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All Time Low - Something's Gotta Give

@nothingnowheremusic
https://twitter.com/N0THINGN0WHERE

If you are reading this, you have been in a coma for the past 20 years. I don't know where this message will end up in your dream, but I hope it works.

Please wake up . . .

Astari Archives - Volume 1: The Awakening

2015

Thank you to all my friends who put their trust in me & helped put together the first volume of the archives.

& shout outs to all of my amazing supporters out there listening to this, w/out you none of this would be possible & I wouldn't be where I am & who I am today w/out the love & support you all continuously show me. 

Thank you,

I hope you all enjoy the tape.

Cover art done by: @denzelsterling

nothing,nowhere. - tough luck

letdown

GLOING PAIN$ WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING

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DRUGS

not my song

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nothing,nowhere. - fortyfive on my vespa (w/ vassh)

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

Guccihighwaters-you cant really save me

All Time Low - Dear Maria, Count Me In

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Multi-faceted artist Poppy and multi-platinum selling DJ/producer Diplo release their new single for the soon to be much talked about “Time Is Up.” The single is the latest off of Poppy’s forthcoming album via I’m Poppy Records/Mad Decent. 

Additional production by Vaughn Oliver.

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Time Is Up (feat. Diplo)

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Poppy - Time Is Up (feat. Diplo)

Crazy Girls

produced by @hxrxkiller



i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless

i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

you left me fucking heartless
pretending that we never existed
and now i'm all alone reminiscing
if i wanna talk would you listen?

or should i just save me breath?
and now i'm just wishing for death
ever since you left me to clean up the mess that you made
i haven't been feeling good i've been feeling less than okay
i tried to help you but you said i just get in your way

yeah you thought you could change me
you thought you could be the one to save me
after all this time i'm still the same me
now i'm going crazy

and i don't wanna feel this way
i got a lot in my head that i wish i could say
but you're gone and i know that you're not gonna stay
and it hurts cause i know that i'm not okay

not okay
tell you that i'm fine but i'm not okay

why'd you have to go and leave me heartless?
[x2]

i never meant to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

heartlessღ [hxrxkiller]

another banger from the boyssssssssssssss <3
s/o nate kobain for the mixing and production <3
like n share pls :)

guitar song - yorgan & halfanounce (prod. nate kobain)

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Comeback Down (feat. dylan xo)

Bad Posture

All Time Low - Therapy (with lyrics)

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prod: @hxrxkiller
mix/master: @triloquistog
artwork: @brendankush

Lyrics:
x2
i've got, a cup full of hennesy 
and a world full of enemies
i'm my, own worst enemy 
erase the memory
erase the memory

show me the inside show me the out
tell me the last thing that we fought about
bet it was something that came out my mouth
packing up, i'm leaving town
no goodbyes, tears drippin down

you know all the all pain i've been through
you know in my dreams i see you

you are my mistake
heart stabbed with a stake
throw the body in the lake 
crime committed without a trace

dirty thoughts wrapped around my head
do you wanna hang with me or with her instead
diamonds cuts glass and i bleed red
pleading for a last wish, i've been dead

baby i can make things right
just give me the green light
i'm not telling you how to feel
just tell me is this real
is this the real deal

x2
i've got, a cup full of hennesy 
and a world full of enemies
i'm my, own worst enemy 
erase the memory
erase the memory

Erase The Memory

u can have my heart
but it's rotten to the core.
---------------------------------------

lyrics
-----------

intro
——————-
i been in a rut
wtf do i do
only time i’m fine
whens im w u
only time time i’m fine
whens im high thats tru

i wish i wasn’t like that

chorus
—————
i been fucked up
& i hate it
drugs don’t work
& i’m jaded
will i ever learn my lesson
i think my life’s passed expiration

evol
————
i think my life’s passed expiration 
i think ima die alone in this room
everywhere i go i feel anxious
everyday i feel the gloom

idk what im doing
maybe i should call it quits
but i keep on coming back
why am i always running back

