اَلْبَحْر الْمَيِّت

basically complete work more songs very soon

netrunner -  fantasia  |  dipyanone  [ miseryprism]

https://zarnoxu.bandcamp.com/album/2k23-pack

feat. @kyrstahh on 10 @hollowshawdy on 11
prod. @dancinginrainfall @yuracual @dominicc2 @clammyclams @chewy @karudi

2k23 PACK

came up with this idea yesterday while skating, hope you enjoy... ode to my future and american healthcare

http://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall

lyrics //
before i start particin' in drugs
im dropping off of the face of the planet 
hiding then dying like i was lyle stevik
before i ever start, i'll get the world to wake up
stop acting like god is here when trans people could die and 1 person would share their message
when your insurance runs out where will you head?
1000 for medicine, bitch you better check your checkings
im fucking set up, serotonin perplexed
and a day away from a headache permanently releasing tension
enter the broth, a thick potion of carcass
slick tasty and sweet but where's it sending me tomorrow?
there's a vegetable right next to me telling me i look sorrowful
it couldnt even speak, im hearing it through a hollow door
i pull their lights and i tell it to take a dream
benefit me and shut up, i eat whenever i please
your pleading is nothing short of a bark outside of a tree, one of many
silence, i got my mouth to feed

i like to skate and searching up wiki articles until my brain delays
analyzing the text of the forgotten and the slain
would i be like them? i never shyed away from saying things
that everyone thought but too much of a bitch to hit display
but fuck it, as long as i can live to make an impact
grabbing a blade and cutting on my body in a zig zag
taking a canon picture then posting it to my socials
so i can pop like toddlers to canisters filled with tic tacs
honest to god i'll kill myself over this music shit
if it means that i'll finally get the plays i wished
but then i wont see the faces of all whose listening
witness my face amiss

while im asleep, i gamble with the walls while seeing grins
head collision, im betting 20,000 that i'll hit
a bloody nose, concussion, a terrified look in vision
the people you love above you and a book full of regrets
this epilepsy will fuck with you
those doctors thinking bout how you had to pay out of pocket 200 just for the visit
listen, when you're gone just trust me, you'll never miss this
heaven or hell or neither is better, you know your mission

im still conflicted, page after page writing the same thing descriptive
i still dont believe it
how much convincing do i need, i need a new visit
to see if this feeling will stay...

an epileptic's prayer ◇ prod. miseryprism

sample: @rukiawaa - ¿͠ⁿ̯ıᵠнᵈǝҺ ʚ ıᵠɔоᵛоʚ ʷиɔɐᵈʞоᵘ ⁿ̯ɐʚɐɓ

lily

nineties movie ★★★ (prod broketeen aka me)

ep comin 2026

seen many faces, their gaze so distracting
im out of patience, i cant keep up acting
dissociated in walmart cant have it
down on the ground like im runnin to action
see yourself out of my way i need space
im movin with stealth just to get out this place
my health been slow draining, i see my own grave
but when im complaining all i see is hate
you movin so fake had to cut you out quick
im losin my pace, had to breathe in out in
im fiendin for fate to just give me a hint
i been up for days so u kno i cant quit
pain in my face watch the blood drain away
wake up today, its the same fuckin thing
claustrophobic in this head i cant think
nausea take over hunched over the sink
been hunched over the sink
countin the days since i been on the brink
10 different ways that id end it this week
and 10 different reasons ive wanted to leave
pill bottles on me, pharmacist thats for real
i need these to function so i can sit still
cant deal with the public id die on this hill
just write my thoughts down open fl and spill
inject me with iv lines into my veins
slow burn as the trauma just seeps in my brain
wrong turn, as i stumble im not walkin straight
and im not thinkin straight, i got nothin to gain
fuck, im tired, i cant be awake
its 3 in the mornin, im groggy and dazed
look into the mirror, and i see my face
i dont recognize it, i look so decayed

decay (prod drip-133)

@yuracual x @broketeen

merry christmas everyone, sry 4 dropping late i lost power

working on more ambient/intelligent
thank you

lullaby

beloved memory

insect control

@marky
outro by @spellscasted
https://soundcloud.com/broketeen/andragora

insect control

corrupted