I think I’m losing my mind
Time keeps passing me by 
I stare at phone destroy my eyes
The room is spinning and I don’t know why

Oh God please make it stop
I can’t take anymore 
My face is melting off
There’s someone at the door

I think I’m dying I think I’m flying
I started crying cause my head fell off
You’re not there or maybe you’re a ghost
I think I’m losing my mind 

Get me out of my own head
I think I’m already dead
There’s too much just going on 
Someone please call my mom
How long has it really been?
I think I lost my vision
He’s been gone for way too long
Someone please just call my mom

acid.wav

im normal stop calling me those mean words

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

stop making me feel insane ima normal guy with a normal brain
theyre comin at me with their 5g rays idk why they cause me so much pain
im jst a normal man im a hard working citizen
but when i get on the internet i say some shit that doesnt make sense

well it does to me u guys just need to open up ur eyes
ur not crazy for thinkin theyre watchin u all of the time
theyre always there n if u see them u should run n hide
conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

*alex jones talking about fighting against the evil new world order for our freedom *

instrumental is from watch me bleed by shooter: https://soundcloud.com/negativexp/watch-me-bleed-instrumental?si=42db1388ec94403e9a6f2976ca2eed40&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

Its been years since I saw the sun
Alone in my room and I wanna run
Run to nowhere, all day I just wait
Maybe its my fault for feeding my hate

Its been years since I sealed my fate
Alone on my screen and I wanna hate
Hate everyone and hate everything
I cant let go of it, ill just keep at nothing 

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Its been years since I felt okay
Alone in my room and I wait all day
Wait for nothing and wait to age
I doubt there'll ever be better days

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Seething all dayy
Ooooo Feeding my hate
Ooooo Cluctching my rage

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Hatefuel

Lifes been real hard, you know im a fraud
Act tough all the time, but inside I cry
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

Daydreams keep me sane, problems in my brain
You are all I want, I love you oh wait
Around me vision fades, alone again cause I just woke up

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

I've been real tired, always undesired
Never seen a girl, its all so absurd
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

You're Not Real

Another wasted day in paradise
I don't know how to live my life
They tell me to be patient
But all my chances seem so vacant
Don't know if these words mean anything
God damn I sound like I'm still fourteen
I guess it's time for me to give it all up

What a fucking waste of time this is
I got no style I got no rizz 
I can’t believe I thought that I 
Could be worth something before I died
At best I’m just derivative 
Cause I never took initiative 
It’s time to throw it all into the shredder
Cause it doesn’t get better.

Day in day out it’s all the same
Wish I didn’t have to sound so lame
But I know there’s nothing more than this
Never ending constant swing and miss
What’s so wrong in knowing when to quit 
Giving up and not giving a shit
I think it’s time for this to come to an end

It Doesn't Get Better

you laughed at me i cried
ive tried to make it right
dont wanna be alive
i hope you suicide
youll pay for what you did
i want you off the grid
youre such a big mistake
i want you out my face

dont care just live your life
i want you out of mine
cant get a peace of mind
with you right by my side
i never asked for this
to be treated like shit
if you hate me just go
im getting sick of it     


SO I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE
AND   I MEAN IT OUT OF SPITE
THIS ANGER DEEP INSIDE
YOU FUCKED ME UP FOR LIFE 

AND I JUST WANNA QUIT
I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS 
YOURE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH
AND IM GETTING SICK OF IT

Sick of It

Made by @not-the-proper-attire

Can't wait till I get to wake up
And pour myself a morning cup
Get to my job extra early
Like I've been doing for thirty
Years I spend here everyday
Making less than average pay
But I don’t wanna be anywhere else

Get told off again by my boss who’s got an attitude
Don’t defend myself cuz I don’t wanna be too rude
Rather know my place with a smile on my face
Turn around and slave away
I can’t complain about the hand I was dealt

I love what I do
I’ll never complain
About being screwed
Can’t wait to do it again
Do what I’m told
Be someone’s bitch
Until I grow old
I don’t think I’ll get sick of it

The years go by and I’m still right where I always was
Raise is coming soon I know it's gotta be because
I’ve done so good all that I could
Surly my day’s almost here
This is the mantra I tell myself

People call me brainwashed but I'd never
Bite the hand that feeds
Bite the hand that feeds
I don't need a life outside work I've
Got all that I need
Got all that I need

E-CEL Motel: Wagiecore

Minimum Slave

My song for the Domestic Terrorism tape

Nobody likes you
Cause you don't know how to write good songs
And nobody wants to
Be friends with
Someone who is always wrong

Nobodies laughing
Except at you, when you turn your back
And the time is passing
It's not ok to cut yourself some slack

I think I'm out of time
Suicide by wasted time

I never learnt how to sing
The reality still stings
Oh God, I've fallen back into sin
Please free me from these things

I haven't learnt anything
I'm stuck just as I've been
Maybe my problems aren't that big
You're still a fucking prick

I don't care about compliments
Cause they never feel genuine
The depth is always paper thin
And nothing ever breaks the skin

So give up, maybe try again
Say something that'll stick in my head
I don't really have anyone
That I'd consider as a friend

Embarrassing myself

Zoning Out Ruined My Life

Under:
Stayed up late
Talking on discord and playing video games
Can not blame
Anyone or anything but my stupid brain
I’m a fucking dumb ass just like preripped wrote about 
And like NEET, no doubt
Everybody I know in real life says I’m getting sick of you
Your rooms always dirty, and your hair is messy plus you keep making fun of Jews 
Nothing you possibly ever say could ever get me to change my mind
Please just leave in my room so I can close the blinds cause

Heard it all before
Dumb ass, retard, I’m a dumb fuck
Brain dead to the core
Think fast, hit hard, my life just sucks

Eggy:
I cant tell whether or not I made the right decision 
I have failed to comprehend thoughts with precision

I'm a stupid dumb fuck in the making
I'm genuinely retarded there's no mistaking 
I feel like a rock with a bunch of limitations
Always kicked around like an irritation 
I don't know why you think I can form thoughts from my head when i cant count to two

Hatsune Miku:
Heeeeeeeey, I don't know what happened to my brain
When you talk I never understand
I'm so dumb, tough luck
Brain is just numb, dumb fuck

I'm so fucking dumb, I'm just a total fuck up oooooooo
I won't ever get through to you

eggy x under ft. hatsune miku - DUMB F*CK

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

I don't know how to make music my instrumentals are all stolen

that one song got taken down by soundcloud listen on spotify its back quality sucks still listen on spotify

conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

cornsyrupchugger