ORIGINAL SONG: https://soundcloud.com/ramzoid/rain
bare instrumental: https://traktrain.com/andremoire?t=797230

not the best thing ever but could be worse considering this is my first remix
(im literally the biggest ramzoid fanboy ever)

ramzoid - rain (andre moire remix)

lyrics:

I been doin' just fine
I been doin' just fine

Uh, I been goin' crazy every fucking day
Demons in my head, no, they won't go away
But I think that you might be my savior, savior, woah-oh
I been goin' crazy every fucking day
Demons in my head, no, they won't go away
But I think that you might be my savior, savior

I been doin' just fine (Just fine)
But we all know that's a lie (A liar)
"Just tell me why, just tell me why"
But it's harder than you think
Got me woozy off the drink
Hurl it up over the sink
Rinse and repeat

Uh, I been goin' crazy every fucking day
Demons in my head, no, they won't go away
But I think that you might be my savior, savior, woah-oh
I been goin' crazy every fucking day
Demons in my head, no, they won't go away
But I think that you might be my savior, savior

I been goin' crazy (On and on and on)
I been goin' crazy (On and on and on)
I been goin' crazy (On and on and on)
I been goin' crazy (On and on and on)
I been goin' crazy, I been goin' mad
I been goin' crazy, got me hella sad
Sad, hella sad
Hella sad

savior - Single

savior

savior (prod. snorkatje)

produced by me and kurai

It wasn't meant to be
But I don't care
Love is a distraction
Life isn't fair

So I sent my regards
Soon enough I'll be among the stars, oh

I never needed you anyways
I never needed you anyways

Oh

It was tragic
It was fake from the start
Hand on your heart
I was wasting my air
To say that I care
Just go

And I hate the way we ended up
Every second we seem to fall apart
Oh

now that you listened to this, go stream melee aug 22 clips https://soundcloud.com/meleecity/aug-22-clips

growing pains

not me

Spotify

produced by me, jibaorockin, thislandis

Chop his body like ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
Steal ya' bitch like oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I can't stop myself from all this chaos inside
You think you're better than me?
Well take a look again
You're just a spinning reflection
Of all your shitty friends

"Head out my life"
I'm gonna go-go-go-go-go
Choppa do a magic trick bo-bo-bo-bo

And I can't feel myself
I done bottled my emotions
Slid that bitch to the shelf

Cross my heart and hope to die
Doing something I regret
I severely need some help
But I don't think I will let

It's so hard to admit
It's all my fault
I done brought it all
Crashed to a halt
Finding solace in
Adderal
Starting to think that I needed it after all, yeah

Chop his body like ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
Steal ya' bitch like oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I can't stop myself from all this chaos inside
You think you're better than me?
Well take a look again
You're just a spinning reflection
Of all your shitty friends

"Head out my life"
I'm gonna go-go-go-go-go
Choppa do a magic trick bo-bo-bo-bo

Chop his body like ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
Steal ya' bitch like oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I can't stop myself from all this chaos inside
You think you're better than me?
Well take a look again
You're just a spinning reflection
Of all your shitty friends

"Head out my life"
I'm gonna go-go-go-go-go
Choppa do a magic trick bo-bo-bo-bo

magictrick

"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by me and kurai

I don't know where to go
I been wasting away
Tryna find someone like you, uh
I've been feeling low
You've been stuck in my mind like glue

Yeah these bitches be scotten me left and right
Yeah they got me feelin' niet zo blij
I can't lie

Tell her get out of my stead
Feel this fog and it's fillin' up my head
I can't think
How am I gon' get this bread?
You can't step up to me
Even if it's made of lead

(It's made of lead)
(It's made of lead)

I don't know where to go
I been wasting away
Tryna find someone like you, uh
I've been feeling low
You've been stuck in my mind like glue

Yeah these bitches be scotten me left and right
Yeah they got me feelin' niet zo blij
I can't lie

am sad

prod: me
sample: やまだ豊 - on my own

{{ lyrics }}

{ 𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓾𝓼 }

on my Own
i cant feel the things
The things i did b4
yeah i miss u mre thn u will evr know
know knowwwwww

rip me n half
im invincible yeah i can laugh
tell me y y y
u in my head
i cant get enough
think im fed up

{ 𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓮 }

yeah
yeah lifes a deadend
now i cant help mself
all these feelings i felt
tell me y y
y y
ohhhh

tell me y am i cursd?
i cant feel feel feel yeah thats cert
so jus run
runaway

{ 𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓾𝓼 }

on my Own
i cant feel the things
The things i did b4
yeah i miss u mre thn u will evr know
know knowwwwww

rip me n half
im invincible yeah i can laugh
tell me y y y
u in my head

growingpains

waenaya

¿waenaya?

