, what love is that?
you say you aint got friends, baby thats a-
go to an event with 200 people
and you always go places
man you're really fuckin gifted
yeah you're gifted, your parents gives you gifts, and-
yet you always sit around and complain about the small things
woah woah woah
just hit that shit one more time
you're addicted anyway
your health is going down the
going, going
down the drain
theres not much left to say
i guess you got your way
are you ever gonna realize
the weight
of your actions?
are you happy now..?
are you happy now..
are you happy now..?
tell me
tell me.

u got ur way

Six Flags

Folarin II

Name Ring Bell

decaying prod. jolst + michael warren

Not In The Mood (feat. Fivio Foreign & Kay Flock)

A Gangsta’s Pain: Reloaded

Scorpio

Kawhi Leonard Presents: Culture Jam

Everywhere You Go

what's wrong w/ that + sifey2dope (prod.idly blare)

Irony prod. immortal

don't wanna die yet prod. jolst

urgent prod. switch + 5head

killua prod. immortal

Stream on Spotify

i hate you, but i love you

Trap Jack 2

Buy / Stream

Alexis

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

Ghost (prod. 7VN)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

Song Title - Fiction
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics: 

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

With you
It ain’t right 
To many missed calls 
And long nights 
I heard your voicemail 
to many times
And I aint wasting no more love on you
X2

Open up my chest
Deep into my heart
Do you see it
A shard of glass 
I can feel it slice  
as I’m breathing 
it cut my strings 
Now my fucking 
heart isn’t beating 
And from my brain 
is where I’m bleeding 

Deep inside my mind
Scared of what I’ll find
Our memories linger
hurt confined 
Love the way you’d lie
With a smile
I’m saving me
There’s no wrong or right
This is survival
Put me down
You'd put me 
in the ground
No revival

No revival 
No survival
Im 51:50
Suicidal
there’s no way out 
As far as I see   
I’m going through hell
Can you find me

Boy you left me down
Broken on the ground
Im so sad 
cause your always gone
Out there on the road 
I’m not mad 
I just wish that you would
Call me sometime
I just wish that
We could fucking rewind

But 

Girl you let me down
You been running round 
Im not dumb
Got me staring down 
The barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can’t turn back time
I got to go 
Before I lose my mind

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

Going going’ gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I’m here
Then love while I’m lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or Do we bleed to feel the same
Why’s the world so fucking cold 
Why do I often feel alone

Fiction

re-uploaded from the beginning of june, i accidentally deleted a week later but this is one of my fav songs so ya

manga for cover: jinrou game beast side

[lyrics]
phantom in the moonlight
fixated shadows eye adjust am i alright?
silhouette reside in the doorway
lungs hurt eyes sore stuck for the shadow play

i cannot feel my sorrows
numb again i dont wanna see tomorrow
i dont know everything seems wrong
my days are getting shorter but they seem long
i dont really wanna die today
everybody does but i dont feel that way
cant move, but im okay 
i know, the moment just moves slow

phantom in the moonlight
fixated shadows eye adjust am i alright?
silhouette reside in the doorway
lungs hurt eyes sore stuck for the shadow play

room slow motion heart pacing fast
tryna scream for help even if its just a gasp
i dont think anyones gonna be there
laying by myself but i know that theres something there
another freakout another nightmare
reaching for my phone but i know that youre not there
cant breathe, but im okay
i know, the moment just moves slow

phantom in the moonlight
fixated shadows eye adjust am i alright?
silhouette reside in the doorway
lungs hurt eyes sore stuck for the shadow play
(x2)

sleep paralysis

Is It Me Or Your Secrets That Keep You Up At Night

Just Erris

CRUSH!

soundcloud:playlists:1336002589

decaying prod. jolst + michael warren

Corey Slabs