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inssekt reborn - chrysalis

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chrysalis

@gl0wrm <3 
prod @akiaura

memikyu: 
ur lips
mylips
touchin
eternal bliss
and i hate u
but im in way 2 deep
why cant u just see
ur lips my lips
bending over backwards to try n fix this
just use me
cus u dont need excuses
when u dont seem 2 care at all
and jus 2 top it of reasons u should hate me
pills will sedate me
god did create me
he gave me life n i threw it all away
maybe if i had more time i would do it different way
di di di di different way
shame what u did 2 me
ill tell u what u did it me
if i could do it differently i know i would
u took my heart n ripped it up
u took my heart n ripped it 2 pieces

gl0wrm:
...

u should hate me +gl0wrm

#spazzteam
#clover
#gothboiclique
@820
@plasticgirl1
@tracy1k
@gl0wrm

prod rezlaine

nosgov:
guess i still love you yea i do
and you told me get a clue
and i totally get it too
there is no room for two
there is no room for you
idk how to put
this in a simple word
coz you mean a world to me

constantly you are watching me
it doesnt really mean a thing
i dont get what you want from me
i thought i told u everything

rezlaine:
there is no room for two
i miss like when we would touch
i miss like when we would fuck
where did u go fuck my luck
i only want u like drugs
i only want ur voice
ive been so lost paranoid
put me down like im a toy

i wish u were still w me
you made me so happy
and i cannot feel a thing
i feel so sick i cant think
its only easy w u
its only better w u
dont question how i miss you
wish there was room for you

lil tracy:
w wont leave my door unless i get racks 10 or more
u cant walk a block in my shoes n u couldnt even afford it
my bitch a freak all her pictures get reported reported reported reported

memikyu:
i i i report her pictures on sum petty shit
d d diamonds in my blood when im cuttin my wrist
and ik im repressed
shawty know ur depressed
i jus need a reset
giv me one more reason
i need it (uhhh)
i need it so bad
crying tears in the back
ohhhhhh
n never let me down again
gettin visions in my head
of the times we never had
whyd u leave me so sad

report +nosgov rezlaine lil tracy gl0wrm

@sltted
@gl0wrm

memikyu:

n i can't look in ur eyes n
pour in the top
lean that i drop
n i feel da heat
girl give me top
i'm from the streets
but she is a thot
better run when u hear shots
my shooters they never miss
po-pop like a headshot
i got 10 pills in my bag
im boutta spazz
so i won't text u back no
n i jus had a comeup
am not tryna talk
so would u jus giv it up- up up
i ran up da mall
go tell dem all dat i'm fuckin wit u
they gon fuck wit u too
cus they all fw me
i got 100 bitches that i could've fucked
so baby don't think that ur the only 1

sltted:
tell me is ur love fr
sippin activis fr
bab ur my 1 fr
gettin to the guap fr
808s n her ass in my face like that
shawty spread her legs ima do her like that
she jus gave me dome ima give it right back
i can hear her pussy roar when i rap like that
why he talkin big he dont move like that
im tryna fuck his bitch ima give her right back
he aint even sped he jus act like that
n i gotta pussywhip if he gon act like that

memikyu:

yea i got her pussy wet
on a real shit
i been gettin 2 da pill shit
shawty ik dat u feel this
fill up my bag
pop me some tags
all out attack
bullets spray from every direction ik u see dis
why u copy my swag know we da leaders
n why u do me like that u so facetious
idek where im at rn
i jus hit a lickk i b gettin 2 da guap
i b hittin hella methods n i wont ever stop
i b in da back of da club wit a bitch snortin lines off a block
n i can't look in ur eyes n
pour in the top
lean that i drop
n i feel da heat
girl give me top
i'm from the streets
but she is a thot
better run when u hear shots
my shooters they never miss
po-pop like a headshot
i got 10 pills in my bag
im boutta spazz
so i won't text u back no

