@0arid

karson
don't worry about me
you know I got it handled
cuz I've been missing you 
and I know this is random
I cant get over you
and this is overdue 
I can't communicate
g̶i̶r̶l̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶
I know it's my fault 
I always fuck it up 
no matter who it is 
why am I so dumb 
and now I fucked my chances 
I'm never enough
I took her for granted 
I'm so fucking dumb 
I don't need you by my side 
don't know how you put up with my lies 
and it's because I'm selfish 
but I cannot help it 
and I really need you in my life
keep her at a distance
little things I miss them
how'd we get so different 
you don't even listen
tell me how I fix this 
tell me how I fix us 
I call you wont pick up
I think we should break up
we fight then we make up

arid
and i cant handle all the changes
yeah i feel so faded when ur gone 
and everything i take it
always still complaining
i dont wanna start i know its wrong
yeah just leave me be
i know its hard to see
its getting hard to breathe
its straying far from me

communicate w/ arid (mxsui & luvpurp)

this song is 6 months old 😭
@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

lyrics

got a line of coke up on me things are movin slow 
and i hate that you just see me as a groupie bro
dont fuck w me Im rolling up with your best friend oh
she got me feelin wierd I dot that shit w  x and o’s
this feels like Hollywood surrounded by the paparazzi
three 6 we leave the party with a bag of molly
bullets sprayin oh jeez death just got me feelin jolly
just never switch guys my choppa play to party 
empty two cases in the back Im feeling woozy
brandi and him such a drag stop getting choosy
get him a map before he walk into my uzi
switched up irrelevant his brain into a smoothie

@caponeti

paparazzi + caponeti (wayza)

nothing becomes easier, that much is clear.

https://soundcloud.com/hiseph
prod https://soundcloud.com/diligencexs + https://soundcloud.com/sprr00w

i just want you to know
i don't love you no more
how many calls on the phone
what'll it take for you to go
how many calls, how many talks, how many more now?
how many weeks, how many months, when do you run out?
baby i always regret letting you go now
and i keep coming back, i don't know how

how many more
i dont know if it's over
what do you want?
i don't know but
i just want you to go, love

[ https://soundcloud.com/hiseph ]
shit really ain't what it seems
i got too much on my shoulders
i swear you're invested in me
but you got me pushing these boulders
got money all up in my jeans
pick up the phone
i want this to be over
i'm tryna turn over a leaf
shawty got four sides like a clover

i think you talk alot
she gon grab my heart 
and tear it all apart
don't know what you want from me
leave me out to rot
i try, alot
but i can't talk it out

how many calls, how many talks, how many more now?
how many weeks, how many months, when do you run out?
baby i always regret letting you go now
and i keep coming back, i don't know how

how many more
i dont know if it's over
what do you want?
i don't know but
i just want you to go, love

go, love w/ seph (diligence/sparr00w)

[notes:// YOOO WHY THE FUCK IS THERE AN 11 SECOND TAIL AT THE END WHAT THE FUCKCKKKCKK.]

@ogpichu

lyrics:

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

a living nightmare
(trying not 2 fall asleep zzz)
y arent u right here?
(where were u for me)
maybe u dont care
(dont try and disagree)
wish u were right there
(clearing this debris)

i never thought itll be like this
throwing up broken my ribs...
we said we'll never be like this
then tell me what the fuck is this

tell me what the fuck i did :/

tell me, please tell me
cuz im lost again i cant explain
getting used 2 feeling pain
i see faces in the rain
ill talk 2 them 
ill share my pain
open old wounds scars on my veins
feeling weighed down 
ball and a chain
no matter how hard i try the pain remains,
the pain remains...

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

i tried 2 reason w u but u just gave me shit
tell me u remember my love, ur lips on my lips...

remember u (pichu)

"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by snork

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown (Snorkatje)

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

(Ah, ah, ha)
(Uh-uh)
(Ah-ah)
(Hmm)

If I tell a secret can you keep it by?
Oh god I've been geekin'
Got the butterflies

I don't like to write no love song
But tonight baby I want you here with me
Nah, nah

Keep that energy
Don't know a chorus from a verse
I lose my synergy
Uh-oh

Emotions are fickle
But I ain't no Rigoletto
I'll wait for petals to settle
Goodbye for never

And I get nervous when I see you (See you)
I'm pretty certain I just need you
'Cause you're that person that I see through
Yeah baby I know this is overdue

Always been me and you
And I don't care
And if you ever need me
I'll be right there

(Always there)
(Don't be scared)
(Don't be scared)
(I'm always there)

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

growing pains

meadow (feat. web)

Spotify

meadow +web (snorkatje)

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

#stain produced by @lovefelt
@terastic
@kurse11
@v2nthan
@owtiss

tera + kurse11 + venthan + owtiss - forever 💫 (lovefelt)

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

spotify

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

@angelicxmei
@kojowav
@remghost

hook :3
u could never understand why
i said goodbye this time
ill leave u out my life
never was your fault its mine

mei:
everything we left behind
i recall memories that breaking apart
tell me what its all about
is it my heavy heart that is making me doubt?

i thought u'd notice me
when im falling deep
but nobody can save me now
guess i just let it be
i cant fall asleep
when nobody is here around

yep hook repeats wow

meadow +web (snorkatje)

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