w/ @emotionals + prod @1ello5k on all plats

@zixdown

call me up 
askin where im at
i cant answer tht
dnt want2 make u mad
come say wassup
i kno youve had enough
i know uve had it rough
iknow that its my fault
ik im not the one

i know i know
im dying slow
oh i know i know
im the worst & it shows..
i smoke&smoke 
so the pain it could go
far away, left me all on my own

nthn feels right 
smoke until i feel right
wait 4u tnite
waitin at the blue lights
say u love me then u hate me
guess thats 2right?
i dnt wann2 to hear it again
u say it 2times

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i know ft. emotionals [prod. 1ello5k]

single frm ep :p thnks @ddayso prod. @fozo2 + @recyclexbin

@zixdown
when i said goodbye, jst kno i meant it
think abt u all the time u wear my necklace
i cant lie,, been livin reckless
i been chill w my bros thaats my bsf

i bought u flowers so u could feel right
we talked for hours,, stay up till midnight
i cant take this pain, u cant take it too
we could runaway jst me n u

when im w u, feels liike the 1st time
when im w you, the time flies by
i still remember, those were the fun times
u get the message? although its online

we could runaway jst hold my hand
girl u drive me insane got me changin up my plans
we culd take the train & go away
go until the last stop, r u ready?
lets go no1 can catch us

tried to tell u how i feel
now u coming back after u had disappeared,
like go away
ill see u, not another year
i was drowning in my tear & u come back like go away

@ddayso
b baby we could runaway
different city, different state
w a different name
we could smoke all day
we could talk all night
whatevr u got in mind
cause u been stuck in mine, lately
life a dream, now its feeling 4k hd
front seat w ur hand in mind, its too sweet
heart beat going crazy like im still 16
baby if u say its feeling right then its right to me

bought you flowers w/ ddayso [prod. fozo + recycleBin]

wow a hartfxlt drop that isnt plugg
enjoy <3 :)
prod @prod_dxvi

I can't hold on any longer...
thought u loved me never been so wrong
ever since then, been hurt for so long :/
thats why when I see u my heart stopss </3
lost in a loop I cant get out of
shattered glass on the ground when I walk around
said u stay by my side when its going down
acting like some1 else ur a stranger noww :(

love so sweet but now tastes sour
needed u in my darkest hour
hold u close ur my antidote 
ur away I feel far from home...
shattered glass reflects a past that 
I cant relive, its over
risk it all to have ur back 
as worse as it gets, its colder

(shattered glass reflects a past that 
I cant relive, its over
risk it all to have ur back 
as worse as it gets, its colder)

I can't hold on any longer...
thought u loved me never been so wrong
ever since then, been hurt for so long :/
thats why when I see u my heart stopss </3
lost in a loop I cant get out of
shattered glass on the ground when I walk around
said u stay by my side when its going down
acting like some1 else ur a stranger noww :(

stranger (dxvi)

prod @decago + @neohnq

lyrics

im taking the fall for us bby
i cnt wait on love bby
i cnt wait on us bby
not putting the weight on u “i promise”
i cnt stay and wait till august
i can act fake until ur honest
i can just take my own
my goddess
seems like i missed my only chance
im making new friends
im making new plans
not saying im hurt
but u know i am
i’ll take all back
if i only can
stuck in a world thts in my head
i cnt slip im takin my chances
me knowing u, u will be there
no need to slide bae u can stay here

caught up with work
i’m stuck in my office
stuck up on us
i need a new topic
i cnt think
bby i need to drop it
cnt feel tears but
ik tht they droppin

(not alright singing part)


thx for listening

bury me in disbelief [@decago @neohnq]

(more solos soon <3)
mastered by me & we mixed our vocals :)
featuring my twin @prodjayysoul <3
produced by @soxxinger + voiceluvv :D
[hook]
she wanna facetime oh yeah
singing all my lines oh yeah
she be on my mind
but a waste of time
seen it in the first sight oh yeah
going on a flight
fuck all her night
turn off the light
not trynna fight
shes so excited
baby don't be frightened
sometimes i think we should get back together
but i’m still griefing so what i say it don't matter
you're still in my head so don't be flattered
our love don't match you're so confused your mind is scattered
[jayysoul]
yea i been so confused cuz girl you did me wrong
i couldnt believe you, 'cept calls all in my phone
now that youre here stay for a while
im poppin pink im poppin blue girl im so high
i cannot stop thinkin about you 
why cant you just enjoy the view
got purple im sippin on blue
yea i got them bands they aint new
i really just wish i knew
(jayy moaning into my ear)
[hook]
she wanna facetime oh yeah
singing all my lines oh yeah
she be on my mind
but a waste of time
seen it in the first sight oh yeah
going on a flight
fuck all her night
turn off the light
not trynna fight
shes so excited
baby don't be frightened
sometimes i think we should get back together
but i’m still griefing so what i say it don't matter
you're still in my head so don't be flattered
our love don't match you're so confused your mind is scattered

facetime

facetime + jayysoul (wintfye x voiceluvv)

Released on September 8, 2023
Produced by courtega

Tell me how you feel (How you feel)
She sending mixed messages
Don't know what is real (What is real)
She said she wish her man was like me
Man was like me
How could you say it so damn lightly?
So damn lightly?
Ha-ha (So damn lightly)
Tell me how you feel (How you feel)
She sending mixed messages
Don't know what is real (What is real)
She said she wish her man was like me
Man was like me
How could you say it so damn lightly?
So damn lightly?