gl0wrm:
sumthin u cant see
u a bitch 2 me
razor sharp white teeth
I drink ur blood its sweet
Im smoking ice on weed
can’t feel or fuckin breath
n I dont sleep at night
n I dont go outside 
u r not like me
bitch I can’t fuckin breath
sumthin u cant see
u a bitch 2 me
razor sharp white teeth
I drink ur blood its sweet
Im smoking ice on weed
can’t feel or fuckin breath
n I dont sleep at night
n I dont go outside

loser hood lifestyle +sltted & gl0wrm

prod iji+margoproxy+larua

love:
u tell me ur insane n u wont live another day
i jus poured another cup then i poured it all away
i dont- i dont give a fuck
idek why im feelin hella stuck
i jus hope u miss when im ignoring all ur calls
if i ever say i love i swear i dont i mean it all
i jus poured a cup its lookin like a waterfall
i wish i could show u love but u wna see me fall
i can give u what u want but i cannot giv it all
ima leave it in the past then i say its ur fault

bandaid:
i cann feel the pressure, cavin in
tell me what u wanna idk where id begin
i jus wanna wash it all away
im insane u cant even say ima live another day
i can tell u hate me when i look in2 ur face
i b goin crazy i dont think ill see the day when u see me fall
ima tell u that ur worth it
ik no one is perfect but u r so perfect
ill hurt myself jus 2 make sure that ur happy
ik dat u yk u hurt me
ima rip off the bandaids they're hurting

love / bandaid

@820
 prod @margoproxy @larua


memikyu:
and it's the past that i'm scared of
i don't wanna let u in
i don't wanna lose another friend
tell me when is this gonna end
tell me when you gonna get out my head
i been feelin so lost
i dont wanna take it on you but i have no one
i dont wanna take, take it out
i would give you my heart but i think that it's froze now

nosgov:


30 down acting stupid
dirty cup played me stupid
and i thought that we was alright
so i guess we went the wrong isle

everything went to excess
vomitting from the nausea
i was wrong and you was right
now i cannot forget
do you think that i could forget?
i guess ill never forget
im simply inexistent
30 in my system
got these issues never fixed them
thought i would get alright
you thought i would be alright
how could you be so blind?
ill never make my wrongs right
you thought i would be alright..

i hav no1 +nosgov

prod @4evaaxx @pawl4k

im feelin better now got my eyes closed
cus when i look around i still see ur halo
look at my cup i drown in red mixed with faygo
i carry so much cash around i think i got lumbago
n now im boutta cash out, money from sites that they dont know
id put u on if i could but i wanna do dis alone
only notifications is money comin thru my phone
feel my stomach drop when im textin u n u change ur tone
what did i do wrong
what did what did i do wrong
self pity as a song
i cant speak im way too gone
don wan dont wan speak u'll kno im fucked up
crush an OC in my cup
put some oxy in my nose
i feel my body give up uh
hypochondriac still on dese drugs
woke up on my front
face to the ground
i couldnt see nothin but finally i felt found
perc knocked me off my axis, upside down, with a smile not a frown. but if im upside down a smile looks like a frown
slowly givin up but she dont giv a fuck
got no morals wen it comes to juggin ppl outta love
we aint d same, I drop an NBOMe, u gettin love bombed
i fell in love wit research chemical bonds
while u breakin all ur bonds
its like u do that shit for fun
brains been scrambled
cus of affection that u cant handle
im goin all in got my cards drawn
ill play my hand if u jus play urs

self pity as a song

an outro to life
@gl0wrm
prod @43vaa @puppy_girl_alice


pills cant save me
i need u to save me
i been thinkin bout u lately
i need something to sedate me
its like watever i do
its never enough to make it up 2 u
and idk how i can break thru
and how could ever ever trust u too
trust is all u need when u got no one else
pill cabinet dosing i cant help myself
how can i help u when i cant help myself
i cant stop myself from hurting myself
cover wrists wit my sleeves so u cant tell
pills cant save me
i need u to save me
i been thinkin bout u lately
i need something to sedate me
its like watever i do
its never enough to make it up 2 u
and idk how i can break thru
and how could ever ever trust u too
trust is all u need when u got no one else
pill cabinet dosing i cant help myself
how can i help u when i cant help myself
i cant stop myself from hurting myself
cover wrists wit my sleeves so u cant tell