"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by snork

this a school project its kinda mid but idgaf i wrote the lyrics in like 5 minutes in my car
dont think the teacher gonna fw it but as long as u guys do thats all that matters right
* update: the teacher did fw it

(Snorkatje)

When is winter gon' be here?
I think I had enough
35 on ACT
Don't try to call my bluff
Unis finna DM a homie
Ain't gonna take 'em up
Shot their offers down
'Cause I don't really give it, yeah

When is winter gon' be here?
I think I had enough
35 on ACT
Don't try to call my bluff
Unis finna DM a homie
Ain't gonna take 'em up
Shot their offers down
'Cause I don't really give it, yeah

I'm on some new, yeah (Some new)
We lopen mank right off the Zug, yeah (Zug, yeah)
You mad I tan
You pale like roux, yeah
I make her wish
I make her rue, yeah

Ik heb d'r all of it gezegd
Nah-nah-nah-nah
Waarom? Je huilt
Why? You depressed
Nah-nah-nah-nah
Ja, ik ben top
Ik ben at best
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
You movin' slow
You need the rest
Yeah, yeah

Spent all his stufi to get lit
'k ben toch geen idiot
Got wit
Heb je geen unspoken rizz?
Toch wel, yeah
I ain't gonna run I'll pull the stick
Yeah-yeah-yeah

When is winter gon' be here?
I think I had enough
35 on ACT
Don't try to call my bluff
Unis finna DM a homie
Ain't gonna take 'em up
Shot their offers down
'Cause I don't really give it, yeah

When is winter gon' be here?
I think I had enough
35 on ACT
Don't try to call my bluff
Unis finna DM a homie
Ain't gonna take 'em up
Shot their offers down
'Cause I don't really give it, yeah

(Snorkatje)

ktana

ktana (snorkatje)

produced by me
beat inspired by ゲスの極み乙女 - はしゃぎすぎた街の中で僕は一人遠回りした

Three more months
And I'ma be on my own
I can't front
Had to sign away my soul

I can't fail
To be your one and only
But I fell
Into depths, yeah

Ain't be seen
Shawty a fiend
Won't be able to stay off
Stay clean
That's the trap of it all
I won't pick up any calls
I'll be dying at seventeen
It was none I never seen
You know

Hate on the bag
Pour up a four 'cause I been feelin' sad
Need an escape from my debts I be havin'
You wanna be homies but here you been haven't

When I pass away I know you'll make a habit
Of actin' like we was a thing
Where the fuck were you when I was a thing?
Keep me the hell out of your prayers and your dreams

It goes on and on
I know I'm gon' die young
So I wrote this song
To tell you it was fun

But I won't be scared
I just hope you know
Ain't gonna find salvation
I finna be down below

Three more months
And I'ma be on my own
I can't front
Had to sign away my soul

I can't fail
To be your one and only
But I fell
Into depths, yeah

Ain't be seen
Shawty a fiend
Won't be able to stay off
Stay clean
That's the trap of it all
I won't pick up any calls
I'll be dying at seventeen
It was none I never seen
You know

Three more months
And I'ma be on my own
I can't front
Had to sign away my soul

I can't fail
To be your one and only
But I fell
Into depths, yeah

Ain't be seen
Shawty a fiend
Won't be able to stay off
Stay clean

paranoid of death

"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by snork

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown (Snorkatje)

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

(Ah, ah, ha)
(Uh-uh)
(Ah-ah)
(Hmm)

If I tell a secret can you keep it by?
Oh god I've been geekin'
Got the butterflies

I don't like to write no love song
But tonight baby I want you here with me
Nah, nah

Keep that energy
Don't know a chorus from a verse
I lose my synergy
Uh-oh

Emotions are fickle
But I ain't no Rigoletto
I'll wait for petals to settle
Goodbye for never

And I get nervous when I see you (See you)
I'm pretty certain I just need you
'Cause you're that person that I see through
Yeah baby I know this is overdue

Always been me and you
And I don't care
And if you ever need me
I'll be right there

(Always there)
(Don't be scared)
(Don't be scared)
(I'm always there)

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

meadow (feat. web)

meadow +web (snorkatje)

produced by me

I be totin' 47's with the bros, yeah
Finna pull up to your block
Don't strike a cord, yeah
I don't fuck around
I blow 'em off like snow, yeah
Bet them coffers hella empty
Where's your store, yeah?

