i miss you, im sorry

Definitely more of an idea than a 'demo', I'm certainly not planning on doing anything with this I just thought I'd post it up because yolo right?

Through The Universe (Bedroom Demo)

sometimes it's hard to even imagine a bright side

Ya girl got herself hurt and wrote a song about it.

I hope you had your fun
Hope you enjoyed your stay
Cos you weren’t here for long
Just a detour on the way
I hope you find your person
That you’re supposed to find
I hope you find the courage
To see things through next time

(Pre chorus)
And I’ve been coping, thanks for asking.
My days have been long because they’re lacking
You

(Chorus)
It’s okay if you hurt my feelings,
I’m miserable anyway.
It’s okay if you break my heart 
if the Universe wants it that way.
See? I can be cool. I can be casual.
Everything is just fine.
It’s okay if you hurt my feelings,
One day I’ll be alright.
Alright, alright, alright.

I should have been more careful
You could have let me know
That you would disappear 
As fast as the day grows old
I knew I fell too deep
While you were too scared to dip your feet
Now I’m left with lonely nights
And missing you in my sleep

Pre chorus
Chorus

And here I thought you don’t play games.
I walked on eggshells but you hurt me just the same.

Chorus

Alright, Okay

This is a cover of the song "Smile" - one my favorite songs written by Charlie Chaplin.

Smile (Cover)

Love is a Laserquest - Arctic Monkeys (cover)

privet

this was inspired by herbert marcuse, burnout, and 7th chords

lyrics:
one-dimensional man
you're gonna carry that weight
clock in, clock out
eight hours straight

a chance, a feelin'
makes you feel so small
a chance at healin'
to walk away from it all

one-dimensional man
how long will you wait?
get ahold of yourself now
come on before it's too late

a chance, a feelin'
makes you feel so small
a chance at healin'
to walk away from it all

written and produced by: koko quilatan
gear used: squier II stratocaster, yamaha bb434, roland saturn 09, ableton live

bandcamp: https://www.okkoko.bandcamp.com
soundcloud: https://www.soundcloud.com/okkoko
ig: https://instagram.com/kokoquilatan
portfolio: https://okkokomusic.carrd.co
email (business inquiries): okkokomusic@gmail.com

one-dimensional man

"Mishmash"

Song written, produced and mixed entirely by me,

Lyrics:

after so long a little break
gave me my sanity back
and dont feel guilty
for trying to escape 
reality sometimes

it was so fun while it lasted
so let's make some new plans
let's go around the world
or at least around town    

the loneliness dragged me down
but you were there to pick me up

some thoughts drain my energy so fast
but i guess that's okay
it's fuel for my art 

there's always a bright side
change your perception, 
and life will become your playgroud

Mishmash

reflection upon the occurrence of my existence of 21 years

2000 (demo)

I'm Alex, but you might know me as Cosmic Skeptic, Casualex, that guy who looks like Norman Bates, or Papa Zeus.

alexoconnormusic@gmail.com
https://twitter.com/cosmicskeptic

Through The Universe (Bedroom Demo)

Alex J. O'Connor