ACYIËR THE LAST MOONLIGHT) PIINK ROSESX (EP) produced By sog, Young Taylor, (TREETIME), MIXED BY, @RYANSALISBURY, KEENESALISBURY, #HYPERPOP, #EMOPOP, #ROSSESXPOP

MOONLIGHT (prod.sog)

ALTERD DEATH (PROD.Young Taylor)

Berlin, Germany (TREETIME)

FUNNY 2 ME

thank you so much to pinkmoondoll9shihtzu, who also made the artwork ☀☀☀

lyrics:

i know
you got
way too much on

your mind
i wish
i could help you

i don't
have the words to

i try
i wish
i could help you

get out
of this nightmare

i breathe
in your fire


ikno (w/ pinkmoondoll9shihtzu)

🎬 Song Insight
“Under The Bleachers” by 4Me2BeFree unspools like a reel of faded Super 8 footage—nostalgic, reckless, and painfully self-aware. It’s a confessional buried in the hum of lo-fi tape hiss, where adolescence and adulthood overlap in messy symmetry. The song plays with irony: the innocence of youth collides with the cynicism of growing older, while its musique concrète textures—field recordings, toy synths, detuned pianos—mirror the emotional static of a life replayed through distorted memory. It’s equal parts playground and purgatory, a portrait of someone who’s seen the loop of mistakes and still sings along.

📝 Lyrics
[Intro]
When I was young I was dumb
And now I’m all grown out
In the end it’s all one party foul
So f**k it let’s get blitz before we get kicked out

[Bridge]
My kids used to scream
Lectures fade with breeze
Should have listened to the teacher
I was under the bleachers

[Chorus]
I found a way that went wrong
Kept singing the same damn song
And all along I knew the truth
But who’s listening to who

[Bridge]
Should’ve cleared my f**king head
Should have heard what I said

[Pre-Chorus]
Too busy with the birds and the bees
Now look at these I’m on my knees
Not giving a f**k unless you got a buck
So excuse my harsh news unless you’re writing me a review

[Chorus]
I warned the kids we’re one step away
Make good choices or it’s a sh*t-eaten day

[Bridge]
The kettle burned black—
I who was under the attack—
Should have stayed young and dumb
Things we worried about was having fun

[Outro]
I found a way that went wrong
Kept singing the same damn song
And all along I knew the truth
But who’s listening to who

💬 Personal Reflection
This one came from that surreal space between regret and humor—the kind of reflection that makes you smirk and wince at the same time. I wrote it thinking about how we repeat ourselves, how “growing up” doesn’t always mean learning the lesson. It’s messy, like a Polaroid you find years later: flawed, overexposed, but real. That’s where the soul of Under The Bleachers lives—somewhere between memory and mockery.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature
4Me2BeFree isn’t just about sound—it’s about self-reckoning through distortion. Every track is a confession refracted through art noise and emotional honesty. “Under The Bleachers” embodies that ethos: it takes something universally human—nostalgia, shame, laughter—and turns it into sonic collage. It’s raw therapy wrapped in glitch, a soundtrack for those who’ve made peace with their imperfections and still dance anyway.

🛡️ Copyright Notice
All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

Under The Bleachers

“Give Me a Fucking Break” 
This song is for you, David.
You came into my Life with a lot of Love and a lot of Intention.
You wanted something Real, Fast, Fully, Immediately.
And I understand why — you feel deeply, and you don’t hide it.
That is something rare and beautiful in you.

But I need to say this clearly:

We are not walking the same Path anymore.

Not because there is no Love,
but because the Way we Love is different.

You moved toward closeness with Speed —
I needed Space to breathe.
You wanted Answers —
I was still learning to understand my own Heart.

This Song is not Anger.
This Song is not Regret.
This Song is the Moment where I finally speak the Truth:

It’s over between Us.

Not in a dramatic Way.
Not in a cruel Way.
Just in a real Way.

Thank you for what you felt.
Thank you for what you gave.
Thank you for the part of the Journey we shared.

