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Old days

VIDDIE CHUNGA

produced by @rolodos 
mixed by @yjf_beats

all your fault +rolodos

prod. nxcturnal
mix/master/vox [blvckehart, vqcant]



love you guys 

lyrics:
You choose a gray love
Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, but it's all in your mind
I sleep with my pain in my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Staring my death
Straight in the face
Gaze off the bridge with the pain in my brain
Signal is switched off to powerless
Showering down
Shroud full of darkness
Hourglass pourin'
Hoping my life would not jump off that terrace
Hoping my life would not break off in edges
Loosing my sanity, panicking
Praying for something to take me to heaven
But God isn't answering
Where is our God?
Where is my feelings they're all fucking gone
Trapped in my mind but I'm so fucking lost
Hopeless demoted
My shit's fucking blowing the pot up and open
Hoping my life doesn't end with the barrel or potions
Nauseous
I'm slumping my posture is gone with my happiness

I need some help with the way that I'm running my life
I need some sleep when I go lay in bed every night
Insomniac pledging his life towards a dream
Hoping my mind would connect all the seams
Split and I'm fraying
Decaying enslaved in a wave of dysphoria
Uh
Wake up to nothing my days push together
Evading my room wit my pain on my sweater
Chasing my mind and a dream
I won't have either they both always leaving
Beating my fists to the wall
Blood on knuckles to stop what I've thought
Tears on my face
Dead in my brain
There is no point to keep rapping this way
Killing myself through these words
Tired of trying to help all the hurting

Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, But it's all in your mind
I sleep with the pain and my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Black and shameful
Gray Love
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You choose the gray love
The black and shameful

GRAY LOVE w/ blvckehart

Rizz's Revenge! (Prod.NeighbouR)

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I-Stein

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beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rlHyHfLLTcg

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