You're such a bore
Don't fuck with, uh-uh
Putains
Fuck with whores (キモい)
I'm a romantic
But that don't mean I sheath my sword
Ik heb je meuf genomen
She just want me more
Just want me more

(Arrivals)

I put the whip in overdrive
You ridin' my wave, ooh
I'm not surprised
You're such a fan, ooh
Get out my life
Digicore motherfuckers always tryna steal the light

Ooh, go find your own identity, yuh
Stop tryna be me 'cause you ain't, yuh
Oh no, you're not
So get the fuck out my DMs unless you puttin' some thought, yeah

I be totin' 47's with the bros, yeah
Finna pull up to your block
Don't strike a cord, yeah
I don't fuck around
I blow 'em off like snow, yeah
Bet them coffers hella empty
Where's your store, yeah?

You're such a bore
Don't fuck with, uh-uh
Putains
Fuck with whores (キモい)
I'm a romantic
But that don't mean I sheath my sword
Ik heb je meuf genomen
She just want me more
Just want me more

romantic

Produced by courtega

Lyrics:

What I said, what I said
I didn't mean
Now I'm stumbling over words to take it back
'Cause I'm not keen

And I know I'm not enough
I been bleeding in the sink
It came over me like deluge
It was bursting at the seams

And I can't take it back, no
Uh-uh

And I don't have it together
You know that more than anyone will ever
I will care about you forever
Even when I'm in my darkness alone
Remember

(I just wanna get it straight right now)

Remember
(I just wanna be friends)
(I don't know what you thought)

Remember
(I don't love you in that way)
(I'm not the guy that you sought)

Remember
(But at the same time hate your guts)
(And I hope that you rot)

Art like the Louvre
Now I'm saying what I mean
A lover fiend
Then I say you ruin my mood
I don't care 'bout what it seems
That's on me
Now you're feeling great, yuh
You won't remember
Met you in the summer now we're hot like an ember
Missing me now, what's up?
You're reading letters
I won't forget ya'
I can't forget ya'
I wish I never met ya'

Maison it's on me
Problem it's not me
Live what I'm talking
Maison Margiela

Knowing I'm not him
Fuck him, he's not me
Live what I'm talking
Maison Margiela

What I said, what I said
I didn't mean (Said didn't mean)
Now I'm stumbling over words to take it back
'Cause I'm not keen (No I can't breathe)

And I know I'm not enough
I been bleeding in the sink
It came over me like deluge
It was bursting at the seams

And I can't take it back, no
(And I can't take it back)
Uh-uh

remember

Stream

remember +finbow (courtega)

From "#yourloss"
Released on June 5, 2023
Hear the album at: andremoire.com/yourloss

Produced by chrxme, Lodoni

Lyrics:

(Ayo, Lodoni)
(Chrxme)

Why you tryna be me?
Numerous 0's on the statement
Now they wanna follow my lead, uh
But I'm untouchable
I cannot be beat
Numerous 0's on the statement
Now they wanna follow my lead
Uh, why can't you see?
Blinders on in the basement, haven't left in two weeks
I can't be beat
I'm untouchable
Go on take a seat
Numerous 0's on the statement
Now they wanna follow my lead

Fucked up, fucking done
Money ain't nothing to me now, it don't mean nun
Why the fuck you so lame?
All of y'all sound the same
Get the fuck off of my wave (Huh)
Ain't fucking 'round this ain't no game
Uh-huh
Better watch your step
Unload a clip to his head, nah
Porch painted all red
I mean every word I say
I mean every word I said, yeah, uh-huh

Watch who you talking back to
$3,300 in a day, it's nothing new
Four times four plus six, twenty-two
Mentally not there but neither are you

Why you tryna be me?
Numerous 0's on the statement
Now they wanna follow my lead, uh
But I'm untouchable
I cannot be beat
Numerous 0's on the statement
Now they wanna follow my lead
Uh, why can't you see?
Blinders on in the basement, haven't left in two weeks
I can't be beat
I'm untouchable
Go on take a seat
Numerous 0's on the statement
Now they wanna follow my lead

