prod @xxnyck420xx

god im so fucked
oh my god 
i’m so fucked
oh my god
im so fucked
oh my oh my

oh my god
i love you more than anything i need you in my life 
i’ll never fuck it up again i swear i’ll try 
i swear ill do everything that you fucking want 
i’ll be the better man for once in my life
i won’t fuck it up 
i won’t fuck it up this time
i swear to god i won’t fuck it up i’ll do right
i swear to god i’ll make the right decision right 
i won’t make any mistakes in this whole life

i hate it bad i hate my life 
i fucked it up
it’s so bad i know you’re fucked up and can’t trust because 
of me, 
i fucked 
you up
my brain it bleeds

i hate my fucking life 
i do it all the time 
i fuck up everything
no matter if i try
everything i do
ends so fucking bad
oh it’s a hardship everyday my life is bad

oh my god 
i love you more than anything i need you here with me
i won’t fuck it up again i swear i’ll be 
the man you want 
in your life
i’ll be the perfect little man wife(laugh)

i feel like me again my existence is suffering 
i live my life a fake person doesn’t that mean something
i lie to you i lie to me like it means nothing 
i lie to you i lie to me and fuck my life i be
isn’t that 
isn’t that something you want pills and you’re talking bout funny 
isn’t that 
and you take shit from me isn’t that what you do you dummy 
do you think 
do you think im really stupid 
i will fuck my life just in person 
do you think 
do you think i’m really stupid 
do you think im fucked up clueless 
isn’t it a little bit fucked up to do this
is it a little bit fucked up to do this 
screw this
you live like crazy 
chznxbxbxb 
i swear to god everybody hates me

isnt that something

@pico-13910899

i know i broke your heart
you know that it doesn't have to be so hard
i can really tell you know
i know i broke your heart again
and then its all over the floor
i know you couldn't tell but ive always wanted more
ive known (you know)
i know i hurt you all again (again)
but i dont want you away from me
ill stay here patiently
stay here all on my own (own)
oh... (ive known)
but i dont know what to do
take your time, ill wait for you
ill wait for you (ill wait for you)
ill wait for you (ill wait for you)
but your heart is getting sore
tell me what is wrong dont go walking out the door
i can feel you
i can feel your heart erode
so i ask you not to go (dont go)
ill wait for you (ill wait for you)
ill wait for you (ill wait for you)

ill wait for you (p. pico)

prod @remghost

watch it fall into place, I won’t let it go to waste 
I’ll give it my all whatever it takes
whatever the stakes, stay with you 
bby I don’t ever wanna miss u 
and I got so many issues, wish for the future to be blissful 
I just wished that I went different 
my fate I left it in your hands 
yea I never felt so powerless 

they put words in my mouth, make me look like I’m the problem now what’s that about? 
they never even hear me out.. 
f*ck I don’t wanna stay around

powerless (remghost)

prod bi2l <3 feverdream july 18

fridvy:
flyin autopilot i was geekin in LA
fucc an introduction they alrdy kno the name
i cant feel my face, livin in a daydream
living in a daze, bby ima make u h8 me ;)

blacked out dont kno wht her name is
im so high fuck-fucking hate this
walk the line dont think ill make it
dnt rly care if i do 
in too deep

roll the dice like one more time i think my luck is runnin out
i cnt form a sentence bby hit me when im comin down
dancin wit the devil and ur all she ever talk about
talk about talk about talk about talk about

staggy:

i cant c the path ahead
as far as i can c ill wind up dead
every nite i cant sleep inside my head
i think that im 2 deep but i digress

she like that im 2 deep but i keep falling
im on E so i keep calling
im a freak n im obnoxious
[?] up in my closet

mama im so sry tht u found me like tht in the attic
woke up wit some cuts n blood on me got destructive habits
[?] rehab wont want me im still a fucking addict
still a fucking addict

fridvy:

flyin autopilot i was geekin in LA
fucc an introduction they alrdy kno the name
i cant feel my face, livin in a daydream
living in a daze, bby ima make u h8 me ;)

blacked out dont kno wht her name is
im so high fuck-fucking hate this
walk the line dont think ill make it
dnt rly care if i do 
in too deep

flyin autopilot i was geekin in LA
(in 2 deep)
flyin autopilot i was geekin in LA
([?] up in my closet)

d-d-d-d-deep
ion rly-ion rly care
d-d-d-d-deep
ion rly-ion rly 
d-d-d-d-deep
ion rly ion rly care

i was fkd up makin this i forgot some of the words sorry ily lol

in2deep w/ staggy

so i slip away
ive been crying all alone inside my bed today 
might take a little while to see a better day
but i dont care enough
i dont care enough
i been tryna figure out why nothing stays the same
i dont understand the reason you wont go away
i dont care enough

but as i look your way
you wont stay the same
guess i am to blame
look me in the eye again
is this what you want from me
i dont really care enough
(i dont really care enough)

i think ill die today
ive been crying all alone inside my bed today 
might take a little while to see a better day
but i dont care enough
i dont care enough
i been tryna figure out why nothing stays the same
i dont understand the reason you wont go away
i dont care enough

havent been so well
yeah im lying but you tell me to just go to hell
youre not around when i wanna call your name
guess i am to blame
look me in the eye again
is this what you want from me
i dont really care enough
(i dont really care enough)

ill wait for you (p. pico)

cd