Nice and noisy so far, that drum groove is tight as fuck, cool treatment for the vocals as well.

This is legitmately pretty good, its so easy to take something like this, mix it poorly and say its a "part of the vibe" but the track and mix are both very nice.

this is actually pretty dank mars volta vibes

i like how the song just get going immediately.


+lyrics+

At night I rest my head and close my eyes
Thinking bout the many ways that I could die

Maybe suicide? No I'll let that slide
Maybe I'll write this song instead

Could I kill you? Maybe I'll die soon
Maybe I'm too tired to

When I wash my face for the billionth time
I take a breath in, try to convince myself that I'm Normal
Normal am I normal will I ever be?

I'm so sick of my brain impacting everyone around me
So sick of being sick of my surroundings
Why does everybody change 
I know I'm sick
I know I am alone
I want to outside but this lockdown said "no"

Can't wash dishes without wanting to cry
Brain so evil, said i didn't do it right

I want to be normal
But I'm not. And maybe it's time I should move on 

But I can't
And I know that I'm sick
My brain does backflips in my skull 
And my parent say I "should get over it"
But I can't
I know that I am sick

Don't wanna be stupid but I am
I just wanna be loved please hold my hand
I'm growing tired doing everything I can

Cus I'm sick and I know it
I'm upset but Ill just never ever show it
Ill let you touch my stuff and leave it in a mess
At night I'll pay for it with rituals instead

I am so tired
And I know it
I feel so sick, but it's hard to ever show it

I am collapsing in the prison of my skull
My brains the crime offender trapped inside it's cell 

+chords+
A, a7, d, d7











I know that I am sick (demo never 2 b finished)

MUSIC VID: https://youtu.be/H_e2kvRVnKk

written and produced by Cosmic Lotteries

speak in tongues
exhausting the lungs
i'm the hangman but i'm the one that's posed to be hung
skin abates
falling away
making flesh bricks that stack on top this foundation laid

parquet foliage scrapes a bouquet
while the crawling stems search for rots they can pace
cancer in pales where the bottom feeders play
and your life keeps changing but your memory's the same

hempentwine is calling my name
but my spine is silly and won't keep in place
cross of ash
burned at the peak
a sacrifice of which the mute never speak
a talisman with clerical ream
a hyacinth of heretical greed
palimpsest while bearing a name 
that fell from the nail and unmarried my frame

Lethe

LYRICS:
Never had a closer friend
I may be non-Euclidian but you're indescribable

Your kind can't pronounce my name
but I hear yours and I'm aflame, it's uncontrollable

There's nothing I want to say
in the world more than that three-word phrase 
but it can't escape my lips

in your tongue it's just three words
but if I said them and you heard, oh how disastrous

those vibrations hit your ears
and your psyche disappears, it's simply maddening

why must emotions I show
be a truth that your kind should not know? 
should I let it leave my lips?

oh, how easy it's made to look when others like you
can profess remaining sane
but the mere revelation of the way that I feel
could be too much for your brain
cause I'm from the outer plane
oh take me, take me, take me

take me now, take me now, subcreature
take me, take me,
take me now, take me now, subcreature
take me, take me,
take me now, take me now, subcreature
take me, take me,
take me now, take me now, subcreature
take me, take me,

There's a being much like me
from beyond infinity, and they're a looker

heard them say the three-word phrase
and your brain is a-ok, oh, what an oddity

truths from the black cosmic depths 
which you took better than I'd expect
when they let it leave their lips

Could it have been me, oh, but
should it have been me? Why oh,
why did I not just say them to you?

Was it really so easy?
What am I, a moron? No,
You wouldn't have wanted that, would you?

I don't even know what I want
I don't even know what I want
I don't even know what I want
I don't even know what I want

Oh, how easy it's made...

