im normal stop calling me those mean words

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

stop making me feel insane ima normal guy with a normal brain
theyre comin at me with their 5g rays idk why they cause me so much pain
im jst a normal man im a hard working citizen
but when i get on the internet i say some shit that doesnt make sense

well it does to me u guys just need to open up ur eyes
ur not crazy for thinkin theyre watchin u all of the time
theyre always there n if u see them u should run n hide
conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

stop calling me a schizoposter just cuz im way more aware than u
stop saying ima schizophrenic i just know exactly what theyll gna do
theyre always watching me i think u know who im referring to
theyre like the fbi for the antichrist n theyre always wearing white n blue

*alex jones talking about fighting against the evil new world order for our freedom *

instrumental is from watch me bleed by shooter: https://soundcloud.com/negativexp/watch-me-bleed-instrumental?si=42db1388ec94403e9a6f2976ca2eed40&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

/r9k/

i feel like im in disguise
im wearing all my lies
but i cant 
escape from you

trapped within my head
the guy i was is dead
and im the only thing thats left

i want you to be 
the last person i see 
everytime i go to sleep

i went right into my head
ripped who i was to shreds
and im the only thing thats left

im the only thing thats left

Fried By Fluoride cover

ear piercing treble and shitty vocals and mixing i dont care

Blackpill Beach

crustsox said i sound like lil ugly mane and told me to do a headboard cover but i couldnt make it sound good so i did this

https://soundcloud.com/kaaarma/lil-ugly-mane-styrofoam?si=49e487348da74ddfbeea70ad1bf3521e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

styrofoam

fbf cover song yea
 the lead guitar on this song is so mesmerizing that i had to cover it

lyrics:
I know I don't belong here
No one ever gets me
Nothing I'm holding onto
Detached from everything
Lost in sea of shit that's not real
Looking for something
To make me feel

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love

I wish I could feel something
Something for anyone
I feel like I was raised by
The wolves and had no one
The world is sick and I'm checking out
Wish I could burn it burn it down

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love
Yeah, yeah

burn it down (cover)

crustsox cover song

lyrics:
im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

brainsoup (cover)

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

Cover art by Rykuii

Sometimes when I'm all alone
I catch myself staring at my phone
I see that you are still online
But you're probably talking to that other guy
Maybe I should say something
But no amount of words could ever get me in
You don't seem too keen on speaking
But I know exactly what you're thinking

Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't
I saw you message me first I don't know what you were on
I don't think I'm gonna respond
There's nothing that you could ever do
To make me want to be with you

Can't even say I even disagree
My feelings for you aren't a mystery
Sometimes it seems I know what I want
But I bet you wake up thinking I'm a cunt
Now I don't know what to say
I'm still thinking of you everyday
This all feels like a sick game
That I'm losing with only me to blame

You don't realize what you're messing with
It's enough to make the both of us sick
I think it's best that I go on not knowing
So we can both make the things we love showing
Just cuz I like a little attention
Doesn't mean that you need to mention
What probably a hundred other people feel
I've got what I want and it's not something you could steal

(Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you)

Don't Text Me

ists a cover https://soundcloud.com/school-shooter/death-by-cop

this time with vocals you can actually hear i think

death by cop (school shooter cover thing)

im a fucking joke
im lonely, sinking
i just dont know it
and when i close my eyes
i only dream of dying

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna fucking scream

im a fucking joke
im just slowly sinking
and i cant float, it's
closing my throat up
i dream to die
yet im too scared, im terrified

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna die

but i know (i know)
it'll come eventually

Put Myself To Sleep

I don't know how to make music my instrumentals are all stolen

that one song got taken down by soundcloud listen on spotify its back quality sucks still listen on spotify

conspiracy is just a word to make ur thoughts seem like a lie

cornsyrupchugger