by my side ft. yvng crow (prod.5head)

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

She met a boy, he was nice enough
She didn't care that much, she knew it'd never be love
He came to visit, slept in her bed
And all her friends had said just how this would end

She was too high to stop him, he took what he wanted
And no one believed her, she dropped out of college
His friends are all toxic: "I know him, he's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up

She told her friends and no one seemed to mind
If it was just one time, or they were both too high
Or if she led him on the way she likes to do
I bet she asked for it. I bet she liked it too
This body wasn't yours to start, so why the fuck you complaining
Fill up the sink with the blood and the vomit, body decaying
Swallow a million pills til we can't understand what you're saying
We'll call you crazy til you kill yourself and watch in amazement

But she didn't listen, thought maybe this was different
Maybe she deserved a break from all the shit she'd been in
He didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, he says "I like you better when you're too fucked up to talk"

I met a girl, she was nice enough
I didn't care that much, I knew it'd never be love
She came to visit, let her sleep in my bed
And all my friends had said just how this would end

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

I was too high to stop you, you took what you wanted
And no one believed me, I dropped out of college
Your friends are all toxic: "You know her, she's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk
But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

TOO FUCKED UP TO TALK

Check out all the people involved with this track below!

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/robstar100 & https://soundcloud.com/lilspudxlp
Cover Art: https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
Producer: https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

Thank you so much for all the recent support <3 ^-^

Lyrics:

[rxfxx]
i can’t breathe 
so i’m passing out
and i cant see past the stormy clouds
in my head

step out catch the cold air on my face
now tell me what did you want to say, now
i cant breathe
so i’m passing out (in my head)

[spud]
in my head
living with the undead
dragging on the floor 
and im begging you for more
i cant sleep so i tire with ease
and im begging you
to stay please

[rxfxx]
i don’t want to be alone
and i don’t know what i can do

[spud]
fuck it i cant breathe
this shit gone to my head
and am i better off alone?
coz im stressing till death
and if im gonna do it then it's gotta stay
hiding in a place where everything goes my way

[rxfxx]
i can't go on anymore
i don’t know what hurt me more

[robstar]
suffocating,
every night i lie up waiting
and oh i'm hating
every thought im contemplating

check my phone but
i dont think that she gon text back
i need a map
im wondering where my head at
firing thoughts like a gat in a panic attack
if i breathe in fast then my lungs collapse

only scremaing through my teeth
i cant breathe no i cant breathe
i keep dreaming that she leaves
i cant breathe no i cant

[spud]
fuck it i cant breathe
this shit gone to my head
and am i better off alone?
coz im stressing till death
and if im gonna do it then it's gotta stay
hiding in a place where everything goes my way

[rxfxx]
i can't go on anymore
i don’t know what hurt me more

I Can't Breathe Ft. Spud & Robstar [prod. King Theta]

Resting Place feat foreign forest + ashes prod. hxllxw

you've been all up on mind 
i fkn miss 2019 
didnt know i'll miss it 
3yrs gone on my time peice 
now im kinda sad 
old friends aint friendly 
we use to talk bout black mercs and bentleys 
i might go and cry
feel like pouring my heart out 
argora on my throat 
looking like im about to fly out 
red roses and heartattacks 
ive been crying
red roses and broken cracks 
i'll need heal them 

i miss the days when this shit didn’t bug me
didn’t realise, back then we were lucky
skate to the park, i’m high like a junkie
i don’t wanna think too hard
cus it fucks me up for the daylight
my old friends, they say
“why don’t you hit me up?”
“these days, i get stage fright” 
i’m not ready to grow up
just take me back to school & kali
3 years gone, heart heavy, need to stay light

i miss 2019 w/ sendflowrs

https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
support these 2 ^

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lilbooj/ocean-glass-feat-sendflowrs

LYRICS 

where’d the love songs go yeah is been a while 
haven’t seen in you so long you’ve changed your style 
where’d u go thought I knew everything bout u 
never wanted anything different feeling see through 

rough edges turned smooth shattered glass in the ocean 
double take step back no emotion
all black fit customs sew it 
steal another bottle keep it flowin 

and that love in ur hearts 
like a drop in the ocean 
haven’t been the same since
since the day you cut me open 
i been laying low
keep an eye on what u postin 
but she don’t give a fuck ): 

she cut me up
oh god !!!
and i’ll fuckin hurt myself
that what u want?
i can never tell 
so i call ur bluff
but i’m always wrong
im such a punk 

and u cut
cut real deep 
i been laying here for hours
i can barely sleep, nah 
thinkin u havin fun
cus he cute
he way better than me 
til i pull up n pull the gun
n let the 32 speak 

like red light, red light 
stop right there
big scythe 
on my back
i’m a nightmare 
red light, red light 
stop right there 
red light stop right there

rough edges turned smooth shattered glass in the ocean 
double take step back no emotion
all black fit customs sew it 
steal another bottle keep it flowin

ocean glass ft. sendflowrs (jolst)

It's been far too long since I got Teddy on one of my tracks.