TAKE ME NOW, SUBCREATURE!

was terrified to post this, i’m a beginner at music. thanku 4 listening anyways. (⁄ ⁄^⁄ᗨ⁄^⁄ ⁄)
song credit goes to laura les.

lyrics:

How to dress as human?
What, like a skirt and like, some heels?
Now I look stupid
Is this how every human feels?
Better go with Vans
I'm never gonna pass
I should stay home
Why did I make plans?

Drunk in the bathroom
Messing with my skirt
I got hair in my tights
And nothing in my shirt
If I paint on some lips
Will they come off with a kiss and tell? (and tell)

How to dress as human?
What, like a skirt and like, some heels?
Now I look stupid
Is this how every human feels?
Better go with Vans
I'm never gonna pass
I should stay home
Why did I make plans?

Drunk in the bathroom
Messing with my skirt
I got hair in my tights
And nothing in my shirt
If I paint on some lips
Will they come off with a kiss and tell? (and tell)

I'm never gonna pass
I should stay home
Why did I make plans?
Better go with Vans
I'm never gonna pass
I should stay home
Why did I make plans?
Better go with Vans
I'm never gonna pass
I should stay home
I'm never gonna pass
Better go with Vans
I'm never gonna pass
(And tell)

how to dress as human - laura les (cover)

got a long way to go..
how can I improve?? trying 2 take my art more seriously but everything is subjective and aaah! how do I know if I'm absolutely awful or if I'm ok ish.
still trying to finish writing this one... idk how 2 feel yet.

+LYRICS+
Observation day has now arrived
Im seeing Ozzy in the mirror 
Now I'm screaming for my life

Spend like 50 minutes showering to make sure I'm still fine
Water lemon juice 
One cut at a time

Yeah I tried to kill myself
But I'm thankful that I'm still alive now

thought that I was crazy
Guess the weed just brought out what was already in me

Why oh why oh why

Crazy Train looping in my brain it makes me feel so weak
And these aliens are listening 

Thought I got over it but then I try to sleep
Patiently waiting for the day they abduct me

I was emitted to a psychiatric hospital 
I couldnt pee unless my door was open

I was emitted to a psychiatric hospital 
Why do I feel so worthless

I will never be sick enough.
I will never be good enough.

Is it psychosis or have I gone stupid
Is my brain telling me what the real truth is
All I ever hear is Ozzy Osbournes fucking music

Happy then I'm sad then I'm angry we how I laugh at myself
Depressed now I'm mad crazy loving hungry bad tired 

+CHORDS+
it's G, A, C over n over again
capo on 2nd fret maybe?

observation day DEMO

bitterness

lyrics:


blood in water
looks like syrup in tears
all my problems get smarter
after all they’re still with me after after all these years
showering forever
washing all the dirt from my hair and my body and my mind and my thoughts cause i am
scared of the outcomes
so i never do a nything anymore

anymore


dropped in the water
and im such a lousy swimmer too
no one ever taught me
so i had to be my own teacher and know me you
drowning isn’t funny neither is abuse
so is understanding things that hurts to this day 
like drowning in waters or knowing that either way

whatever i do  my brain is a bomb
ticking and tocking like a threatening clock
knowing i’ve hurt once wont go away
it continues to hurt to this very day


syrup on pancakes
looks like blood on my thighs
spongebob bandaids and lots of asking why
boxcutter slitting and bad decisions  like temporary relaxation that doesn’t really do it anyways

so i go to other things to distract from feeling shit
like reaching out to people even though i barely do it
going from a womb to a tomb in a crazy short amount of time
is the stresfactor thats been tearing at me all my life

all the things i want to do
all the things i dont have time for 
all the people i could be
but i only have one life so

see ya sometime when im dead
ill be ghosty girl instead
feeling clean and being scar-free
being happy in the end

Syrup On Pancakes

Song is by Billy Cobb
Album is Zerwee pt. 2
just uploading these in pieces for playlists and such, none of this is mine
www.youtube.com/user/shadyentertainer
@omancesntead
twitter.com/cobbtimus_prime
Buy Link: fanlink.to/zerwee2

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