my first album 

with guest vocals from @rit_hk @svapnaa @experiencer01 @daycares

featuring produciton from @texxuu @oiwassupp @i437 @svapnaa @hrtshpdbd @kyoakyo

cover art by https://cryingstatic.tumblr.com/

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stardust

Time Waster #itsyoubitch (ilybeam)

prod @prodjayysoul @atmxsss
featuring @xxomm

lyrics:

[sheap]
i been thru alot i can tell ur pretending 
act like i dont notice but u rly think ur fooling me
cross my heart with silver chains i dont think ur getting me
act like i dont notice all the hurt bae pls js stay w me
i will not forget all the times u were there for me
switching up on me still i hope u always stay w me
stab me in the back jus as long as u are there for me
dont wanna let go of all the memories u made w me

cross my heart w silver chains
n it burns at the thought of u
tryna look for a silver lining 
something tht i can hold onto
n i act like i dont notice when u hurt me 
ill jus let it go

[xxomm]
been a long time since i seen you
why you askin me for help i dont wanna meet you
perkys callin on my phone i cannot agree too
if you disrespect the gang you gon end up see through

and she callin on my phone but i cannot answer
and i got them twin chops turn you to a dancer
tryna look for help, but i cannot find it no no no
i cannot find it whoa oh oh

[sheap]
its been such a long time since ive seen ur face
n i think its time tht ive seen u again
its a silver lining the sun shine at ur face
n i think its time tht ive seen u again
been such a long time since ive seen ur face
see u again
been such a long time since ive seen ur face

silver lining +xxomm (jayysoul atmxs)

swervin in and out of my fucking lane
taking pills w my soda cause i feel insane 
its knda fun livng life when no one knows your name 
cause when u die everythng goes on just the same

got it burnt nto my braiin like a tatoo 
i did everythng i could cause i have to
part of me wishes that i never met u 
part of me wishes that i could forget you 
but its all the same

sleep all damn day just to numb the paiin 
feel just liike shiit all fucking day
jusst sleep restart like yesterday 

ill take iit off the shelf just to have it
everybody leaviing me behiind and i dont get it 
they dont wanna talk to me because i just dont fiit n 
at all

I been drinkiing hella liquor to get sicker
droppiin in the pills n my driink get thicker 
i dont give a fuck abt u or ur mister 
hhh

swervin in and out of my fucking lane
taking pills w my soda cause i feel insane 
its knda fun livng life when no one knows your name 
cause when u die everythng goes on just the same

got it burnt nto my braiin like a tatoo 
i did everythng i could cause i have to
part of me wishes that i never met u 
part of me wishes that i could forget you 
but its all the same

sleep all damn day just to numb the paiin 
feel just liike shiit all fucking day
jusst sleep restart like yesterday 

ill take iit off the shelf just to have it
everybody leaviing me behiind and i dont get it 
they dont wanna talk to me because i just dont fiit n 
at all

I feel insane (prod. sunrisess x pitfall)

corpse unrecognizable

Laying in my bed,
Staring at the sky while the rain falls red,

And I guess, it wasn't what you meant
but I still fell apart like freshly baked bread

I can't get you out of my head
I can't get the scent of you off of my bed
So lately girl I haven't even slept
I'm dropping everything just to forget why I'm here

I wish that it was more clear
I wish that I could be apart of your life for more time
I know I'm not important
I know I can't afford this pain stuck on my mind

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry


I bought you flowers, 
you left them without water
i hurt for hours you never cared to check up

And your last message, that text i know you meant it
i'm so demented
you're full of lies and evil scented

I bought you flowers, 
you left them without water
i hurt for hours you never cared to check up

And your last message, that text i know you meant it
i'm so demented
you're full of lies and evil scented

you're full of lies and evil scented

you're full of lies and evil scented

I wish that it was more clear
I wish that I could be apart of your life for more time
I know I'm not important
I know I can't afford this pain stuck on my mind

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry

iCry (drma & mcx)

valentina (vinagradov)

survival +eczotic (spotify)

feyworldd w/ sylveon「kyoa」

dark secrets 「heartshapedbed」

ft @svapnaa @experiencer01
prod me and @svapnaa

just keep moving w/ svapna + experiencer「cosmik x svapna」

apart「lurv」

back to hell w/ rit「texxu x oiwa」

mix + prod @f6ne

lyrics:

took 2 tablets now im back at it
and im not average i got bad habits
im falling backwards in an ash catcher
the waters black but i got bottles full of magic

i was on a round trip flight to heaven
but the flight attendant was a red devil
im just tryna reach the next level
but im gon be dead nah my body's no temple

my hobbies are dreadful
drugs in my head yeah im always forgetful
months i have spent wishing i was successful

you dont gotta test me im not made of fent bro
haven't been resting might be going mental

nxt lvl (prod. 1fern)

Lyrics:

The more we push
The more we pull apart
Stay close, don’t go far away
You’re all I ever waited for
Don’t go far away

Oh, I can’t stop crying, oh
Don’t let go, cause I’ll break once more, oh
Oh no, no, no 
Don’t go yeah
Oh no, no, no, no
Don’t go yeah

Please don’t go
Don’t go away far
Please stay close
I need you in my arms
Don’t go, oh
Don’t go away so easy
Don’t go
Don’t go

I said don’t go (don’t go)
Can’t stop hurting so I won’t go (won’t go)
I hate how this ends
And I’m crying cause you wanna let go

If I could make us run away (oh, yeah yeah)
If I could make you change your mind one day

I need you be my side
I cannot go without you all night
Maybe I think I’m losing my mind
Twenty missed calls, pick up next time
I never meant to hurt you
Life goes on, but I’m bleeding
Oh, I’m bleeding baby

Please don’t go
Don’t go away far
Please stay close
I need you in my arms
Don’t go, oh
Don’t go away so easy
Don’t go
Don’t go

You’re out of sight
But it doesn’t feel right
Now I’m living in fear
That you won’t make any time
That this will be
Your actual last night

Oh, I can’t stop crying, oh
Don’t let go, cause I’ll break once more, oh
Oh no, no, no 
Don’t go yeah
Oh no, no, no, no
Don’t go yeah

Please don’t go
Don’t go away far
Please stay close
I need you in my arms
Don’t go, oh
Don’t go away so easy
Don’t go
Don’t go

DON'T GO

she/her

everything by me unless stated otherwise

@feywinter

feyworldd w/ sylveon「kyoa」

cosmik

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