Name: i swear im trying by corpsekitty
Duration: 2 min 15 s
Description: prod @kenjitsuu asahita @banglienn @owekko

prod @tekea
you always talk down on the things I do
because you don't like me
hold tight onto that energy
cause to me you're not anything
I've changed my mind for one last time
it's not that hard to just be nice
i'm too fucked up my brain is fried
can you come along for the ride?

I don't really wanna talk
I don't think that i'm enough
you can see it when I walk
i'm just trying way too hard

but at the same time I know i've come too far to just give up
think it's time to boss up I know that I gotta earn my spot
x2

you always talk down on the things I do
because you don't like me
hold tight onto that energy
cause to me you're not anything
I've changed my mind for one last time
it's not that hard to just be nice
i'm too fucked up my brain is fried
can you come along for the ride?

udontlikeme

udontlikeme (tekea)

Tekken w/ Eczotic (erdo + nightiger)

illegal w/ evan jolley

spotify

MDMA

prod @kenjitsuu asahita @banglienn @owekko

i swear im trying

prod @corpse-disposal
w/ @xxcrush & @inssekt

[mckel]
and i swear-
and i swear that if i fuck up i won’t come back 
if you hate me then thats it man 
i promise i can be better man 
you wont look at me like awful man 
i promise ill make it different 
i cant change anything dead on the pavement
bad days are coming i feel it i feel it
i cant do anything cant make a difference 
fuck it all fuck it all don’t wanna feel it 
cover my mouth i can’t scream i can’t hear this 
i cannot handle this
i cannot handle this
fuck up my life leave me dead on the pavement 
dead on the pavement
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement 
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement
dead on the-
dead on the pavement 

[xxcrush]
promise that this real life
I don’t feel alive 
But this alright
Promise it’ll be okay
Sorry if it so backwards
Wanna be a actor 
U could prolly guess my password
Stuck in my head like my favourite song
Like my favourite obsession
Im pretty sure this could b heaven 
I’m so fucking high that I can see heaven
Heaven heaven heaven
I already said these rhymess 
let me practice these lines For the thousanth time

[inssekt]
Drop a pill and forget
Remember what u said u again
I can’t get back that feeling
But I swear this time I feel it
I take one more n I up the dose
I take 2 more cus I hold I close
I never wanna let u go (too much)

Look into my eyes
Telling I’m just fine
Tell I’m not dying
Dying
Dying

messed it up w/ xxcrush inssekt

cover by ohm

@stellathepixie
@emorave
@vague002
@thetamancer

stellathepixie + emorave - 17 (vague002+theta)

prod @flojy @rainn_god
w/ @6cainhurst
sfx @bloodcryy
𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞

@s0lemn
ion Wana try unless I Have to , ,. 
I Been Takin pillzz like i have2 . , ;
i Cant Eem walk i js Dropt two ., , 
u Wont lemme talk . ,, Had2drop uUu u ,, ,[ [ 

do U even Care ?? . ., Do  Uu even try ?? { - / .
Say It2my Face . ,''  if U wana Lie  . . 
##[## do U hesitate ?? do u Think Of why  / /  ?
i Was alwayz Wrong  .. . u waz Alwayz right . . .,

it was U ,,. everytime . .. 
fall asleep ,,  Think of suicide . . ;
Ur the1 tht i See at night  / /'
Alprazolam ,, In My drink . . til i Feel alr // // \

go Ahead n waste My time if uU want . .[= 
Bb dont Cry , , i'll die if U want / -
js Try it 4once / . ., Love Not Lust / ., 
Im gettin Higher than Fuckx ,, , I <3 My Drugzzz ., , ... : p

@6cainhurst
c4nt get u 0ut of my ꞕe4rt or mỿ ⱨe4đ
but i knω.. this ωill b 0ur enđ
i hope u s4ved ur breatħ ..
t4kin drugz til n0thins lefᵵ ـــــــــﮩ٨ـ

i got problemȿ, 
i c4nt think str8 જ⁀➴જ⁀➴
i need sum 2 ɱedicate
u ωere all th4t i ever w4nteđ
no w4ỿ to ƒix iᵵ, 
now th4t ỿouvҽ d3p4rteđ 

ƒeel im alw4ys h4nging off the br1nꝃ,
try 2 see th l1ght so i c4n turn arounđ,
ƒumblin n ion knw w4t 2 thinꝃ ‧₊✮🂢✮₊‧
##this time imma be on th grounđ .. ♬⋆.˚

𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞𝄞

do u hesitate w/ cainhearts [flojy + rainngod]

oh, oh, yeah yeah

twin u all up in the big leagues, js do ur shi
poppin bottles wit sum models, yeah we get rich
locked in on the beat, like "lets get it hit"
lock jaw, u cant say shi
yeah, n we gettin rich, stackin bands to ceilin
wtf is this? idek this feelin
take a sip, codiene got me seein
all this shi, soundwaves got me feelin

is there sumthin that u wanna say?
speak up, let the payload drop
tryna talk down on my name, no
keep doin shi, i might put u in the grave
how can u say u ain fw me, if u got my name-
all up in ur mouth and all over ur brain?
let it go, let it go

twin u all up in the big leagues, js do ur shi
poppin bottles wit sum models, yeah we get rich
locked in on the beat, like "lets get it hit"
lock jaw, u cant say shi
yeah, n we gettin rich, stackin bands to ceilin
wtf is this? idek this feelin
take a sip, codiene got me seein
all this shi, soundwaves got me feelin

Lock jaw (singleway)

running thru my mind

time tiks back shit fuck im throwing up
time tiks back shit so we roll it up
idgaf i drop it when i pour it up 
chains round my neck feeling like im falling out
snowing in the summer love u like no other 
treat u like a goddess 
no wonder why we fuck it up 
in the field n its bubbling like a benzo cup
flowers blooming n im feeling like im glowing too 

who knew babygirl it was me n u
fuck the haters bitch i smash it like i hit the snooze
ak47 shoot it like im on the roof 
laser on ur head bitch wdf u gunna do
snowing in the summer its so blissful 
hold me like a pistol (g-g-g-go)
bitch im dancing in the snow 
yea its feeling so lovely 
angels all around me n im feeling kinda funny
time tiks back forward when its all in my head 
i dont feel a thing when ur all in my bed
the earth is spinning there so much hatred
i cant take it i might jus erase it 

𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 
𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺
𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘶
𝘸𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘪𝘵
𝘪𝘷 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘪𝘵
𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦
𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘥 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘯 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵
𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭
𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘵 𝘶𝘱

i swear im trying

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