Lyrics:
Won't regret, bitch, pop you every second.
I might get you fucked up, have your scars get to pending.
I am not so fine, why the hell am I pretending?
Still not gonna die, they can't bring me to the dead end.
You ripped my fucking life, everything but my damn freedom.
Now I've turned into a zombie, got the blood right in my pupils.
Get to bleeding, have your brain and face be weeping.
Bitch, don't cry, you fucking demon.
They turned on me, burned on me.
They might smoke on my death when I'll be sleeping.
Dreamed about suicide, bitched at that.
Killed everyone, you can look at my stats.
No one in here can break up my path.
Still on the way to lavish real fast.
Try to tempt me, you might need a cast.
Stomp on your head, turn it into ash.
Loving my present, can't fuck with my past.
Everything was dead, my life was crashed.
Heavy, I be feeling heavy.
Done with it already.
Pop you like confetti.
Got you looking hairy.
Feel like I'm a fairy.
Ripping teeth so daily.
Morphed up like I'm Eddie.
Keep it fucking steady.

Blood was on my arm, had to dry it out.
Blood was on my arm, had to dry it out.
Blood was on my arm, had to dry it out, ayy

Blood was on my neck, had to try it out, ayy.
Felt so damn betrayed, had to cry it out, ayy.
Had me in a room, got the demons out my mouth, ayy.
Had to change up and made a damn zombie sound, ayy.
Dealt with people that was so unreal to me, uh.
Month after month, I jus had to get new dreams, uh.
If they try to ruin, I'll fuck them up and make them scream, uh.
Get them all ripped up like my fucking jeans, uh.

DRY.EM.OUT (prod. BOWSY)

we took a total of 6 years to produce, write, and record this track (production and writing took less than a year mind you...). enjoy our first track together as SKY (special kind of youth) <3 lyrics below:

[VERSE 1]
Know it’s been 2 years
Since we last spoken
Gotta understand 
Baby we were children
I ain’t got nothing on you
Not tryna get us back together, no

You been doing you 
I’ve been taking my time
Proud of us for sticking it, kicking it
Baby we doing alright
Kinda miss you, not gonna lie
Kinda miss us, all the time
But I don’t need that 
I don’t want that, I don’t want you back but

[PRE-CHORUS 1]
It was good while lasted
Baby with you, with you, with you
It was good while we had it
Baby it’s true, it’s true, it’s true
And I like that, I like that, I like that 
About us
Glad we had that, had that, had that
About us

[PRE-CHORUS 2]
So long as you’re happy baby
And settled for nothing less
What works for you 
And what doesn’t 
What you must do
And what you musn’t 
Hope you found what you 
Were looking for before we parted
Thank you for giving me your time 

[CHORUS]
Gone are the days 
I had you come over 
Us and the world 
That’s all i remember
Taking it back 
To our adventures
Doing it doing it right 
Yeah yeah yeah 
Figured it out 
That you weren’t my centre 
Putting us down 
Was harder than ever 
look at us now 
Doing better than better 
At least we did it right

[VERSE 2: RAP]

Up and down, tides
Been a wild ride
You were always by my side
As a matter of fact, lets. hit. rewind.

Nothin but the wind, and the sun, in my face
and my hands, on your waist, and my eyes, in your gaze
But i know, this place, could never, replace
the number of days, we spent, away (away away)
We would drift off into lover land
The rule of romance and red roses: an upper-hand
Time, and space, were strangers
But the thorns, on a rose, meant danger

Even tho the end, came, calling us, back home
I would say, what we did, was the right call
Doin' the right thing
Picking the right song
Talkin' while i'm listening
Loving me for so long
You were you and i was i
So we tried, to find,
a line, so fine,
Thought i was blind
Lost on, memory lane, i go, insane
but you remain, and i breathe again
We did it right

[BRIDGE] 
You were you 
And i was i 
couldn't work 
Though we tried 
Us and the world 
Thats all we knew of
Takes me right back 
I know we left it 
Quite badly 
Hurt us
Unexpectedly
But the truth of the matter 
Don’t matter who’s better 
At least we did it right

