block ur number + gl0wrm (krave)

the most beautiful song ever made w/ xxcrush

prod @corpse-disposal
w/ @xxcrush

@monocryy
and im- and im sad only
and i cant hold me
and i need you here 
and i need you here my dear
and im sad
all i do is hurt myself it’s rlly bad
i just threw my fucking life all in the trash
oh, so bad
so sad

and im- and im sad only
and i cant hold me-hold me
and i need you here 
and i need you here my dear
and im sad-sad
all i do is hurt myself it’s rlly bad-bad
i just threw my fucking life all in the trash-trash
oh, so bad-bad
so sad-sad

forgive you 
for anything, yeah 

@xxcrush
& I might do a random act of kindness 
Blow my brains all on tha floor
Blood all on the bathroom floor
Bathroom tiles 
holy worship me like why I’m vile
lore written down like tha bible 
Woah woah
Turn up like woah 
Wanna L o t r g f like woah
 she play wow
Woah is me wow 
I’m Not posted ina background
In the stage light w my slasher movie cast 
Haunted campground
Watch ur backkk 
It’s a Fiction text for the camera
 she wanna make out behind the set 
Why I don’t need a answer
leave me to wonder ya I like to wonder
Shawty eyes red & black
and my heart black & yours red
Angel in the mirror & I’m right next
Looking back
Shattered glass Shattered memories 
Silent hill still like im obsessdd with 2013
Ya I’m so so I don’t know why I do this

into the trash w/ xxcrush

prod @corpse-disposal
w/ @whyhaze

@monocryy
you’re better off without me
im a lost cause i promise

i feel tired every night 
no no no it’ll be just fine 
i don’t want you to worry 
swear to god i’ll be home in the morning please

i feel tired every night 
no no no and i swear it’ll be just fine
and i always fuck it up 
i know you try to call and now i always hang it up 
i always hang it up

i feel tired every night 
no no no and i swear it’ll be just fine
and i always fuck it up 
i know you try to call and now i always hang it up 
i always hang it up

and i know it’s hard to trust 
cause i always mess it up 
i feel tired every night 
no no no and i swear it’ll be just fine

@whyhaze
I promise i’ll be fine 
everything’s alright when i close my eyes
promise i’ll be home by the morning 
honestly idk where im going
and we be getting high
doing drugs in the back
i love it when i feel like that
i want u but u make me feel so bad
fuck it blow a rack
i love to pop tags
i just need half a pill to go to sleep
i’m so tired every day of the week
i’m so tired of this agony 
i woke up again
U still not next to me

@monocryy
i don’t smoke loud i just- 
i just need another percy a percy
and i always mess it up 
percy a percy 

i don’t smoke loud i just need uh percy in my mouth tonight, mouth tonight 
pop a xan then i feel alright feel alright again

no no no w/ whyhaze

prod. dead spyro & 2001
5/14/22
https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
lyrics:
it’s all i 
it’s all i 
its all i want
it’s all i need
wish you the best, anxiety 
it’s all my fault
my misery 
i feel it cave in, ahead of me
oh my hands shake
i can’t reclaim
what was once mine
oh i’m ashamed 
i feel the dread
by the dawn 
it’s my fault, just because
it’s all i want
it’s all i need
it’s all i want

oh i can’t breathe when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience
i need a money bag to buy kicks to make me feel better
i feel numb is it the winter
reality is killing me
my bones are motherfucking shaking 

reality will take the pain away 
when it’s overcoming you, you feel ashamed 
when you stood in front of me you lose a leg 
i can’t stand right next to you
i can’t breathe
my knees, anxiety 
oh i can’t stand, my misery 
i can’t be myself when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience

mckel - reality will take the pain away

prod @corpse-disposal
w/ @xxcrush & @inssekt

[mckel]
and i swear-
and i swear that if i fuck up i won’t come back 
if you hate me then thats it man 
i promise i can be better man 
you wont look at me like awful man 
i promise ill make it different 
i cant change anything dead on the pavement
bad days are coming i feel it i feel it
i cant do anything cant make a difference 
fuck it all fuck it all don’t wanna feel it 
cover my mouth i can’t scream i can’t hear this 
i cannot handle this
i cannot handle this
fuck up my life leave me dead on the pavement 
dead on the pavement
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement 
it’s what i deserve man
dead on the pavement
dead on the-
dead on the pavement 

[xxcrush]
promise that this real life
I don’t feel alive 
But this alright
Promise it’ll be okay
Sorry if it so backwards
Wanna be a actor 
U could prolly guess my password
Stuck in my head like my favourite song
Like my favourite obsession
Im pretty sure this could b heaven 
I’m so fucking high that I can see heaven
Heaven heaven heaven
I already said these rhymess 
let me practice these lines For the thousanth time

[inssekt]
Drop a pill and forget
Remember what u said u again
I can’t get back that feeling
But I swear this time I feel it
I take one more n I up the dose
I take 2 more cus I hold I close
I never wanna let u go (too much)

Look into my eyes
Telling I’m just fine
Tell I’m not dying
Dying
Dying

messed it up w/ xxcrush inssekt

@whitetraaaaaash
@berylww

and whate the meaning of all of it, i cant even deal with it , tell me whats the breakdown, do you want my heart out in the compound in the car now turn it around , all these racks i spent all this time i spent alone u were my only friend now im back to being alone life falls over again ur jus playing pretend thought u were heaven sent now i just spend my time alone
spend my time alone
dont wanna pick up the phone
im turning cold
forget everything you know
ill turn & walk away
I tried and tried and you sold
I wouldn't fold on you
im tryna let that shit go
im waiting for a que
I checked out so long ago
im looking forward to
showing you it meant the world
you left me black and blue
it wasn't like this before

breakdown feat. whitetrash (prod. beryl)

prod evan jolley 

so she’s got it
ok barbie
spilt yo drink im sry
pricy jeans she wore it
perfect teeth u gorgeous 
pop a bean u boring
im so fkd ignore it
she’s a good sport about it
bby i adore it

yeah wow …
she got it going on rn
smoking on weed it’s loud 
ur boutta let me find out 
im turning her on ik how 
popping a xan on the couch
we off one now
bby can u come around

she got it (ft luc6s)

https://soundcloud.com/xxcrush/shovel-w-mckel - trouble (demo) 
prod. https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
11/25/2023

mckel - my head hurts

Believer

Prod Girlpills

F150 not a limousine
Ion fw no1 she fuk anything
Niggas rock jorts I rock skinny jeans
I bump Lil Baby ya N I bump Lil B
I smoke Blazy Susan, I smoke OCB
She not tryn fuk she tryn smoke wimme
Bak then no1 used 2 notice me
U might not kno da whole song but U kno da beat

Let me die N I wont let U down
How did I go up my song named DOWN
Young skinny nigga smokin out da pound
I did sum shi dat jus dont make me proud
Cant wait dis Distro check hit my acc
Dat pussy hacked in my accs
Im in da city I came from a town
U play my song it blow ya speakers out

messed it up w/ xxcrush inssekt

mckel

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