I haven't been doing well in regards to my mental health lately, so this song paints a small picture of how I've been feeling inside my head these days.

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

Explain away the reasons I can’t find my way back to the way I used to be before
You changed me, and I don’t know why
I’ll starve myself to see the ribs poking out of stomach like a sore
And I can only bring myself to cry
I don’t see a reason to be here anymore
But reasons lead to treason that I cannot ignore

I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

(Teddy)
My health doesn’t matter
I’ve been going too hard
See a blade jump to my skin
It goes “oo la la”
Like “oo la la”
I’m addicted to it
Like “oo na na”
Like “oo na na”
I’m tired of coping the way that I have the last couple of years, um
Starving myself because food disgusts me, I hate the feeling
I hurt myself because you won’t do it, jump from the building
Freefall, heart beats, love is an illness

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Intrusive thoughts will be my end
Rewind the clock so we can start again
Any of this even matter?
It makes my heart go pitter patter

Pitter Patter! (feat. teddyboi)| prod. shinju x gauge

lyrics:

she thinking i’m dumb girl i promise i see thru the ruse
i been on the hunt run for cover i been in a mood
hotter than the sun stack a ton still ain’t shit to lose
don’t stop till it’s done spin the block like a centrifuge

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

i’m going all in i think it’s time we raise the stakes
leave em in the dust if they can’t keep up with the pace
don’t turn ur back n act surprised when i don’t chase 
it’s probably best for both of us to u run away

all u do is ride dick i’m getting chafed 
sewage for a brain im- i’m such a waste
when the lights are off all that matters is her shape
been feeling unbalanced i’m beginning to decay

she tell me she think i’m the one i know there’s been a few
the time will come i just fill space like i’m an interlude
using me for treatment baby i’m not clinical
i can see the nucleus the mass is close to critical

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

please be patient with me i’m used to being harmed
once the inners frozen there’s more pain in being  warmed
it’s hideous beneath this skin covered in ink and scars
split ceramic one more blow and imma fall apart

walking a thousand miles anything to see ur face
another body in the pile i just sealed my fate
stuck at the bottom for a while i think imma stay
i feel at home under the force of this crushing weight

critical mass // on the brink (scottysplash)

s/o @kiddamo
u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

frost bite covers my soul
i dont wanna be alone
it gets cold
when ur not at home
but i get so much warmer when u are close
yea it breaks me to pieces n i cant believe it
i dont kno why u always say that im tweaking
i hope im not right cuz then youll end up leaving
dont wanna put u in the past baby girl im speeding
monsters are creeping
i hear the floor boards creeking
tears dry no more weeping

u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

i really wouldve died for u tho
damn
i never should of cried for u hoe
so tell me why
why i wasted all of my time
i want to light up
see my past burn aways in the fire
no relief when i respire
thats all that i desire
i hate these people think id rather be a loner
im smoking weed until the end cuz im a stoner
like im saul silver

n she said u should call me when ur sober
but thats not in my plans baby girl
my words just getting slower
ill still be here when ur older
rhinestone love shining like the solar
dont wanna be sad anymore
i stopped smoking
dont hit the dab cart anymore
i dont got no friends anymore
i just drink alone
i dont wanna be here anymore

long gone 2 w/kiddamo (kaydo)

produced by @metlast
featuring at @ihatepromnight
thank you to @sideviewdriveca

https://soundcloud.com/lottaheart/broken-in-two
https://soundcloud.com/ihatepromnight/restart-prodmetlast


@lottaheart:
broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that its true
you say you want me
i want you too

baby come with me
just take my hand
i can tell you really wanna dance
if only you could give me one more chance
cause you're the only one that understands me

as long as i have you i dont need no plan b
tell you i want you and you say that you want me
hold you so close when i'm feeling lonely
you're so sweet baby you remind me of candy

so sweet
you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down



@ihatepromnight:
yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

self destructive-
type of person
my demons chase me,
they fucking lurking
i'm sick and tired-
of fucking hurting
will i ever be better than a burden?

yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

Resting Place feat foreign forest + ashes prod. hxllxw

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