Drunk.

Listen on all platforms:
https://song.link/s/4avkqYe1jVOYzKPa4iQiIR

LYRICS:

[Chorus: Maxthriftgod]
I don't know where I'm going
Either way, there's no slowing down
After all, life's just a journey
Take it slow, never rush it now

I don't know where I'm going
Either way, there's no slowing down
After all, life's just a journey
Take it slow, never rush it now


[Verse: Kid Pesto]
Never rush it, always up to something
Private tracks on my phone, never public
I can't stop now, this is an addiction
Making plays is my mission

Never wanna slow down
I might trip, pick myself up again
I been going fast, and I'm barely keeping up with it
Enough with the excuses, it's time to do this
Keep making moves, you'll I'll lose it
Never wanna lose it

I can't focus on my past now
We gotta make this fire last somehow
When it's cold out, I can heat you back up
So much guap, still remember when we had none
Can you feel this, I'm the evolution
Always moving, always I'm improving
And I'm losing everything I hated
About myself, when I started getting faded


[Chorus: Maxthriftgod]
I don't know where I'm going
Either way, there's no slowing down
After all, life's just a journey
Take it slow, never rush it now

I don't know where I'm going
Either way, there's no slowing down
After all, life's just a journey
Take it slow, never rush it now


[Verse: Corey Slabs]
Imma take it slow
No time for rushing
Life too short
Yeah to be fronting

(I said no I can’t front, bitch
I’m to high for this)

Life a journey, just keep on moving
Heard you broke, go get some money
They said you just lookin' stupid
I swear you act so funny
(I swear you act so funny)

But the jokes on you
Yeah, the jokes on you
Yeah, you gotta change your attitude
Yeah, the jokes on you
(Yeah, the jokes on you)

(Yeah, the jokes on you
You gotta change your attitude)


https://genius.com/Kid-pesto-lifes-a-journey-lyrics

Life’s a Journey ft. Maxthriftgod & Corey Slabs (Lilidentitycrisis)

[lyrics:]
I don't wanna be your friend, best to let go
Holding onto your romance, may it sell my soul
I don't want to play pretend, want to let go
Make me wanna play, all that's in my soul

Blades in my wrist and i cut it
Blood coming out, i'm runnin'
Staring all alone, in a coffin
Sun coming out, i'm running
Can't stop me bitch, i'm famous
All that you are is aimless
Never wanna stop, never stopping
Got in the bank, full stacking (x2)

I don't wanna be your friend, best to let go
Holding onto your romance, may it sell my soul
I don't want to play pretend, want to let go
Make me wanna play, all that's in my soul

Tundra

To Let Go [+ Frevel]

i'm always outside in the cold
i don't wanna live this way
it's not enough when i do the most
it's so hard to breathe this way

spending all off my dough i grinded for to mix up my drink
i'm a better hustler if i do the work and i don't think
if you're tryna waste my time then idgaf bout ur kinks
the proximity has faded away with all of my old links

I'm afraid for my liver, this shit could kill me if i don't pay attention
She got a boyfriend but when i look her in the eyes she can feel all the tension
Why do i think they like me, everybody disappears i should learn the lesson yes
Avoid me like a menace yeah


life got no meaning
It's fucking with my feelings
I hate my inner demons
But i do this for a reason

Fear's blockin you but fear is my fuel
They're doubtin me but i know what i do 

Doubt me, fuck this, fuck all of you
All the racism fucked with my youth
So much blood i tried killing myself
But none of this can fix my mood

You doubted, it worked, it's thanks to me
I know i'm lucky but i put in the work
Why do i do all of this to myself
I should stop eating i wanna throw up all the food

fucking terrified i feel like they could end my life
i feel like a slave in a golden cell
i know they don't really wish me well
they could do what the fuck they want
shh i can't fucking talk
you ask what the fuck i mean
then i will have to shut the fuck up

I can't rest here in my bed
It's been fucking with my head
Sometimes i would love to rest
But slowing down means my death

I can't rest here in my bed
It's been fucking with my head
Sometimes i would love to rest
But slowing down means my death

SLOWING DOWN MEANS MY DEATH [PROD. INTOTHEPARADOX]

xlilxsabb.com
instagram.com/6xshy
mixed/mastered by
instagram.com/doofdum

Stumbling {w/ 6xshy} (+slayingibis x yeezo)

tarnished prod jolst + Oscar4400xy

lyrics:

Woke up and my eyes hurt
Wanna feel but i’m so numb
Broken hearted till the end
With all these thoughts of you
I’m stuck between loose ends
Just losing all my ways
Forgetting who i really am
And caught up in a blur


I’m here singing all these songs to cope with the pain
I can’t endure this, when can my heart break
Why’d you want to hurt me so bad, that i can’t talk
And i just want to know when can my heart break

I know i feel alone
My only friend i are shadows
A fractured image of myself
Broken paintings left in scars
I’m weeping deep inside
My thoughts are in disarray
I’m hurting can’t you tell
I promise i'm so well

I’m here singing all these songs to cope with the pain
I can’t endure this, when can my heart break
Why’d you want to hurt me so bad, that i can’t talk
And i just want to know when can my heart break

isolation sessions

when can my heart break [+ boyfifty & Gabe Lucas]

elsewhere is a place i could turn to, 
a reason.
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. 2001 x dead spyro -+-
(lyrics)
i know that you are gone,
that you are gone.

i know that you are gone,
that you are gone.
you see whats left of me now
and you'll never stick around

you know that it isnt worth it
and you're stuck here calling me crazy
never thought id be alive lately
only one car crash from leaving
and the drugs only give me a reason
and the drinking it gives me these feelings
cause i know that you are leaving
and i wont see a day without you

and these songs only show that im hurting
but youll never truly understand me
or the thoughts that always control me
wake up, and im hit with emotions

drink my pain away,
i know that i will see better days
but you're gone, and i wont know
what is left to call my home

made 4/22/2022