#yourloss

lead

lead (chrxme, Lodoni)

From "#yourloss"
Released on June 5, 2023
Hear the album at: andremoire.com/yourloss

Produced by hellamase, wintfye, eli.yf

Lyrics:

Yeah, yeah (Hellamase)
Grass got me fucked up (Wintfye)
Make her my honey like uh-uh
Taking your bitch and she want it
So easy for me
Oh, why can't you see?
I'm better than ever, it's easy to me
Walking it back, didn't mean it
Wock' in the bag 'cause I'm fiending
Now it's my name that she's screaming
One for the week and the weekend
She wanna get married, she tweaking
Can't stay committed, she's seething
La-la-la

Out with the percs
Mees coming through, yeah, we putting in work
Cut out the fakes, need a ride or die
Don't speak out of turn till I ratify
They vying for my place
No, I can't be replaced
This ain't a game, no, I won't feel the same
All of these bitches are one in the same
All of these bitches are one in the same
Huh, yeah
Money and chains all the jewels and the rings
Multiple genres and every scene
Finna wipe his nose
Welterusten!
Where the fuck you been?
'k ben terug, yeah
Uh-uh
Uh-uh

(Yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah-yeah)
(Yeah, yeah-yeah)
(Hellamase)
(Wintfye)

Yeah, yeah
Grass got me fucked up
Make her my honey like uh-uh
Taking your bitch and she want it
So easy for me
Oh, why can't you see?
I'm better than ever, it's easy to me
Walking it back, didn't mean it
Wock' in the bag 'cause I'm fiending
Now it's my name that she's screaming
One for the week and the weekend
She wanna get married, she tweaking
Can't stay committed, she's seething
La-la-la

easy2me

easy2me (hellamase, wintfye, eli.yf)

From "#yourloss"
Released on June 5, 2023
Hear the album at: andremoire.com/yourloss

Produced by Jonah Bru

Lyrics:

[vacy]
To the moon, the stars, the sky
Looking at you with him
It's the hardest thing to do
Oh-oh-oh
Knife in my chest
Makes me feel like I am all on my own

[arrivals]
Laying awake
Got me feeling so cold
But I didn't see it coming
And I don't know
If I can go it alone
I was there since day one
You're second to none
Uh-uh-uh

Nu zet ik alles in
Voor jou
Now I'm begging, "kom thuis"
Je bent onvervangbaar
Het spijt me
I should've been there for you
'k ben zo'n fool
What do I need to do?

[zespio]
I just wanna feel your touch
Baby, get closer
Feeling so cold
I can barely reach out
Hold my hand
It'll make you feel better
Better than anyone can

[vacy]
To the moon, the stars, the sky
Looking at you with him
It's the hardest thing to do
Oh-oh-oh
Knife in my chest
Makes me feel like I am all on my own

all on my own

all on my own +vacy +zespio (SoundCloud Exclusive)

From "#yourloss"
Released on June 5, 2023
Hear the album at: andremoire.com/yourloss

Produced by snorkatje

Lyrics:

(Snorkatje)

"Thought you would be mine
Thought you loved the times"
Did it all for you
Adopted a new line:
"Cannot keep my lie
That I'll love you till I die"
And now I'm looking for a reason
For keeping up the smile

And I'd hate to see you mourn
Maybe if I just say I hate you
You won't feel so forlorn
Yeah, it really weren't your fault
So I don't hope you take the blame
But fuck them stupid bitches who just said it was a game

Glock in my dresser
Blades all on my bed
Told me talk to her instead
But she know that I won't
Please let this pain be my own
After everything I said, that's the least that I owe

And it'll be okay
Promise that you'll live without me
So never cry, cry
After I do the deed
Goodbye the pain
I'll be ready for the crossroads
I haven't been the best
So I know where I'll go

"Thought you would be mine
Thought you loved the times"
Did it all for you
Adopted a new line:
"Cannot keep my lie
That I'll love you till I die"
And now I'm looking for a reason
For keeping up the smile

And I'd hate to see you mourn
Maybe if I just say I hate you
You won't feel so forlorn
Yeah, it really weren't your fault
So I don't hope you take the blame
But fuck them stupid bitches who just said it was a game

smile

smile (snorkatje)

