I can’t describe how hard I’m trying to hold on 🖤

Blue Pills (Ft. hateoryx) Prod me

created by 100crows and destrooyyyy

how'd I get surrounded 
rather wrapped around you 
how I get around you 
the sound you make when I am down 
I can not sleep when your around 

im up so late 
im so late 
and nothing has begun 
I guess ill sit here and reap what ive become

to say the least (les)

prod @sparkl3xo

lyrics:

dont give a fuck about it anyway
im so numb to the pain and every word u say
put my body on the line just to get fuckin paid
fuck my life
ill leave this place but its still in my veins

cut my throat n watch it separate 
try to crawl from u but i cant seem to get away
no escape when i hear u call my name
think abt the things u did to me like every day

trauma team 
hit that stain until its fucking clean
what u want from me?
got pills got lean got ecstasy
murder on my mind 
keep me up now i dont get to sleep
haunt my dreams
pull me under 
cut me with ur teeth

trapped in a cage
all alone like a stray
i want to bathe in ur blood
too high to concentrate 

i want to bathe in ur blood
too high to concentrate 
im so numb to the pain and every word u say
think abt the things u did to me like every day

crawl away (sparkle)

prod @f4ntyy
ft @1anesthesia

lyrics:

(@corpsekittyy)
get the fuck out my face bitch
dont know u
tearing holes in my skin
i tried to show you
cant make it thru this shit
i wont pull thru
dont have anything left in me to go through

poison seeping from your tongue
always begging for more cuz i can never get enough
uuh
witchcraft
still enchanted by the drugs
i swear that i was never there
u left me covered in cuts
dont give a fuck

bitch pull up
already sent the fuckin lo
uuh
i hate myself
im with my kittens smoking dope

(@1anesthesia)
i’m artorias, just walked out the abyss, me and sif
blade of miquella, i’d really give my life for my twin
watchin blood flow up the barrel of the syringe
in my wrist
track marks, arms scarred, let it rot thru my skin

i stack these racks up like a tower so my money got some company
she hate my guts but she love me in her guts when she fuckin me
black tar and yellow xans got me buzzing like a bumblebee
the life i live is troubling, got codeine in my bubble tea

make these hoes scream like gainsville im so tasteless
got a butcher out in plainfield he leave you faceless
couple xans to the brain make me feel the pain less
few bands on these silver fangs look like braces

iwasneverthere + anesthesia (f4ntyy)

prod @7autopsy

lyrics:

self-loathing
still in my bag
feel so faceless
eyes look dead

ive been waiting to let go for so long
i cant describe how hard im trying to hold on

lone wolf guards the gate into paradise
one wrong move we leave u blood soaked
terrified

suicide
dark serenity is what i crave
pull out my ritual blade n then i take yr face

smoking napalm 
no face blood letter
black gloves up on my hands
leave my neck severed

plastic bag in my denim full of chemicals 
drug money
mix that molly with the adderall

wolf (autopsy)

prod @corpsekittyy

lyrics:

written in blood 
carve my name in ur flesh
let me crawl in ur skin 
lay me down to rest
overwhelmed with anxiety
sink my fangs in ur neck
dont try to hide from me
tired of holding all this regret
feelings i just cant express
see it written on the wall 
dripping blood still fresh
scarlet essence bled
i cant forget
u in my bed
i care less and less
i care less and less

writing lines in crimson every single page
wrists bleeding out 
cant take another day
ur running out of ways to make me hurt
if its the final thing i do ill leave u with this curse 

write in blood what cant be written
cant express my true self still forbidden
i stay out of light in darkness hidden
i need ur fangs in my neck
make me another victim

i ran out of trust 
write my spells in ur blood
don’t tell me what u want
i dont give a fuck
rip out my veins
overwhelmed with this pain
pierce my neck w ur fangs
pierce my neck w ur fangs

feelings i just cant express
see it written on the wall 
dripping blood still fresh
scarlet essence bled
i cant forget
u in my bed
i care less and less
i care less and less

writing lines in crimson every single page
wrists bleeding out 
cant take another day
ur running out of ways to make me hurt
if its the final thing i do ill leave u with this curse 

write in blood what cant be written
cant express my true self still forbidden
i stay out of light in darkness hidden
i need ur fangs in my neck
make me another victim

written in blood

@820 @hateoryx @domasnosebleed
produced by rainn god
cover art by @chimii777

nosgov:

the worst thing
is that i still like you
but you make me like you
i think that its far too much
i dont wanna talk too much
easier to turn to into dust
why's it gotta be like that
i think that we've gone too far
i don't wanna think 2 much
i don't wanna sink 2 much
i don't wanna think 2 much
i don't wanna sink 2 much
i don't wanna talk 2 much

hateoryx:

every day i think too much
feel that shit in my head and my guts
yeah i hate it so much
it’s fine i got it on lock 
fuck twitter n all of the opps
they can suck my cock cuz im up
i b thinking too much
bout the past and the shit that fucked me up
bitch i got me an ounce and you smoking a dub
i stay at home n i said fuck the club
making money yk that i flaunt

domasnosebleed:

i thought i had it figured out, but it all goes back to the start
all this shit came back around when you fell asleep in my arms
i know im naive, i remember what you told me
its harder to believe, guess im better by my lonely
put a gun to my head and i'd still say im sorry
it cant be this way, in the night im wide awake
but i just cant run from you
counting every second im away from you
put it all on me thats what they always do
im starting to forget everything i knew
cause the thought of you

nosgov, hateoryx, domasnosebleed - THINK2MUCH (rainn god)

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@ilyexotic

rly do ts 
bc i love it
notice how ppl 
don even wanna try
remember back in school 
said fuck it
don wanna listen to the rules
id rather die
ppl all up on me
they sum parasites
fly out to la
i gotta pair of flights
talkin on my name
ill leave u paralyzed
which hoe i want? 
tbh i cant decide 

im so blessed
i heard u was talkin shii
but im not pressed
got a whole lotta pain
up in my chest
most these ppl goofy 
thinkin that they is the best
they don do it 
like my folk
had the bag 
but we knew u was gone choke
flexin pack 
but we know that u don smoke
say u up
then lil bro y u still broke?

rly do ts 
bc i love it
notice how ppl 
don even wanna try
remember back in school 
said fuck it
don wanna listen to the rules
id rather die
ppl all up on me
they sum parasites
fly out to la
i gotta pair of flights
talkin on my name
ill leave u paralyzed
which hoe i want? 
tbh i cant decide

eczotic - paralyzed (syhko)

My good friend SOULO remastered our old track 'Dance With Me' that was a collab between me and him from years ago. 
Song is made from scratch, SOULO & I own all rights. Please enjoy!

Programs Used:
Ableton & FL Studio

wolf (autopsy)

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