i try to walk away, i could never escape
if love could find it's place, second chance

although i love the shade, there's comfort in the rain
i try to hide the pain, second chance

when love is washed away, and you process all your rage
there's beauty in your fame, second chance

took advantage of your pain, you said you did the same
selfishly in vein, second chance

if this is dumb, then you should go somewhere else
i don't want a second chance, you can go straight to hell
and i don't want another wish, cause my heart's in the well
and I'm gonna stay inside, keep my body in the shell

i've got this blood on my shirt, i still can't wash it away
i been rubbin so damn hard but I'm still left with a stain
no matter how hard that i try to run, I'm caught in the rain
i can never leave my problems without facing the shame
sometimes i speak out of turn, when i say go, i mean stay
i put my hand in the sky, the clouds will not go away
she put her hand on my heart, promised to not go astray

i believed her, considerin' her thoughts and her demeanor
i should treat her, every now and then a people pleaser
i can't leave her, bounded by her wings and angel features
i fantasized about the woman who dressed like a teacher
in love with every lesson, i worked so hard just to please her
carried wisdom like athena
inspiring, a leader
she had problems with her features
i just wanted you to see her
maybe you could reach her
beg her for forgiveness
i never needed chances, so i, don't know what this is
i'm, all alone, and i'm turning, materialistic
more focused on this vivienne, instead of on the women

the absence of a lover, has left me, with only jewelry
i might look my best, but in these eyes, you can see fury
i'm covered in this stress, but it's disguised with all my beauty
i know it don't seem wise, but i can't find another, truly

the angels came from sadness, i'm destined for the planets
still don't have another chance, i don't know what the plan is
i'm reachin out to all these girls, who don't know how to manage
the things that come with change, cause i'm steadily expandin
at least i'm trying to, cause she broke my heart and vanished
i thought angels were a blessin, why she leave me damaged?
how can i compare her to, a love that needed chances?
why'd i touch the well, if it ain't give me no more chances?
did you see how good you had it?
life gave you them chances
i swear i couldn't stand it
used to live in color till my chemical romanced it
you get to live a life where you don't have to fight for chances

you don't have to be in love, you don't rely on higher powers
you don't have to pray to god, it don't hurt when you dishonest
you don't ever have to answer, you don't care about your promise

the one you made ten years ago, when we was far from flawless
when i wasn't in space, wasn't focused on the comets
the only stars around were in your eyes and where your heart is
it's sad to see that you and i were left with no more options

at least i can acknowledge
i was down for you, yeah
i gave you the second chance, what was wrong with me, yeah
favors weren't returned, i lived without you, instead
although my heart has moved on, i think about what you said
every word that pierced my soul, you twist my heart til it bled

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