bridge
————
why am i always running back
why i can’t keep this under wraps
why do keep on climbing 
just to fall, i wish i was someone else

chorus
—————
i been fucked up
& i hate it
drugs don’t work
& i’m jaded
will i ever learn my lesson
i think my life’s passed expiration

seejayxo
———
we’re alone in my room
and you’re naked
 sent a text last night
i was jaded
yeah its time to figure out what this is
i dont want fall asleep thinkin that you miss, me
fucked up in my head so dont trick me
i could feel myself fallin quick
wonder to my self what this is

standin at you door
wonder if its unlocked 
do you want me anymore?
your curly headed dork
i dont feel it anymore

u could have my heart
but its rotten to the core


outro
———
why am i always running back
why i can’t keep this under wraps
why do keep on climbing 
just to fall, i wish i was someone else

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the gutter w/ seejayxo [prod. ilmari404]

Artist:
@ripkais

Producer:
@8rokeboy

Lyrics:
im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you

im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you (x 4)

feelings come in waves, i saw the smile on your face as i
slept up on your waist, it was a perfect escape from the 
voices in my head, it's you that closed the gates.
so late in the night that i feel like im fighting for you.
i'm fighting for you (x 3)

kais - you

prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love

[Verse]
Thought that it was love
How could I be so blind?
In love with a ghost
who never looked into my eyes
never looked into my eyes
All my efforts to let you love me for once
All the times that I've seen you with someone
Else hanging around or falling in love
Bringing me down but I can't let you go
I know you probably hate me
or you may already forgot me 
whatever people say
Shawty, they'll never stop me
Wrote a lot of songs to you 
But you don't even care 

[Chorus]
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love

STREAM

apathy [prod. metlast]

plastic (prod. neverquest) ˇ︿ˇ ♡

shiver

loser (prod. caspr)

Lyrics:

I dont wanna make a mends with myself 
Past demons linger n i never dealt 
Im a mess 
substance for pain that i felt

Not confident in anythin you dealt 
Still Waitin for the rain 
fade with all of my pain 
I dont wanna make a mends with you 
All the things i try to see thru 

Wearing thin like im used too 
Feelings change scars still the same 
Never get back to were i was 
I Know im lost and itll never change
Ill run away 
from all the lies you say
Ill run away 
I never thought itd end this way 

Not confident in anythin you dealt 
Still Waitin for the rain 
fade with all of my pain 
I dont wanna make a mends with you 
All the things i try to see thru 
Still waiting for the rain 
All the things i tried to see thru

Still Waiting For The Rain

Produced by Scryer x Lulow

YOU'RE JUST A MEMORY THAT ONLY MY MIND CAN SEE

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
you're just a memory 
that only my mind can see
tear me apart
you don't care what you did to me
you burned me to pieces
what was the reason
you played with my feelings
im talking to my demons

you're just a memory 
that only my mind can see
tear me apart
you don't care what you did to me
you burned me to pieces
what was the reason
you played with my feelings
im talking to my demons

[Bridge]
all you ever did, was talk about the same shit
but i don't wanna argue, it makes my fucking heart split
yeah it makes my fucking heart split
cus you're just a memory
inside of my mind
i don't know why you hated me
you just wasted my time

[Chorus]
you're just a memory 
that only my mind can see
tear me apart
you don't care what you did to me
you burned me to pieces
what was the reason
you played with my feelings
im talking to my demons

you're just a memory 
that only my mind can see
tear me apart
you don't care what you did to me
you burned me to pieces
what was the reason
you played with my feelings
im talking to my demons

Spotify

memory (prod. Scryer x Lulow)

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This is the original melody I made for the song I wrote with Sleye "Zombie".

