counter more like sl-ounter (slay + counter)

@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
..
@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

"these tired eyes" produced by @shikaiii
Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
I think I lost track 
killed all the dreams I brought
they fade to black
still focused on what’s lost, not what I have 
We’ll wonder what it costs to get that back
Everything I’m not is why this baggage hurts to drag
I need to know what’s coming next cause I’ve watched it shatter beneath my steps
I’m haulting, I’m stalling, I can’t move yet
I still feel the tension in my chest cause 
I watch as the sun falls through these tired eyes
I’ve seen it all 
There’s no goodbyes, just some more missed calls
Why do I try?

If I could go back in time
would I fix all my mistakes?
could I ever toe the line?
would the new me fold and break?
Would I ever see a sign of the version that I hate?
Even if it seems benign, I know there’s a lot at stake
Stars disappear one by one
Look in the mirror, what have I become?
I’m anxious with fear from the things that I’ve done
Can’t cry, save the tears for when I can’t run

these tired eyes (!yukik0)

prod by tha goattt ( @cr1siss )

special thanks to plec0 and min for hoppin on so quick🙂

lyrix:

[slasher]
yea i stay wit a drac
fw me u get shot in tha face
i aint scared to put him in his place 
i wnt do a verse unless u pay

i got addicted to these drugs
dnt b flexin cuz well make u giv it up
yk i keep tht choppa tucked
shoot his hed put his body in the trunk

[plec0]
in the truuuuunk 
ok ok lets go 
out in public 
off the shrooms 
popped a bean 
im moving slow
bitch I popped another 3 
we smoking green 
hella trees 
quit actin like u on my team 
bitch im posted w my brothers alright
we locked in like its the embassy 
we do this all the time 
huh 
u wanna beef w us 
do u wna die 
like b fr 
r u switching sides

[slasher]
sumtimes  idk wut to say to u
dnt b yellin at me yk i been busy gettin paper
n yk id do anything for u
i missed ur call but yk imma hitchu ltr

high as shit wit my stick
bullets cut him up like paper
i been gettin hella bread
i been ballin like tha lakers
hella choppas in tha shed
we could send u to ur maker

ur a loser i dnt like u
i keep a pole but 
yk tht i can fight too
i take wut i want 
n i do everything i like to do

[jack]
pockets fat diagnosed wit type 2

trynna find tha right wrds to say
oo u like to play wit my heart
am i a game to u?
this is how it is
is tht ok wit u?
im better off luvin me
than hating u

i got a munny fetish
n theyre paying me
spread spread spread
could u taste it too
so much bread bread bread
its amazing me
me n all my brothers
who gon cater too

she keep wanting to know wut im on
how they gon steal my swag
water it down
i planted tha fukin seeds
n i watered em up
im havin narcotix
i bought em in bulk

offa 7o stuck in tha middle
my hed up in tha clouds like a missle
im all up in tha back of her mouth
like wisdom teeth
i prefer my sodas a lil bitter

[minoko]
i luv bread i luv green
he talkin crazy yuh put him onna tee
like whatchu mean bro?
btch ur js a free throw
yea youll nvr win
its gon stay at 3-0

trynna say sum sht i dnt feel it
igot wok up in my cup then i spilled it
u a fake bro
on sum real shit
y they switchin up?
im tha realist

give it up (cr1sis)

"the mistakes that haunt me" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
I was so wrong 
I can never listen
Trying to be strong in a battle of attrition
It’s been way too long 
Mistakes have been haunting me
I’m on the edge but just know I want peace
Everyday I wake up gasping for some air
You can’t say I gave up, you don’t know I care 
No, I can’t be saved
I just keep this faith for paths I pave
for when I clean up the mess I made

Can’t say that I didn’t try to put my name in the sky
I get too deep in my thoughts, my faults come out when I’m high
Used to be me every night, because I can’t see a light
I know I put up a fight
Still don’t know if I’m alright
So instead I fell for materialism
Instead I become a part of a system
It lead to me ditching all realism
They said that that’s all the help I could give em
I know I promised one thing I’ll never go broke
I got a taste for designer it shows
The car black and white like the cross on my clothes
I’ll pop a tag to subdue all my woes
Step into niemans mcqueen on me
New AF1s they’re as white as my teeth
Hide all my scars with a Burberry tee
Make sure my pain is so hard to see
Addiction is making it hard to leave
The pressure is making it hard to breath
I have no balance with wants and needs
Made myself a promise that’s hard to keep
But in the end what’s the use of finding out the truth?
embracing something new just to cut my old self loose?

the mistakes that haunt me (counter)

Instrumental by my awesome friend @ritsuzuki !

That day when you called my name
Held my hand
As you kissed my face
I've never felt this way
I demand that this never change

Have you, I'm so glad I have you
Take my hand and hold it tight
I could never let you go
Tattoo, stick with me like a tattoo
Your name's etched into my mind
I cannot forget you, no

She tell me this 
She tell me that
And now we're arguing again
But I could never stay mad
At my pretty little heroine

I fell in love with her touch and her body
And I fell in love with the shape of her face
I fell in love with my pretty lil honey
I do not ever want this to change
I pray that she feels me
Exactly in the same way
Baby, you should kill me
If you want to lead me astray !

tattoo (ritsu)

birthday drop 

@dinosaurslover

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold u real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

ur not a bad person, ur as lost as I am 
I feel like I burden every one of my close friends 
it's really concerning, how long I've been closed in 
the world kept turning, time kept going 
and I swear I'll grow out of it, won't be scared of this life I live 
gotta take care cuz it's all I get, only I have my back when I go slip

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold you real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

ur not evil (dinosaur)

so sorry for the hiatus life got in the way
tysm for the love in 2025 we only going harder from here......
@rewind214
@2rel
@afterstoryx

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