"connect" produced by @recyclexbin & @taylor
Performed/Written by @counterxo

connect

connect (recyclebin + taylor morgan)

"WHEREVER THIS FLIGHT TAKES ME" the official album
performed/written by @counterxo
artwork done by @counterxo

with speical guests!
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@kirenoomstar
@dreamworldtony
@toxin_brewer
@spaceboyry

heartbreak prone (sterm)

"matters to me" produced by @prodsoma

Performed/Written by @counterxo

matters to me

matters to me (soma)

"hard to forget" produced by @pyu
Performed/Written by @counterxo

hard to forget

hard to forget (meta)

"just our luck" produced by @hartfxlt & @1akura

Performed/Written by @counterxo

just our luck

just our luck (hartfxlt + akura)

"you've got my soul" produced by @envy1uv
Performed/Written by @counterxo

(Lyrics)

Why can’t you see?
I always freeze when you say you love me
It’s never easy to say if I’ll leave 
Just hold my hand girl you gotta believe that
This is what it feels like 
To be lovebound
On those long summer nights 
I need you around
Only if it feels right
If you’re still down
So much love inside those eyes
Got my soul now

Cant believe this
You got my soul now
Guess I took the risk
You got my soul now
Yeah you took your pick
You got my soul now
Girl you got your wish
You got my soul now

Been waiting to say how I feel
I can see it in your eyes this is real
Been waiting to see if we’ve healed
My hearts only half of the deal

I might put a ring on it
Hold up girl I still want it
Buy matching designer in the spot so we can both flaunt it
You can take the uber there, I’ll meet you downtown
It’s getting hard to breath when you’re around
Cause my heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall

you've got my soul

you've got my soul (envy1uv)

"the words that never came out" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo & @h3artch3rades

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT

the words that never came out

the words that never came out w/ h3artch3rades (counter)

"you can tell me" produced by @hartfxlt

Performed/Written by @counterxo

you can tell me

you can tell me (hartfxlt)

"now what?" produced by @pw4prez

Performed/Written by @counterxo

now what?

now what? (sochi)

"come back at dawn" produced by @yashio20k & @neohnq

Performed/Written by @counterxo

come back at dawn (yashio + neohn)

"cost of life" produced/mixed by @benjithemachine & @gaugemountedthisone

Performed/Written by @counterxo

cost of life (benjithemachine + gauge)

"see you one last time" produced by @jun12s
Performed/Written by @counterxo

see you one last time (candle)

"downhill from here" produced by @neohnq

Performed/Written by @counterxo & @s0lemn

downhill from here w/ s0lemn (neohn)

"leave that behind you" produced by @alfiesnapped & @dami4k
Performed/Written by @counterxo & @xxomm

right here w/ xxomm (alfie snapped + dami4k)

"find out" produced by @8chzfondqkhd & @ripwarheart
performed/written by @counterxo

I SHOULD'VE BEEN THERE FOR YOU

find out

find out (dec3m + warheart)

"I should've been there for you" produced by @alijah4k
performed/written by @counterxo

I should've been there for you

i should've been there for you (alijah4k)

"deserve this" produced by @prod_acu @prodpawl4k & @azami37

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(Lyrics)
I’m so cold, alone 
I don’t feel like I have grown
The parts I hate about myself are making themselves known 
I can’t fold, I won’t
I can’t turn off the phone
When I look into the mirror it’s like all my flaws are shown  
What did I do to deserve what I’ve been through?
Need an answer, cause I put my trust in you.
Is it over for me too?
I wish I knew
Cause I don’t and I have no clue
Need an answer, cause I have to find what’s true
Is there hope for something new?