gl0:
u don't even feel that hurt
u don't even look at me
i hate that it hurts so bad
u don't even look at me
and i feel so torn 
cus u don't even miss me at all
i'm crying and i feel so weak
now i always feel alone
even if i'm high
u don't even miss me at all
it hurts when i close my eyes
pills can't save me at all

wrists (an outro to life) +gl0wrm

ft and prod @1dgtl

flesh:

oh u think its funny always talkin how my life is all a joke. when im posted in the bedroom got my hands all on her throat
u see me comin up now wat u thiunk about dat shit lil bro?
i remember i was broke
i had 2 get in my own
25mg of oxycodone in dis shit
even when im geeked up man im still gon take ur bitch
jus take out the camera girl ik u want flick
i been high
i been geeked up out my mind
how im feelin? i been fine
im jus tryna pass the time
i ben tryna make u mine
if u jus let me inside
if u see the other side
yk the one dat i designed
i hate it when u cry
cus its always my fault but baby ive been trying
i cannot waste my energy on all dis fighting
i always stalk u on the web jus like a spider

1dgtl:
spider
creepinn on th web
spyware
i c where u live
starter
i ain on the bench
push it farther
push it 2 the edge

ur a ghost from a past life
follow me, i like 2 pack light
i run away like ur the bad guy
u wana preach but u dont act right

i can let u b minee
ifu dont mind
a slither up ur spine
promise ill play nice

rp20s drop em ina can
ur cup is bomb, mine is minuteman
empty bottles tell me the answer
search4 something grander

spider +1dgtl

prod idly blare

i feel my feet above the ground
i feel my feet stuck in the sand
wish u were with me, hand in hand
oooooo
n if tomorrow doesn't come
please say that we'll be one
i just want you safe inside my arms
i just want you safe from all your scars
i kiss upon the cuts upon your arms
im sorry baby i didnt mean no harm
i wish that i could see what u would hide
i wish that u would see that i wanna die
im like fuck it
it comes all of a sudden
one minute ill b happy
then it fades into nothing
u dont wna be around me
i wish that u could've drowned me with all ur love
i wish u suffocated me with all ur heart
idk why u want me
cus i'm not good
for u
uhhh
uhhhhh
its like a monster coming in the night
ik that you'll be safe right by my side
ahh
ahhh
i kiss upon the cuts upon your arms
im sorry baby i didnt mean no harm
i wish that i could see what u would hide
i wish that u would see that i wanna die

i kiss upon the cuts upon your arms

prod whod

like, fuck!
i rly miss ur face
ur not stuck
in the same place
until now i ain belive in fate yhhhh
heyyyyyyuhhh
its doneeee yuh
i see how u r
so i dont get bored
i feeeeel
like
i dont belong here
like, i jus long for her
run her hands thru my hair
play her words thru my head
sleepless nights in my bed
i need u like so bad
n u know thaatt

4her

ft @kojowav @820 
prod @shinju

inssekt:
i been so lost again
i cannot get out of bed
remember wat u told me i dont think i could forget
i didnt mean 2 shout. girl i hope ur not upset
but im all up in her mouth and ik that she obsessed
i got too many reasons that i shouldnt call u back
but i got a reason why i should b sad
i took ur heart and yk that thats bad
dont trust me with ur heart cus yk it wont last

kojo:
i do my worst 
cuz ion wanna fall in love 
now im the first 
but my love for you fell apart 
i got no choice and i can barely breathe 
i fall asleep to the sound of my misery 
i can show you real love with the signs from my heart that you never seen 
you’re the lost page in the book of my life now i feel like me

nosgov:
...soon

lost +kojo & nosgov

@emorave
prod @1dgtl

inssekt:
unless ur face looks right
i see pain in ur eyes
i see thru the blame in ur lies
let me go ive been feeling so low
she saw teardrops on my phone
i gave her a choice to let me go (let me go)
cuss iii cantt coppeee

emorave:
if it werent for the pills id be all alone
60mg imma die alone
i dont even know wtf im on
fallin on the floor i cant fuckin walk

