i'm uploading this from my phone at jimmy johns enjoy !

break thru

[LYRICS]
oh my god 
do you ever shut up
oh my god
no she don’t give a fuck
oh my god 
is this what you call love 
oh my god 

(chorus)
oh my god you’re such a waste of time
i can’t wait to waste another night 
with you 
you know i’m dying with you 
with you 
you know i’m dying with you

(verse)
remember what you said to me 
you said i need therapy 
i been slow cookin my brain with lots of ketamine
 
oh my god
it’s time to hit the road 
oh my god
i’ll go wherever you go 
oh my god 
you make this hell a home 

(chorus)

OMG [prod. siemspark x prod5head]

li.sten.to/stillalive
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

lyrics:
Heartbroken, I've lost my focus
People talk down to me, and act like I ain't ever notice
Life is gray, I hope that it's not better for them
So go away, learn to be a better friend

Smoke up in my eyes, burned our ties like bridges, and the convos don't lie
I don't talk about you in my songs, I'm a menace
Fucked up then, now you fucked up everything you do
You got no life, I'm not the bad guy

What I did was right, you don't have to start a fight
I'm really a demon, I'll leave you feeling horrified
You're hateful and evil
And even worse inside your mind

I ain't trying to be mean
Ever since I met you back when i was 15
Reminisce about the times I lived on caffeine
Nowadays I see you open leave you on seen

I'm a bad guy, in a bad world
I'm becoming even worse I got a bad girl
Found my new home, it's when I'm with you
Depressed when I'm alone and that's the issue

Smoke up in my eyes, burned our ties like bridges, and the convos don't lie
I don't talk about you in my songs, I'm a menace
Fucked up then, now you fucked up everything you do
You got no life, I'm not the bad guy

What I did was right, you don't have to start a fight
I'm really a demon, I'll leave you feeling horrified
You're hateful and evil
And even worse inside your mind

still alive

bad guy

other platforms

bad guy (siem spark x chris marek)

feat. @itsHYDN
hydn is certified mid

written by @itsHYDN and @cozeer
produced by yungspoiler
engineered by cozeer

TOXIC (feat. itsHYDN)

feat. apollo doom! he's so cool omg plz stream his music

written by cozeer and apollo doom
produced by yungspoiler
mastered by apollo doom

stream apollo doom:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2uCfXRJu9zMkH1g4VZTsaL?si=U-9MpFLzT7GRe6tWngVaeg

stream yungspoiler:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEvx72i83Z83UmolxnqQQ9Q

stabilize feat. Apollo Doom (prod. yungspoiler)

prod: starboyrob
mixing: me, sacreds, 4bsence
master: i don't even wanna talk abt it bro
carried by: sacreds, 4bsence

lyrics:
(aura)
step in the club we drinkin hypnotic
giving me top it's turnin neurotic
gang in this bitch issa riot
bang in this bitch it ain't quiet
he talkin tough i couldn't believe it
aim at your skull and now you ain't breathin
mindin my business but you lurkin and seethin
fuckin your bitch and she drinkin my [redacted] 
get in my bag i flex it i get it i go
surprised a pop boy rappin this flow
your concerts are silent like death row 
whippin the coupe, drift thru the road
tryin your best but can't hit the gold
smokin ur pack strapped on the low
u step up on me i kno you gon fold  

(sacreds)
yeah getting the money so easy to me i just tripled that shit in a week
yeah i took a Percocet 30 it fuck up my body i cant even speak 
walking around with a K on my side and if he wanna test me he gon fucking bleed yeah
that boy gon talk on the net, we already know that he want to be me shh
walking around and my pockets so fat bitch i feel like i’m mf lizzo
he gonna talk all that shit
drac light a boy up like a fucking zippo 
bitch we gon hit at his hit at his head
now he wanna talk that shit so we go for revenge
i mix the act up
i count the racks up
fucking that bitch and i’m fucking her friend yeah 
i hit that boy with an xd 
hit that boy up and he mf dead 
i got a whole lotta mf xp
knock off his top and then fill him with lead yeah
i heard that boy wanna test me
killing that boy and i mf laugh yeah 
i already know they detest me
but i could not care
not bout that

(4bsence)
wait bitch
i got a choppa, a k, bitch
no i do not want to wait, bitch
shootin that boy in his face, bitch
hey bitch
wait bitch
i got a glock on my waist, bitch
you see my chain, you can't take this
i'm finna shoot up his place, bitch
woah, fuck
hold up
i keep a pole, bruh
i got a blade on me
strike like a cobra
i pop that boy like a soda
why he actin like he know us
me and my gang, yeah, we so up
yeah, yeah, yeah

hypnotic +sacreds & 4bsence (starboyrob)

cuz "throwing in the towel" is too long lol

woah
i just rly wanna give up
ppl never know when its too much
it's never been that fun
i lost my head
whats it like to be dead?
i cut off all my friends
they never knew me to begin with

old friend of mine
ive been up all night
and im rly feelin hurt
got her face in the dirt
i could never know for sure
trippin up on words
but hey it could be worse!
(la la la)
burning up in my sweater
tryna hide my face in my sleeve when she answers
what about after?
i panicked when i met her
wonder if i like her
i wanna be her ever after

i just wanna go to sleep
words are cutting rly deep
ur in every fucking dream i have lately
ive seen this place before
its not dark at night
what the fuck is going on