All the pain and misery
Is this what you want for me?
tried so hard to push through stress so much I had to grit my teeth
All the strain and history
Sometimes I can’t even breathe
Went too far and did my best but in the end what do I see?
Nothing at all
I came all this way just to fall
So much I could say, I just wait and rot away
Do you hear my call?

deserve this (acu + pawl4k + azami)

"broken heart effect" produced by @pyu
Performed/Written by @counterxo

broken heart effect (meta)

"miss this high" produced by @dollfacexxx
Performed/Written by @counterxo

miss this high

miss this high (dollface)

"no defense" produced by @spaceboyry & me
Performed/Written by @counterxo & @s0lemn

(Lyrics)

(counter)
Take my breath away,
I can’t ignore that it was us till death, remember when we swore?
It’s hurt me as you left you dropped both of our hearts to the floor, someone has to clean up
Cause the fragments of us from before 
mattered to me so I can’t afford to lose you again, It makes no sense.
I trusted you with no defense.

(s0lemn)
ion wana change ill die where im at ,
drop another pill im high where im at 
outside where u at ?
i was feelin 4 u til i got attached ,
would it evr b the same if i came back ?
wait , ion want that
nevr told u wat i wanted2 
im js sry tht i lost u .
i think ima back down . i feel like im fading 
im tellin u rn ,ik tht u h8 me
i promise 2 let go , the second u save me
im falling 2 slow , i wish i was faking .

(counter)
Sent a text and I called but I still got nothing.
I’m so confused girl my heads still buzzing.
I try to not care, but the pain keeps crushing me.
Why would you leave?
Believe in me.

no defense w/ s0lemn (spaceboyry + counter)

"if I can't cry" produced by @luckeyknows @mental & @akasukii

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
I used to feel pain
I used to feel alive
I used to feel like the rain hit me like some blunted knives
Nothing hits the same
There’s nowhere to confide
Say I’ve been acting strange lately, hate that you’re so right
I can’t put up a fight
I think I lost my sight
I need the tough of light
My chest is getting tight
I hollowed my own heart for this life
I’ve calcified, can I tell you that?

If I can’t cry can you please be my eyes?
I’ve numbed what’s inside need my soul to revive
There’s no hope inside my eyes 
I’m glad that you stuck right by my side
I’m too broken to tell a lie 
I pushed you away as I crystallized, cause it’s suicide
Is there another way?

Don’t think I’m a victim, I’m sorry
Cause I didn’t listen to you and it scarred me
I don’t mind being this alone cause I’ve hardly healed, but it’s fine, cause there still is a heartbeat
If I get out of this I promise not become this again
Had some feelings come around, they didn’t stick, they came and went
I gotta keep my head down, it’s so much different than back then
Like a voodoo doll the thing that’s killing me’s my only friend

if i can't cry (luckey + mental + akasuki)

"what i did wrong" produced by @1dec
Performed/Written by @counterxo

what i did wrong (dec)

"have to confess" produced by @symelz
Performed/Written by @counterxo

have to confess (symelz)

"stand out" produced by @kashik05
Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)

You play too much
But I know it’s hard to say what you mean
There ain’t no rush
Gotta play my part gotta a lot to redeem
I need your touch
Cause you’ve got my heart, with you we’re a team
Told you from the start, this is more than it seems

You got it, you locked me in
I bought it, now let’s begin
I took your hand as a gift from above
Can we have this dance? Let’s embrace this love
I swear that we’d perfect if I just changed a bit
It’s not fair but I know its still worth it cause we’re perfectly fit
Can’t bare to see you with a person that doesn’t commit
I care
You stand out from the crowd, you’re rare

Put some new vetemants on you
Yeah you know that’s the least I could do 
Fuck a price tag swipe on those shoes 
Fuck up one bag, you fuck up two
Cause you got my heart locked with the truth
In my bag got the key to yours too
We can’t lose

I was out there on the road, my life got outta control
I’m sorry that I never found the time to let you know 
But you know that i still care, you can find me anywhere 
Even when im gone i know you’re still out there

stand out (kashik)

"seen what happens" produced by @luckeyknows & @prodjayysoul

Performed/Written by @counterxo

seen what happens

seen what happens (luckey + jayysoul)

"kept our promise" produced by @adrienciel
Performed/Written by @counterxo

kept our promise

kept our promise (adrienciel)

"whatever's left" produced by @1dec
"hold it together" produced by @1dec @dimpleb & @backxster
Performed/Written by @counterxo

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