spillin pills on the ground im gone
i mix half a perc with ondancetron
i feel so alone imma kil myself
hear u call my name when im nodding off

yea i dont feel alive
smokin pressure think i wanna die
get ur bread up ur so fuckin fried
i take extra im so fuckin high

off these drugs fr cuz i dont fuckin lie
if u dont fuck with me dont waste my fucking time
i dont trust nobody only need mine
bad anixety so imma take 5

teardrops on my phone +emorave

ft. @emorave
prod. @kggn @47e

dont want u 2 see me liek this
i jus wanna b beside her
im the book n shes the writer
stalk u on the web like im a spider
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i wish we still had time
n i would u giv everything of mine
i would u giv everything
i cant sleep at night
i listen to ur voice on rewind
id trade everything we had for some more time
n i thought i had u but u never were mine
i know that ur selfish but my heart is all urs
it belongs to u more than it belongs 2 me
now its gettin hard 2 eat
cant get out of bed i only wanna sleep
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i lied its like all the time

emorave:
yeahhh
i see the look in your eyes, like yea
drugs just to pass the time, like yea
spazzed, thats just how were designed, like yea
pills just to keep me alive, like yea

you gotta be careful, youll hurt yourself bad
its gotta be simple, i wanna go back
scared of the future, obsessed with the past
crushing pills up i love to relapse

give me nothing, im dying alone
watch me crying u shud take a photo
make me feel like hydromorphone
need you with me, my skin is so cold

take another im feeling reckless
way too fucked up cant finish a sentence
i feel hopeless, molly replenish
feel my emotion the moment u said it

care at all, no you dont care at all
beat me up ur so terrible
i avoid it stay lyrical
angel wings im so ethereal

let me in +emorave

prod  + mastered by @47birdyy

sink into my bed
took another xan
hope that i can get some rest
i cant feel like im dead
you not like the rest
i can't get u out my head

i know its not you
i cant be this far away
tell me how different can we be?
tell me how you want me to bleed
no you can't be this way
it hurts me
im hurting
you burn me
carry that burden

it's not you

fully produced by me. song 1/8 of upcoming ep

i see the light shine thru
i need something thats not u
something new
not same old
i hate when i lose all control
and the stars align right in front of ur eyes
i need u to save me
what am i doing?
save meee
i know
cut throat
keep it clean
jus shut me out
u dont wanna see me drown
u jus wanna cut me down

cut cut cut cut me
cut cut cut me down

i see the light shine thru
i need something thats not u
something new
not same old
i hate when i lose all control
and the stars align right in front of ur eyes

save me

bug vs. bugself

track 1 . help myself
production. @s3r3n3gr4c3

track 2 . save me
production. @inssekt

track 3 . i try to lie to myself
production. @inssekt

track 4 . sink into the sheets
production. unknown
features. @gl0wrm

track 5 . baby
production. @inssekt
features. @7senss @870

track 6 . stitch me up
production. @stellathepixie @flooddubs
features. @stellathepixie

track 7 . breathe
production. @inssekt @kojowav
features. @blackwinterwells

track 8 . i hurt myself
production. @deathmetalsif @1dgtl

bonus track 8 . i try to lie to myself
reproduction. @47birdyy

i hurt myself

bug vs. bugself

track 1 . help myself
production. @s3r3n3gr4c3

track 2 . save me
production. @inssekt

track 3 . i try to lie to myself
production. @inssekt

track 4 . sink into the sheets
production. unknown
features. @gl0wrm

track 5 . baby
production. @inssekt
features. @7senss @emorave

track 6 . stitch me up
production. @stellathepixie @flooddubs
features. @stellathepixie

track 7 . breathe
production. @inssekt @kojowav
features. @blackwinterwells

track 8 . i hurt myself
production. @deathmetalsif @1dgtl

bonus track 8 . i try to lie to myself
reproduction. @47birdyy

breathe ft blackwinterwells

sink into the sheets ft gl0wrm

prod @wh0d
@emorave

sorry ive been such a let down
barred in the greyhound
bad dog stay down
i dont wanna play now
i lay fucking face down
8 grams i dont feel the same now (feel the same now)
i got bad habits watch me break down
pissed off wanna blow my brains out
Margiela waist down
stuck i wanna break out
i dont think u get it
no one really gets it
i do shows i got set lists
last but i rep it
get in on the guest list
push n pull i like being reckless
shut me down sorry i suggested
felt way too good so i wrecked it
want it so i kept it
i really regret this

