cool song from the time where i was always really manic and jd was there to keep me sane. 
recorded by jd 2021-08-08
@jdjd52 @lllovbug
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[kx]
living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me
living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me

i dont like to cut but
i wanna feel the pain
i dont like to feel it
but it reminds me
that i am alive and
that im okay
am i really okay
i dont know yet
everyone just sleeps so
im so used to it
i feel like im deceased the way that they all just look past and
i dont really get it
why cant you just look at me
and i dont really get it
why cant you just talk to me

living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me
living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me

[jd]
you told me that i talk too much
or i thought too much
or i love too much okay
had your trust n then i fucked it up
i dont trust enough
id do anything to be okay
n to be honest ya i need u now more than ever
n truthfully it sucks that we cant be together
i wish i could make you stay
i wish i could make you stay
or just had another day
or just had another day
ok like fuck it im the bad guy
i dont even care anymore
i did that thing again where i lied
think ive become to much to bear anymore
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i struggled with this track, mixing jds part originally, which is why i didnt post our version together, we joked around and i poked fun at his og mix lmaoooo, thought i'd post now that i know roughly how to mix. releasing this version on user because I broke things off with his friends awfully and don't want to be disrespectful by posting on my page. originally off my ep shattered tears, long gone now though. ill probably release the solo version on my page later though. just wanted this up here cuz i love his verse. 
EDIT: i probably wont drop the solo version, its not the same w/o him

cutz (ft. jd) [prod. lovbug]

artemys - kick back [nox, saiko]

original by the beautiful @bedhead2001
this song means a lot 2 me im so happy i cud cover it

Glory Glory! (rit Cover)

@0k1ro
@votekk

Track 6 <3 i would wait forever just to be here when ur gone

Ur Enough [K1ro x Votekk]

idfk how to make beats anymore lol these r all super old. dm on discord if u wanna use any of these ig

1. solo 
2. + @xkog4mi @i437
3. + @youremygoodkarma
4. + @xkog4mi
5. + @svapnaa

cosmik clips 2 [+ kogami, lurv, arrant, svapna]

prod https://soundcloud.com/asurxh?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
https://soundcloud.com/negativecreeper?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

(Lyrics) 
Keep on looking away I don’t wanna see your face 
You promised that you would stay 
but now you walk in shame 
I kno u wanna be the same but I had to change 
Blood filling up my pockets 
Going up bby you cannot stop it 
These haters be like flies 
the way they dropping out the sky 
I can’t feel the ground beneath my feet 
I won’t make a sound the green speaks4me
Like stars in the sky I wanna gleam
Bury me in the smoke till I can’t see 
I lie awake all night I don’t wanna dream 
I wanna live that shit till I can’t breathe 
Ghostface on me bby don’t scream 
Looking at me funny cs i party like mf freak

Ghostface (asurah X Negative.creeper)

stream: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5TRELohu6tdUmSdE9GzYS0?si=UnwKwmPQQLu_CoshUsxB-w

Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay

I hate it when my hands start shaking
And I hate it when the faces start changing
Yeah, the money come around and they start hating
And the cracks start to show, yeah it's breaking

Yeah, me and my bros speeding through the red lights
Bitch go 300, yeah that shit flies

Yeah, stay with my day ones
You couldn't do what we done
Yeah, lil' bitch you no one

Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay
Yeah, okay

But sometimes, the pressure gets to my chest
And I can't seem to get no rest
I could never fuck with the fake shit, yuh
Say it to my face lil' bitch, fuck that shit that's it