From "#yourloss"
Released on June 5, 2023
Hear the album at: andremoire.com/yourloss

Produced by recycleBin, k4nji

Lyrics:

Cut ties
Cut ties
Cut ties

I don't wanna go on my own (Da-da-da)
But it's so hard to let anyone know (Da-da-da)
And now the door is cold and it's froze (Da-da-da)
And yet I can't get out of my low (Da-da-da)

She said she wanna know me for who I really am
But I put acts up 'cause I need to pretend
That I'm okay when I'm not for you
You know that I always adored you

Now I'm looking for a crutch
Think I found it in these drugs
She feels frustrated with my trust
Or I guess the lack thereof
But I can't help it if I wanted to
But you know I'll still always love you

Cut ties
Cut ties
Cut ties

I don't wanna go on my own (Da-da-da)
But it's so hard to let anyone know (Da-da-da)
And now the door is cold and it's froze (Da-da-da)
And yet I can't get out of my low (Da-da-da)

cut ties

cut ties (recycleBin, k4nji)

From "#yourloss"
Released on June 5, 2023
Hear the album at: andremoire.com/yourloss

Produced by snorkatje

Lyrics:

(Snorkatje)

"I know we'll make it out alive"
"'Long as it's me and you it's fine"
But all these feelings taking over
And I think I wanna die
Ik kocht een nieuw wapen 'cause I'm fed up with my cry

She said I'll be alright, right
But if I cannot have her then what is the point of life?
I only ever wanted you
Wanted you as my wife
And now I sleep around to hide my feelings and disguise

Why did he have to take you from me, oh?
Should've said something I could've, no
It's far too late now
'Cause now he's the one you wanna love

Uh, was I nothing?
Was I, was I, was I lost then?
I'll change my whole personality
Slipping into insanity
When will you realize I'm the one, uh-uh-uh

Now I'm off the pills, yeah
Now I'm in my feels, yeah
Slurring all my words 'cause I'm sobbing
Need to heal, yeah
I think I'm gonna die now
I think I'm gonna cry now
Want ik hou van jou but you no longer feel that way, yeah

"I know we'll make it out alive"
"'Long as it's me and you it's fine"
But all these feelings taking over
And I think I wanna die
Ik kocht een nieuw wapen 'cause I'm fed up with my cry

She said I'll be alright, right
But if I cannot have her then what is the point of life?
I only ever wanted you
Wanted you as my wife
And now I sleep around to hide my feelings and disguise

what's the point

what's the point (snorkatje)

Released on August 19, 2023
Stream: andremoire.com/destiny
Produced by decago, rewind

Lyrics:

What I've done for you and I
Fall apart upon your sight
"Don't divide us"
It's not worth it I swear, la-hi

Pumping through my veins
I undid everything
Indulge to stop the pain
Let me know why you're difficult
On my wound, it's salt
It's a shame you're not what I sought

Fuck your feelings, I don't care
The memories that we shared
I'm holding back like every single tear
This the last time, this the last time
No I won't cry

What I've done for you and I
Fall apart upon your sight
"Don't divide us"
It's not worth it I swear, la-hi
What I've done for you and I
Fall apart upon your sight
"Don't divide us"
It's not worth it I swear, la-hi

And I can't stop thinking
Drinking away every weekend
Swear to God that my soul, it's been weakened
I think I'm done with the weeping

escape your destiny

escape our destiny (decago, rewind)

Released on August 26, 2023
Stream: andremoire.com/copy
Produced by snorkatje

Lyrics:

Strutting in my Truies
Lil' bitch, huh
Snorkatje

I be strutting in my Truies, yeah
Yeah oh kijk, nog een kopie
Yeah
Yeah I been too nice with my time
None these bitches really dimes
Oh shawty, I want you to be mine

Geef geen fuck over a bitch
Ain't no one fuck with your shit
Ik probeer to find the one
But I keep making hits, yeah
La-la
Don't worry about your ex
I took care of that
He ain't coming back
Yeah let his ass be pressed, yeah
They mourning what we have
Give me another reason, huh-uh
Changing moods like the seasons, huh-huh
Now I'm done with all the teasing
This shit is some art, artesian
I can't leave your side for a minute
I know I'm gonna be fiending

Uh, shit
I be-
Truies, yeah
Yeah oh kijk, nog een kopie
Yeah
Yeah I been too nice with my time
None these bitches really dimes
Oh shawty, I want you to be mine