ik that im fine but r u fine too
im never sober im not in the mood
baby what have i got to do 
to get it thru 2 u
that u r losing me
ik its over
tell me something come closer
i will never be sober
we'll go thru this over n over again
cut me off tell me that we r not friends
over and over again
ive come too close
never again

never again ft emorave

prod @wh0d

i wish that i could erase it
my heart racing

tell me do you feel it?
feel it?
i feel the lights get dim
i feel it all flood in
cut cut myself. stings.
bedsheets covered in stains
i need something stable

this was yesterdays mistake
yesterdays mistake

mistake
stay
stay (stay stay)

tell me do you feel it?
feel it?
i feel the lights get dim
i feel it all flood in
cut cut myself. stings.
bedsheets covered in stains
i need something stable

covered in stains
(i need)
covered in stains
(i need)


stained prod whod

prod @wh0d 

feel my heart beat so much slower
the feelings taking over

i know its not right
i know im not right here in your mind
feel it when you're right next to me
i cant decide
if im alright
or holding on tight
and hold me so tight
and tell me im fine
and im not a freak
and i cannot go
and i cannot leave
sights set on me
i cannot eat
i cannot sleep
i fear what you dream

i fear what you dream
i fear what you dream
i fear what you dream
i fear what you 

(dream, before i fall)
(i fear what you dream)
(before i fall)
(dream)

i know its not right
i know im not right here in your mind
feel it when you're right next to me
i cant decide
if im alright
or holding on tight
and hold me so tight
and tell me im fine
and im not a freak
and i cannot go
and i cannot leave
sights set on me
i cannot eat
i cannot sleep
i fear what you dream

i fear what you dream prod whod

prod @uznan

got a gun tucked
she don give a fukk
i get no love
i got no life
step into the function uh
howd i stay inside?
i got heavy eyes
i cant stay awake
i cant stay awake
i cant stay awake

i say u too late
but u copy me
yea u stole my swag
but u cant b me
trying not 2 sleep
i jus popped a bean
dont wanna b seen
when im on da scene
i b makin p's
while im catching z's

fuck switch the flow while i cut it up
pouring syrup in my cup like canada
u jus wna b us boy u cant b us
poser like hes posing for a camera

i cant talk too much nah
i cant feel enough ah
i cant feel ur touch ya
i cant heal this trauma

let it all build up (x11)

i say u too late
but u copy me
yea u stole my swag
but u cant b me
trying not 2 sleep
i jus popped a bean
dont wanna b seen
when im on da scene
i b makin p's
while im catching z's

fuck switch the flow while i cut it up
pouring syrup in my cup like canada
u jus wna b us boy u cant b us
poser like hes posing for a camera

stay awake freestyle prod uznan

im cold
im froze
time froze
its gets old
in your arms tonight
if i did what u did
would u say that im wrong?
im wrong now baby

im wrong now baby x4

i try my best
i do my worst
i know your threats
are just empty words
i lose all my worth
what was all this for? unearthed
i stand then i fall. im cursed
i guess its the falling thats worse

i guess its the falling thats worse x4

i guess it's the falling that's worse prod whod

prod @wh0d

back, back, b back n forth
tell me wat we fighting for?
help me get up off of the floor
then pull the rug from under me, i fall

fuck
i think right? i think not
i think u like to hurt me just for fun
u make me wanna relapse off these drugs
ur breaking down then building up my trust

i know that i should cant get enough
baby am i stupid for callin ur bluff
ba baby im so sorry these times get tough
i wouldnt blame u if u wanted to give us up

i get caught up on the small stuff
ill paint u out to be the monster
read too far into the wrong stuff
i pull your words apart until they tear me in half

