prod. IHATEPARTIES!

@bvrdencr check him out pls pls pls 

This song would’ve not been this swag without him <3

✧ihatemyselfmore2✧ (feat. Bvrden.CR)

all i ever did was adore u prod constant loss

toy w nosgov

prod @corpse-disposal
w/ @xxcrush & @inssekt

[mckel]
and i swear-
and i swear that if i fuck up i won’t come back 
if you hate me then thats it man 
i promise i can be better man 
you wont look at me like awful man 
i promise ill make it different 
i cant change anything dead on the pavement
bad days are coming i feel it i feel it
i cant do anything cant make a difference 
fuck it all fuck it all don’t wanna feel it 
cover my mouth i can’t scream i can’t hear this 
i cannot handle this
i cannot handle this
fuck up my life leave me dead on the pavement 
dead on the pavement
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement 
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement
dead on the-
dead on the pavement 

[xxcrush]
promise that this real life
I don’t feel alive 
But this alright
Promise it’ll be okay
Sorry if it so backwards
Wanna be a actor 
U could prolly guess my password
Stuck in my head like my favourite song
Like my favourite obsession
Im pretty sure this could b heaven 
I’m so fucking high that I can see heaven
Heaven heaven heaven
I already said these rhymess 
let me practice these lines For the thousanth time

[inssekt]
Drop a pill and forget
Remember what u said u again
I can’t get back that feeling
But I swear this time I feel it
I take one more n I up the dose
I take 2 more cus I hold I close
I never wanna let u go (too much)

Look into my eyes
Telling I’m just fine
Tell I’m not dying
Dying
Dying

messed it up w/ xxcrush inssekt

ruin everything I touch w/ krvmpus (runaway)

@pico-13910899

i know i broke your heart
you know that it doesn't have to be so hard
i can really tell you know
i know i broke your heart again
and then its all over the floor
i know you couldn't tell but ive always wanted more
ive known (you know)
i know i hurt you all again (again)
but i dont want you away from me
ill stay here patiently
stay here all on my own (own)
oh... (ive known)
but i dont know what to do
take your time, ill wait for you
ill wait for you (ill wait for you)
ill wait for you (ill wait for you)
but your heart is getting sore
tell me what is wrong dont go walking out the door
i can feel you
i can feel your heart erode
so i ask you not to go (dont go)
ill wait for you (ill wait for you)
ill wait for you (ill wait for you)

ill wait for you (p. pico)

so i slip away
ive been crying all alone inside my bed today 
might take a little while to see a better day
but i dont care enough
i dont care enough
i been tryna figure out why nothing stays the same
i dont understand the reason you wont go away
i dont care enough

but as i look your way
you wont stay the same
guess i am to blame
look me in the eye again
is this what you want from me
i dont really care enough
(i dont really care enough)

i think ill die today
ive been crying all alone inside my bed today 
might take a little while to see a better day
but i dont care enough
i dont care enough
i been tryna figure out why nothing stays the same
i dont understand the reason you wont go away
i dont care enough

havent been so well
yeah im lying but you tell me to just go to hell
youre not around when i wanna call your name
guess i am to blame
look me in the eye again
is this what you want from me
i dont really care enough
(i dont really care enough)

ill wait for you (p. pico)

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