ONE THING'S CERTAIN W/ SHIKI XO [+love, matt x pekarot]

respite

Shakespeare prod. Splashgvng

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

~2300~

Lyrics:

And I'd lie
I'd die for you
Loves fogged up my lens I could see right through 
Now I'm sleeping alone on this bed for two
You lived a life without us
I lived mine for you
Fuckin' bastard
Fuckin' ask her
I'm safe and sound
Found a place to escape where I won't be found 
Headphones in your ears when I screamed out loud 
Flowers grew from your tears when you cried it out

Mercy on my soul
Plottin' on my bones There's no god in this home Left to give me hope Swellin' up my throat
Try to speak I choke
And my life's such a joke 
Dyin' on this throne
I should let it go
(so fuckin' cold)
Never said I missed you
I just miss being misused
(I don't miss you)
Never said I missed you
I just miss being misused

mercy

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

beat prod by: @wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @dontluvty
HEAVILY inspired by: @cr1tter-400395528

SPOTIFY: https://spotify.link/Psi9Ri52iDb

nagasaki ft. DontLuvTy (p. wisssery)

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

Shakespeare prod. Splashgvng

Corey Slabs