its been a long week im sorry
these feelings creep up upon me
lose all my sense of stability
i hope that u see a future
mine is based on us so i cant lose ya
everything i do it feels so futile
mine is based on us so i cant lose ya
everything i do it feels so futile


i think right? i think not! prod whod

prod @sh1nky and @wh0d

dilaudid:

let me down softly girl i can take it
hydromorphone, fall asleep girl think i wasted it
when i feel alone i turn to drugs man im embraced in em
i got what i want cant go back i got a taste of it

i turn my back i take a breath
i hope this breath will be my last
forever lasting on this earth with nothing keeping me on track

my body is empty
my skin imperfect
i need u to tell me im worth it
im worth it
its working
im building
myself up
i crash down
i wake up
i repeat it
stuck in the past now

im fine now i look in the distance
i need u to be what im missing


poison:

i cant stand it
i feel inbalanced
i  stay so silent
girl u should try it aha
i pick my posion
like which pill u think i took?
i become frozen
why u gotta giv me that look?

i look around i see u
they look at me im see through
i dont wna b me wanna b u
wna be 1 of the things that u do
 
i exist jus to b wat u want
ill lie here wait lke a dog
no need for u to fawn
im urs in case u forgot

dilaudid / poison

prod @with3rx

leave me here to cry bb i know why
i know why u push me to the side bb i know why
i could give u all i hav but its not enough
the only thing i give baby is giving up
i give it up
i give u love
i give u time
its not enough

i jus cant sleep when im not with u
n if u leave baby u see the issue
its scary baby i dont wanna diss u but i think i could fix u
yea i rly wanna kiss u

i jus cant sleep when im not with u
n if u stay baby u'll see the issues
time goes on u see me at my worst, then dont think itll work
leave me in the dirt
leave me in the dirt
it wont be the first
it wont be the first
leave me in the dirt
leave me in the dirt

fix you prod with3r

prod me:)
ft @creepybuggirl

inssekt:
let me sleep here for a while
let me chase my dreams
promise that i'll smile
whenever you see me
cus i would give it all up
just for your love
needing your light
crying alone
testing my love
do you want me or not??
crying alone
crying out for your love

creepybuggirl:
my vision went black
i was hiding in the back
cus i thought i heard your voice and i couldn’t face it
but that’s never been the point
what it really is, the avoidance of goodbye
i don’t wna know what the last time is
so don’t tell me, don’t take a breath
i’ll be holding out, all the words unsaid
all the messages i’ll end up leaving unread
cus i get scaredd like i wanna forget
you don’t understand the way you fill me up with dreadd
i pour it out cus i try to be my best
then you wna crawl back like why do you do that

i won’t be going out ill be staying in
take the other street so I don’t pass where you live
i’ll never check the time ill let everything go by
until i wake up
revived by the new sun
feel it for the moment
savor it and hold it
cus when the night comes it’ll all be gone


crying alone +creepybuggirl

prod @scarletchoir

let me down
one more time
i need u to shh
girl whats on ur mind
sit it back
count the time
u think that im stupid
u think that im blind
u think that i need u
i think that im fine

prod @scarletchoir

i cant see much
im blind i dont feel much
i feel ur love its sealed up
crack ur heart open  like a seal uh

60 40 this love is just not gon work
i need 100 baby
or jus give me 80 n a perc
im getting haunted lately
by my mistakes and for what its worth
 love u baby
think that it was coded since birth

know our conversations sparse
baby how r we gon last

it was over too fast
i guess that its too bad
things that i cant see past
have u ever seen that

got my heart give it back
i just wanna protect
but i keep bleeding out red
ur scratching me 
n u know it 


60 / 40

prod @scarletchoir @00hallow @tak3mii_

if u love me let me go 
tell me ur no longer whole 
u cant leave me u cant go 
ull lose urself n hav no home 
i feel the weight on ur skin 
scars were left by u and him 
protect urself dont let me in
protect urself dont let me in

im the echo in ur bones
im the name u wont disclose
pull me closer push me far
keep me locked up in ur heart

n when u set me free ill be
the person u want me to be
flew too close to the sun ill lose my wings ill lose myself

scars

@spazzteamonline @helixtears

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