And I sit here with my thoughts
These bitches ain't loyal
Girl look what you wrought
She think this shit is funny till I tell 'em how we fought
This shit ain't it, yeah
This shit ain't it, yeah
Yeah
And we never one in same
I been fed up with playing these games
No I won't feel ashamed, yeah-yeah
So don't tempt me
Don't tempt me, yeah
Oh, oh-oh

Tell me how you feel (How you feel)
She sending mixed messages
Don't know what is real (What is real)
She said she wish her man was like me
Man was like me
How could you say it so damn lightly?
So damn lightly?
Ha-ha (So damn lightly)
Tell me how you feel (How you feel)
She sending mixed messages
Don't know what is real (What is real)
She said she wish her man was like me
Man was like me
How could you say it so damn lightly?
So damn lightly?

mixed messages

mixed messages (courtega)

@owtiss
@whyhaze
@neohnq

you think this shit's a game, i think i've had enough
i can't get you out my brain, that's because i miss your love
i say that i'm okay, but i'm so fucking numb 
i know you won't ever change, thats why im so fucking done
she call i won't pick up, shit just isn't working
these drugs they gon fuck me up, but at least they wont hurt me
will i ever be enough, that shit don't concern me 
god i hate being in love

i'm so sick of learning 
something i already know 
you're desperate and it shows 
drugs put me in comatose
no we are not the same
try being all alone
i'm not the one to blame
don't try and hit my phone

im better off alone
you made me feel like we need each other
so you better atone
shoulda gone for another
dont act like u dont know
left me out in the cold
hurt me more than u know

ill try 
im not fine ;|
and ur eyes 
are like mine (x2)

these games you play
i cant figure them out
for you 
your problems i can handle them now
put the matter to my own hands
leave it in the past, bittersweet romance
i dnt wna go back home
not on my own
its too much 2 handle
and im so far gone
im so damn lost and u dont help at all
ig im moving on
better not give me a call

numb w/ owtiss + whyhaze (neohn)

like a cryogenic heart imma freeze until im dead
i was crazy from the start from the very words u said
so you thought itd be so different but we messed it up again
can i give u all my trust can i let u in my head

push me to the edge
i dont know how much more i can take of this
u took a knife right to my heart then u drove it in
then u drove it in again 
is it over yet?
i aint askin this again

ever since u left
i been struggling so hard
hard to catch my breath
ur the only thing i want
left me on the steps
i would crawl unto my knees 
would u go that far for me i dont think u woukd

give my heart a rest
or would u rip it out instead
u been coming less
i cant imagine what i said
girl u hold me up
i been hanging by a thread

is it over yet? (decago + kirian)

@ilymay
@han2k15
@decago

(rewind)
anything that i can do, just let me know it
know i wouldn't lie to you, the flaws i show
that i only ever show to you, i hope you know that
promise you that i'll stay true, but often it gets hard
you tear me apart
you break me to shards, left to pick up the pieces
im left in the dark, but you gave me a meaning
its hard to restart, but you gave me a reason

(may)
miss when our worlds collide
and you told me u know that i’d find
someone else but i wna cry
cuz i thought i had u by my side
but in the end know i’ll be alright
let it go let it go let it melt like the snow does
the warmth of ur touch when i wake up
left it all in the past
know we couldn’t have lasted
but i still can’t forget ur face

promise +may (han + decago)

all prod me :D enjoy

you don't truly know what it took me 
I get nothing in return, but you're still looking
only you know the true me 
you don't ever wanna learn these feelings
that I have
the though of you so mindless, I digress
it's my bad
I'll always follow the wind, hold my breath 

and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me
and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me

said if I jump, I would get what I wanted
this is not love, what is this? this is rotten
to the touch and inside out 
left to dust, I wont cry out 
familiarity
(familiarity, familiarity, familiarity)

and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me
and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me

familiarity (hartfxlt)

it's #dynasty season
@april211k
@recyclexbin

lyrics:
guess ill let it go 2 waste
guess ill let it go 2 waste again
dont talk 2 me we not friends
dont wanna lie i dont wna pretend
cuz i dont feel content
i dont wna make friends
always wna fight i dont wna make amends
told me u were gna stay to the end
i guess it was all lies it was all pretend
i dont want u anymore
gave u all i had u always wanted more
yea i needed ur help but u locked the door
yea i cant see straight now im fallin to the floor
really hurts me in my core
i keep trying to make things right w u
keep tellin me lies, what for?
u still want me to give all my trust 2 u
ion kno if i can do it
i stay by myself u kno i been goin thru it
she gon hit my phone she say "tera how u doin"?
cant give no response cz i dont know how im doin
she be thinkin that she knows me
keep assumin all this shit abt me its annoying
playin wit my thoughts yea she toyin
but i dont care, its her love im enjoying

mixed messages (courtega)

courtega

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