Video:
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Better Off Dead (Feat. Lulow)

@joshuasageart
prod by tsurreal
https://www.youtube.com/c/Tsurreal

Art source: https://www.tumblr.com/l0ggia/749755944936865792

I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE

music video: https://youtu.be/n4sWulmLDPo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwdGPE1V6wg

Produced by Yago

IT'S GONNA BE AN ENDLESS NIGHT

Lyrics:

[Intro]
"iluvtora"

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Bridge]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Verse]
and now im getting high
drinking doesn't help
either way im in the sky
i wanna stay outside
it's gonna be an endless night
yeah under the moonlight

i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
wish me luck imma die in piece
can you take my heart and come with me
i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Pre-Chorus]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Outro]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

music video

killing myself in my best outfit (prod. Yago)

imsorry (prod. odece + 5v + skoolio)

How Do You Feel, Cause I Don't (Prod . TNVR)

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @illfaith

Ask If I Miss You, I'll Lie

hell no (ft. fantasy camp)

Produced by @beowulf
Mix & Mastered by @berler
Cover Art by @fucknine

you dont like me (prod. b e o w u l f)

prod. hisohkah
mixed by @powfu & @scapexgoat


powfu: 

felt so magical 
you look so beautiful 
when i held your hand 
when you wore my coat 

we could’ve been permanent 
but then things turned to shit 
and you slit my throat 
when you wore my coat 

fell asleep on the sofa 
in my dream you appeared as a cobra 
faintly smell your aroma 
will my eyes stay shut forever 

i keep on falling down 
i’m falling 
i keep on falling down 
i’m falling 

scapegoat: 

tell me is it real 
i can’t feel the pain no more 
i just need to heal 
searching for my way back home

 tell me is it real 
i can’t feel the pain no more 
i just need to heal 
searching for my way back home 

i found my way i don’t wanna stay 
maybe we’re better off this way 
so many objects in my way 
yeah, yeah 

you don’t know the half of this at all
if i go down you’ll break my fall 
i’m sorry i missed your call 
yeah

When you wore my coat (Feat. Powfu)

If anything, I’m better off alone 🖤🤟🏾

6lackhart - If Anything, Im Better Off Alone. (Prod. 6lackhart)

Sabrina Spellman (prod. Kaktus)

CHORUS (Snøw & Powfu)
tears are falling
always crying
you keep calling
love is dying

i’ve been stalling
i’ve been trying
i can see our
love is dying

SNOW
i know that you’ve been calling
ignoring you is best for me
dont tell me you think i believe
anything you’d have to say
anything
anything
you’d have to say

POWFU
never gave me love
never gave me what i needed
saw me falling down
but then you chose to leave me bleeding
wonder why i hate you
girl i got too many reasons
all over the map got emotions like the seasons

SNOW
dont say i
dont say i didn’t try
so many restless nights i
hearing you cry your mind
i swear you love to fight

COZYBOY
i swear you love to fight
you love to cry
you never give it up
in the middle of the night
you love to be right
you dont care to even try
you love to be right
so i gotta say goodbye

spotify

love is dying (Snøw, Powfu, & cøzybøy)

Just Another Runaway

Cant Replace Me

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Here's a vocal track  
I really enjoyed putting my emotions in this song

Teqkoi - Why don't you just go (Prod. Pacific) [Mastered by RNAQ & Kaxi]

[+] I should have known it'd turn out like this
* produced by @thersx)

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LYRICS:

[pre-chorus]
I cant wait to forget you
All the pain i was put through
I be sitting in my bed
Thinkin bout whats next
I just wanna talk you cause i been such mess

And it hurts to even think of this
But i just think its time
You dont even try for this
So why else would i lie
Ya
I could read between the lines
Oh

[chorus:]
Cuz You dont even want me
I think that this time you’ll really haunt me
Pulling on my skin and now you caught me
Right where you want 
I just gotta go let it out on the song
Then im back

[verse:]
You can only love me in the past
I knew i was right you were bad
For me
I hate that in time youll get over me

I need a real one
I just gotta say what i feel love
I just gotta tell you what i deal with
You the only one that i still wish
The best for
Death score

I be high up in the west
With my best whore
She dont wanna say goodbye
What u stress for

I be geekin off the percs but im pop more

This the life that i live
i was destined for

Forget You

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Backroad (Prod Splashgvng)
Key B Major
Bpm 110

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