feature from @820
mastered by @0rch_id
prod me

(avast)
I think i’m tired need to lay down
ill make it thru somehow
its too much, i’m gonna drown out
u looked a lil deeper tell me what u found

i’m in the club, ur not invited
its gone, if i dont like it
I call the shots, dont need a sidekick 
I wanna be alone and hide it

gone again, u wouldn’t know
all the feelings I couldn’t show
i’m going out in the snow
need to go on whats showing

all alone in the sky
sticking to myself I’m shy
falling through in the night
do i tell her when its over? say goodbye?

(nosgov)
im pouring some substances
i pour too much just to exist
cant wait to go all wrong with it
i have to go along with it

please walk with me please dont leave
and when its getting hard to breathe
addiction taking over me
please hold my soul when i cant breathe

im screaming outloud
i stay in the dark
fucked up on my part
end up in a fight

gone again ft. nosgov

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

cause i want you to know
why i been distant so long
and why i dont even show
feel like my thoughts are too strong
i dont want your attention baby

an angel in the snow
the way i cant feel a thing
cause when the world starts to fall
i wanna bleed for my sins

wantu2know

prod. @gl0wrm

rest in peace chelsea

lyrics:

ive already fallen
got too many fucking problems
i hate it all 
watch u walk away
im in too deep 
i let it all decay
far away 
let the night stay
fuck my life 
i hate it anyway
all alone 
i got too wasted
i dont think i shouldve taken that
out of breath 
i let u take it back
dont waste my time 
u know i hate that
it doesnt matter what u think of me
put my pain into a song but u dont hear me bleed
what did u want from me?

ribcage opened up with a dull blade
rip my lungs thru my back as i fade away
made a demon out of all the pain
u gave me wings 
that was ur last mistake
ill make u pay for every piece u take
ill haunt u every night on ur bed
ill smile when im pressing on ur neck
im in ur dreams like a night mare
u have ur mind but u cant hide there

mare

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mare (gl0wrm)

sense yourself tainted
abandon all attempts to restrain it
my whole mind is twisted
this dread im encased in
shadows that no light could dispel
i’m at the crossroads, i still dwell
another cold night alone at the roadside
walking with closed eyes trapped in my own mind
starting to see why i can’t feel alive
left denied, ill leave it all behind

gutted by stillness
where will i take this
rapid spreading sickness
you could say I’m ill fated
tangled wires in the system
what have i created
exuding hatred

figures in the window
gutted by stillness
lure me into limbo
guided by visions
gaze around the walls
waiting for a call
when will I receive a signal


send a bullet to his dome make him fall asleep
wasteland ima roam like a zombie
where you stand you will fall end up crawling
just want a sense of belonging
the essence is haunting

dread

ft. @inssekt
prod. @corpsekittyy
art by instagram.com/rubb3r.d3ck

lyrics:

@sif666
my bitch have fun w her wrists watch the knife slit
what’s the point of living life when it’s like this
mdma in my blood i stay high bitch 
not alive 
give a fuck bout the price bitch
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

@inssekt
im like fuck it wat i told u
i was offa so much
dont remember wat i told u
i was mixing shit i shouldnt
i wish i could hold u
coming down its   not what i wan go thru
cutting down on shit i need to make myself feel awful
bitch im here u best believe it something like a novel
takin too much powder feel like snowing when i cough up
u take this shit for fun i take this shit just to feel normal
im taking bigger hits jus lean back baby hold my bottle
i dont need no friends becus i think dat im jus better than them
i dont tie no ends because i keep my bridges a;lways open
mdma geeking like girl i love u so much
fuck it i dont need a reason, baby watch me blow up

@sif666
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

ghost + inssekt

lie2me + nosgov (dy.wsh)

prod @pico-13910899

okay
bby kill me quick
i just blew 10 bands
i feel sick
she was on molly
on my dik
didnt hear u calling
u don't buy it
maybe this is it
will we keep falling 
in the pit
will u keep stalling
such a bitch
n we can go all in
ill win it
[x2]

n she just like money
its funny
n i thought u love me
ima dummy
n her nose was runny
we were crushing
n shes a snowbunny
n i was hunting
up the pace im running
on the percs im loving
lose it all its nothing
u the one thats blushing
u thee one im trusting
maybe this is it
bby kill me quick 
do it like this

okay
bby kill me quick
i just blew 10 bands
i feel sick
she was on molly
on my dik
didnt hear u calling
u don't buy it