[CHORUS]
Gone are the days 
I had you come over 
Us and the world 
That’s all i remember
Taking it back 
To our adventures
Doing it doing it right 
Yeah yeah yeah 
Figured it out 
That you weren’t my centre 
Putting us down 
Was harder than ever 
look at us now 
Doing better than better 
At least we did it right

do it right | SKY

i cry my eyes out, i feel inside out (s)
i'm all alone holding my fuckin phone (in)

no one is with me anymore (lo)
life feels like a chore (de)
when is this all over
wanna get to my room, close the door (an)

how do i get out of bed 
when you're stuck in, my head~ 
why should i get up instead
rather be on, my bed~ (la)

wish you and i was thing 
wish i can give you a ring (ph)
wish i can give you a ring (mn)
wash my face up at the sink 

its been a long time since i cried
i wannna fall asleep but you're always on my mind
its been a long time since i cried
i wannna fall asleep but you're always on my mind

i never wanted christmas without you (you~)
i never said goodbye so see you soon (soon~)
dont wanna let it go, i love you (i love you~)
i said i do so come, /love me soon/ (soon~)

i never wanted christmas without you (you~)
i never said goodbye so see you soon (soon~)
dont wanna let it go, i love you (i love you~)
i said i do so come, /love me soon/

woke up, in a haze, oh wait, all a fake
pillow's like a lake
now to clean my face oh wait, cant be late (sc)
now dont need to catch a bus (r)
total mess i'm full of lust

im waitin on you oh oh
im waitin on you

i can't fall asleep
and i dont wanna be awake (in)
all i see's the world's fake
only you and me it's fate

my heart is in your hands
and i dont wanna/gotta ask again
grow old until very the end
and i'll say it again, again, again, again
i do

its been a long time since i cried
i wannna fall asleep but you're always on my mind
its been a long time since i cried
i wannna fall asleep but you're always on my mind

i never wanted christmas without you (you~)
i never said goodbye so see you soon (soon~)
dont wanna let it go, i love you (i love you~)
i said i do so come, /love me soon/ (soon~)

i never wanted christmas without you (you~)
i never said goodbye so see you soon (soon~)
dont wanna let it go, i love you (i love you~)
i said i do so come, /love me soon/

wthoutyou (Prod. IOF)

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In a world marked by division, isolation, and loneliness, we are a people in desperate need of radical love and connection in the ordinary parts of our lives and world. Join us at Midtown for our new teaching series entitled Won’t You Be My Neighbor?: Radically Ordinary Hospitality, as we go on a spiritual journey of exploration, mining the riches of Jesus’ life and teaching to explore the radical practice of neighboring and examining the ways that this ancient and timeless practice can get us caught up in the present work of the Kingdom of God in our own time. Together we’ll challenge the prevalent culture of division by emphasizing the importance of building authentic relationships across societal boundaries, provide practical guidance on fostering a sense of community in our homes and world, examine how to break down walls of hostility that isolate and divide, and ultimately combat the epidemic of loneliness through intentional acts of kindness and inclusion, that all people might come to a knowledge of their identities as beloved children of God and might experience His love and grace in their own lives.

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1. “I grew up in the ghetto, and I did not have a positive opinion of police officers. Policeman were siccing dogs and water hoses on people.” - François Clemmons, Interview With StoryCorps
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4. "A house show feels like a true faith community…The lead singer is less than two feet away from thirty people who are screaming the same thing. Punk rock teaches the same inversion of power as the Gospel. You learn that the coolest thing about having a microphone is turning it away from your own mouth.” -Julien Baker, Interview with the New Yorker
5. “We choose: we follow the dragon and his beasts along their parade route, conspicuous with the worship of splendid images, elaborated in mysterious symbols, fond of statistics, taking on whatever role is necessary to make a good show and get the applause of the crowd in order to access power and become self-important. Or we follow the Lamb along a farmyard route, worshiping the invisible, listening to the foolishness of preaching, practicing a holy life that involves heroically difficult acts that no one will ever notice, in order to become, simply, our eternal selves in an eternal city. It is the difference between wanting to use people around us to become powerful and entering into covenants with the people around us so that the power of salvation extends into every part of the neighborhood, the society, and the world that God loves.” -Eugene Peterson, Reversed Thunder

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wthoutyou (Prod. IOF)

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