I be strutting in my Truies
Yeah oh kijk, nog een kopie
Yeah
Yeah I been too nice with my time
None these bitches really dimes
Oh shawty, oh shawty

copy

copy (snorkatje)

Released on September 8, 2023
Produced by courtega

Tell me how you feel (How you feel)
She sending mixed messages
Don't know what is real (What is real)
She said she wish her man was like me
Man was like me
How could you say it so damn lightly?
So damn lightly?
Ha-ha (So damn lightly)
Tell me how you feel (How you feel)
She sending mixed messages
Don't know what is real (What is real)
She said she wish her man was like me
Man was like me
How could you say it so damn lightly?
So damn lightly?

And I sit here with my thoughts
These bitches ain't loyal
Girl look what you wrought
She think this shit is funny till I tell 'em how we fought
This shit ain't it, yeah
This shit ain't it, yeah
Yeah
And we never one in same
I been fed up with playing these games
No I won't feel ashamed, yeah-yeah
So don't tempt me
Don't tempt me, yeah
Oh, oh-oh

Tell me how you feel (How you feel)
She sending mixed messages
Don't know what is real (What is real)
She said she wish her man was like me
Man was like me
How could you say it so damn lightly?
So damn lightly?
Ha-ha (So damn lightly)
Tell me how you feel (How you feel)
She sending mixed messages
Don't know what is real (What is real)
She said she wish her man was like me
Man was like me
How could you say it so damn lightly?
So damn lightly?

mixed messages

mixed messages (courtega)

Released December 8, 2023
Produced by decago

Say why you do me this way
I'm hooked on this feeling
But I know it's goin' away

What's crystal clear in the moment
Becomes a mystery
Stop being stupid and own it
You treat me differently
Rose-colored glasses to see
Here comes our destiny
I couldn't keep it together
So go ahead and just leave
Yeah, yeah
It wasn't meant to be
Yeah, yeah
I'll die so tragically
Yeah, yeah-ha
Alone I'm destined to be
Tell me I'm wrong about love
You're just a scarlet dove

Yeah, yeah
I met my fate
What did I do wrong?
This should be your song
Memory's gettin' foggy
"For what should I be sorry?"
You left my life and you fucked me up
You could at least say sorry
Everything I did I did for you
That's why it's hard to move on
But I learned my lesson the first time (Ah-ah, ah-ah)
Not needin' you, not wantin' you
To me, you're so despised
Ah-la-la
Just get the fuck out of my sight

Say why you do me this way
I'm hooked on this feeling
But I know it's goin' away

What's crystal clear in the moment
Becomes a mystery
Stop being stupid and own it
You treat me differently
Rose-colored glasses to see
Here comes our destiny
I couldn't keep it together
So go ahead and just leave
Yeah, yeah
It wasn't meant to be
Yeah, yeah
I'll die so tragically
Yeah, yeah-ha
Alone I'm destined to be
Tell me I'm wrong about love
You're just a scarlet dove

Scarlet Dove - Single

Scarlet Dove

Scarlet Dove (Decago)

Released February 29, 2024
Authored October 10, 2023
Produced by ajay, solo

Mauve sunset, I'm just upset
Wish I never fucking tapped that
Lies keep me right, wish I fucking died
I can't fall in love, I'll stay in my rut
Tell me I'll stay in your arms
Deception through my FortiGuard
Keep me close but far away
Like you my fucking idol
I'm lost like El Dorado, can't see where I'm at
Going fucking psycho, let me be your man

Ik kan niet myself uitdrukken
Take another M
I'm just tryna' fade away, I don't want any friends
Hand ligt tussen je handen
Maakt niet uit, we can just stay friends
But I'm too shy to say I want ya'
Guess what happens, that depends
Immutable classes, bitches can't ever change
My second tongue is C♯ but she finds me not lame
Ik zou vanavond je fuck kunnen but you playin' these games
Could do without the cash, only want you with my name

Mauve sunset, I'm just upset
Wish I never fucking tapped that
Lies keep me right, wish I fucking died
I can't fall in love, I'll stay in my rut
Tell me I'll stay in your arms
Deception through my FortiGuard
Keep me close but far away
Like you my fucking idol
I'm lost like El Dorado, can't see where I'm at
Going fucking psycho, let me be your man

liefje

liefje (ajay, solo)