But my life is moving forward in a different Direction now.
And I am choosing Peace, Clarity, and Myself.

— Kitka

📜 Copyright

© 2025 KITKA – All Rights Reserved.
Unauthorized copying, reproduction, distribution, or sampling is strictly prohibited.
This recording and composition are protected under international copyright law.

Give Me a Fucking Break (432 Hz)

forest dream

Presented By Blaine Eagle Independent Label

Baby Gurl Prod. Eskimos


เธอจากไป...ในวันที่ใจยังแหลก
เธอจากไป...ในวันที่ใจยังแหลก
ทิ้งความรัก...ให้ฉันได้รู้จัก “แพ้”
น้ำตาริน...แทนถ้อยคำที่เธอแปร
แล้วมัน...ทำให้ฉันดู “แย่”

วันเวลาพาใจให้ได้เรียนรู้
ว่าความเจ็บก็สอนให้คนไม่กลัว
จากความเศร้าฉันค่อยๆ ก้าวต่อ
จากความเศร้าฉันค่อยๆ ก้าวต่อ
และเริ่มเห็น “ตัวเอง” ในวันที่มืดมัว


เธอคงไม่รู้...ว่าแผลคือความหมาย
เธอคงไม่รู้...ว่าแผลคือความหมาย
มันกลั่นเป็นแรงให้ใจได้ยืนอีกครา
ขอบคุณเธอ...ที่เดินจากมา
เพราะวันนี้ฉันเข้มแข็งกว่าทุกเวลา
เพราะวันนี้ฉันเข้มแข็งกว่าทุกเวลา

ขอบคุณที่เคยทำร้าย...ให้ฉันได้เรียนรู้...
ขอบคุณที่จากไป...ให้ฉันได้เข้าใจ
ว่ารักแท้...ต้องเริ่มจากข้างใน
จากหัวใจ...ของฉันคนนี้

จากวันนั้น...ที่เธอทำให้ร้องไห้
กลับกลายเป็นแรงใจ...ให้ฉันลุกขึ้นใหม่
เพราะความผิดหวัง...มันไม่ใช่ตอนจบของใคร
ข้างใน
แต่มันคือ จุดเริ่มต้น ของคนเ”

ขอบคุณที่เคยทำร้าย...ให้ฉันได้เข้าใจ
ขอบคุณหัวใจ...ที่ยังไม่ยอมพังไป
จากความเสียใจ...กลายเป็นแรงไฟ
ฉันจะไม่ร้องไห้อีกต่อไป...เพราะฉัน “รักตัวเองเหมือนกัน”

ขอบคุณเธอ...ที่สอนให้ฉัน...เสียใจ
เพราะไม่มีเธอ...ฉันคงไม่รู้จัก 
้จัก 
การทำให้ใจ...
ได้เข้มแข็ง...

ขอบคุณที่ทำให้เข้มแข็ง

Across A Lake X Blaine Eagle X Demon Slayers

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

DJ & producer
making ambient, disco, hyperpop, experimental tracks

sounds i making sometimes
فلسطين حرة

Kitka – a singer-songwriter moving between Germany, Thailand, and the shores of Lake Constance.
My songs are pages from my diary: honest, vulnerable — sometimes filled with longing, sometimes with hope.
Every melody carries a piece of my story — from quiet nights in Konstanz to vibrant evenings in Pattaya.

Music is more than entertainment to me; it’s my outlet, my language, my way of sharing what I carry inside.
You won’t find masks or perfect façades here — only feelings that need to be heard.

💫 Why I’m here
I believe that words and melodies can connect people.
If you recognize yourself in my lyrics, or if a song holds you through a difficult moment, then my music has fulfilled its purpose.

✨ Accessibility note (BFSG)
These works are personal thoughts and artistic expressions. I strive to keep my content accessible; if some parts are not fully barrier-free, I ask for your understanding.
Any income from streams or support goes purely into the art itself.

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