Released January 26, 2024
Produced by courtega

Find a reason to live again
'k zit aan het Adderall en XTC again
Don't get the wrong idea, I want you to be my friend
I get so damn anxious and I start to see red
I don't want you in my bed, don't get it mixed up
At a point in my life where I feel so stuck
I hardly get me, let alone my intentions
I just wanna care, but my mind in detention

Too much time on my hands
Too much time to understand
Don't act like you love me
I'm not a loving man
I get so damn jealous over things that are a given
But to go out and admit it, that's too much to demand
Laatste keer that I'm true to myself
I just wanna hide and die by myself
I can't stand to see you caring about me
When my insecurity got me treating you so badly

Laat-laatste, laatste
Laat-laatste, laatste
Na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na
Uh-huh

Find a reason to live again
(I'm taking pills to dull the pain in my head)
'k zit aan het Adderall en XTC again
(Just want you as my friend)
Don't get the wrong idea, I want you to be my friend
(Don't get the wrong idea, wrong idea)
I get so damn anxious and I start to see red
(Things in my head, things in my head) 
I don't want you in my bed, don't get it mixed up
(I'm not a bad guy)
At a point in my life where I feel so stuck
(I'm just scared so I- I'm just scared, yeah)
I hardly get me, let alone my intentions
(Get me, la-la-la-la)
I just wanna care, but my mind in detention
(I just wanna care, just wanna be there)

you can abuse me all you want

you can abuse me all you want (courtega)

Released February 16, 2024
Produced by courtega

Preface:
Opgedragen aan D.P.- thank you.
Ik voel weleens dat je de enige vriendin die ik heb.
Ik beter vanwege jou.

Lyrics:
Lost in gray
Ideations everyday
It's too late, I know this
My tears, I can't hold
Back the pain
Oh god, she's playing games
If I go a single day without these pills I'll go insane
She has good intentions but she doesn't know my way
I told her to stay back, now I'm attached
Need her to stay
Without you as my friend, I don't wanna' live today
Disappointed and upset, now you're going away

Low tolerance for emotion
I can't leave it behind in the ocean
Distort it, tick it, abort it
Now my skin and bones are corroded
Eyes all red, bloodshot from my tears
Gem of my life; I still care, always here
Hoping that someday you'll come back and soothe my fears
But I know that you're gone forever
Dead's the way I feel

You said you'd always be here (Remember when)
Said she always had time (I'm stuck in my brain)
Always time for me (Tryna' find a way)
To call if I need (To learn to live again)
Was that just nothing?
Nothing? (Without you as my friend)

(My friend)
(Friend)
(Friend)

pang of conscience

pang of conscience (courtega)

Released March 15th, 2024
Authored March 10th, 2023
Produced by courtega

Write for the sake of writing (Yeah)
Lost in my thoughts and somehow they still dick-riding
(Don't think that I'll forget, yeah)
Did what I could and I tried not to be a burden
Oh I did wrong by you (All you did to me, all you did to me)
Oh I wish I could've known I'd become my own monster
I hate getting praise 'cause I feel like an imposter, oh
Anyways (Just want to be back to what I used to be)
Dark continues so I let go

Yeah, yeah, tell me I'm fucked up-up
Reading my thoughts, huh-huh
Tell me what cloth are you cut from?
Like good night, like goodbye
I'm done, done
I'm done-done-done-done
Oh lassitude, I'm done with you
You broke me apart just like you said you wouldn't do
Oh-oh, tell me I'm fucked up (I'm fucked up)

Now I'm drinking away my haunts
And I've stopped from seeing clear, oh
Hindsight's 20/20
Wish my past would disappear, oh
It ain't that easy to let it go
My blood is leaking thickly just like my vocal flows
And nobody cares, they think this is a joke
I want to fucking die, I want to fucking choke
I lost like everything and yet
They'll say that I'm making a scene

(It don't do me no good to believe it)
(It don't do me no good to believe it, oh)

Yeah, yeah, tell me I'm fucked up-up
Reading my thoughts, huh-huh
Tell me what cloth are you cut from?
Like good night, like goodbye
I'm done, done
I'm done-done-done-done
Oh lassitude, I'm done with you
You broke me apart just like you said you wouldn't do
Oh-oh, tell me I'm fucked up (I'm fucked up)

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