I tried my hardest and still lost her... 

Long lost love

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[Verse 1]
Tränen fließen, heart's in pain,
Searching for sunshine, lost in the rain.
Durch die Nächte, kämpfe ich allein,
Hoffnung am Horizont, trying to find the sign.

[Chorus]
Kalte Nacht
Die Sterne funkeln
Dunkler Wald
Die Winde huschen
Tränen fallen
Stille um mich
Einsamkeit
Sie zieht mich nieder

[Verse 2]
Leere Straßen
Nebel ziehen auf
Das Herz so schwer
Der Schmerz so groß
Tears fall down, eyes feel heavy,
Leben in Balance, walking on a levee.
Schmerzen in der Brust, can't let go,
Memories haunt me, shadows in the glow.

Bittersweet Tears

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EP On The Way.

Akienz // Forgive Me (Prod. By Natra Average)

went thru something last week. only way I feel like I could let the shit go was thru this record. I guess this is my way of venting.

buy on iTunes

delete my #, forreal this time.

i listen to @bl4ckgu1ch everyday. he's so fucking good. if you like @greaf you will love his music 💙

additional piano played by cøzy <3

cum back :(

sømetimes it's just nice tø høld sømeøne [prød. bl4ckgu1ch]

if you see this i'm so sorry.

photo by kevin bakke.
ig: @kbakk_

<///3

i used tø knøw høw tø løve </3 [prød. cøzy]

bit.ly/virginity-complex-meaning

what was once bright-eyed and full of wonderment
loses their sense of innocence.
a void gapes in the heart, creating a vacuum,
sucking in all that used to be out of reach;
like apathy, lust, hatred, and insecurity.

lyrics: https://cozyboy.bandcamp.com/track/she-was-my-virginity-c-mplex

additional synths/pianos played by cøzy

outro piano played by nathan chandra @chandra_ beats

@desolatee inspires me to make better music, please listen to him

the virginity complex

she was my virginity cømplex [prød. deˢøˡᵃTᵉ]

so sad
but so true
...
i loved you

spreading awareness: https://thoughtcatalog.com/andi-terblanche/2015/02/15-tragic-signs-youre-dealing-with-a-fuckboy/

@derealised is the fucking homie, please peep his music, you wont be dissapointed

additional production elements by @cozyboycries

fuckboy definition

løving yøu is hard because yøu've ønly fucked with fuckbøys [prød. derealised]

i will forever regret the life you gave

listen to my friend @le_play </3

shaun, for you

yøu used tø be my little angel (ft. le play) [prød. cøzy]

Everything on the track was made by me.
<3
LYRICS:
(intro)
Im sorry i couldnt meet your needs
Cuz of what i am not thats just how my demons feed
I dont know who you want me to be
Im just another nobody

(Verse)
follow me baby
i dont wanna be alone
Drive me crazy
cant care of my own

Never switched a light in your house
If theres something wrong with me just go all out

Dont tell me no more lies, i will flip out.
Had enough of this, cant look me in the eyes

(Break/Pre-Chorus)
You wouldnt look at me 
when i told you that you're beautiful
Yeah ive been on my knees, unmovable
but you go back to him as usual

You're still hiding something i can tell
I see it in your eyes you feel ashamed
Never been bad, but I'm in hell
Ive never really cried, i just feel drained

(Hook)
Dont fuckin text me, out all night. 
Dont fuckin talk to me im alright.
2018 new year, Ill be grinding now
Ima ride these waves somehow

2xU - Secrets

Written by Keanu Richal
Produced by Santo
Mixed & mastered by Austin Lee / Majur Musik Studios
Cover by FAYMO

Follow Keanu Richal:
twitter.com/keanurichal
instagram.com/keanurichal
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCn_NSlspiUtk1yXTlzMaLCw

Out Everywhere

Back To Toronto

a song about past rømance

TRA$H always brings the sadboy beats, check his music @prod-trash <3

VERSE 1
you used to hold me till the morning come
you used to kiss my face and fuck me numb
oh i miss you so fucking much
and now these walls are turning round
dont even want these other girls when they're around
when they're around

oh i miss you so fucking much
just tell me that you're still in love

HOOK
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone
all alone
i'm still up
i'll just be lying all alone here
all alone
i'm still up
i'll just be lying all alone here

VERSE 2
checking holes in my heart i been trying to find you
shit's hard to explain i been trying to find you
slept with 2 girls tonight i been trying to find you
driving up in those hills i been trying to find you

BRIDGE
i'm fine now
baby girl i'm fine now
i just need to lie down
oh i swear i'm fine now

baby tell me that you're still in love
oh just tell me that you're still in love

sømetimes i wish we never fell in løve [prød. T R A $ H]

a remix of the original "snøw" song with my friends <3

--------------- LYRICS ---------------
LE PLAY
there's holes in the sleeves in my sweater
i love it but know that i'm better
i'm jumping from heaven i took off my wings 
and pray that i'm falling forever

just grab me ahold of my skin
all of these thoughts coming in
remember i took all these pills and you watched
cuz all you could think was revenge

our demons look good as a pair
i can't smell the love in the air
i'm hurting myself cuz a moment
alone for me is just too much to bear

roses they falling in the front of my face
it hurts to know that you're winning this race
i'm floating in space i just need a taste
and i fell in love with my grave eyy

CØZYBØY
find me on the ground
kneeling in the snow
fucked up in my head
so i guess it's time to go
i dont wanna be alone
no one wants to be alone
no one wants to be alone
no i shouldn't be alone no

i'll be dead if you really want
i'll come home if you really want
baby girl they tryna hold me back
fuck it i'm still going back
going back

miss your touch i know i'm tryna pass
it's not enough
six feet underneath the snow all alone

TRENDEN
you put scars over my soul baby
you used to hold my potted clothes baby
you used to call me on my phone baby
just to tell me i'm the one

but now it aint nothing
now we just fucking
forget all the messages
all the discussion and
all of the times i told you i love you
i been so lonely but i never show you yea

so we pop another pill for the pain
erasing all the thoughts in my brain
and i dont even know myself
i think that i'm going insane yea

snøw pt. 2 (ft. Le Play & TRENDEN)[prød. TRA$H]

Written by Daniel Caesar
Additional Vocals by T Pain
Produced by Jordan Evans & Matthew Burnett
Music by Daniel Caesar, Matthew Burnett, Jordan Evans, Ian Culley & Saya Gray
Mixed & Mastered by Riley Bell
Artwork by Keavan Yazdani & Sean Brown

WHO HURT YOU?

vocal mix: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

I know I’m not the same 
I know you fucking hate it 
I give this everything 

Won’t sleep I’m wide awake 
Time slept is just time wasted 
Why’s no one listening?

9-5 still the same old shit 
Why’s no one getting this?
And they still keep asking me 
“Why are you so heartless?”
“Why are you so heartless?”
 
It’s alright 
It’s alright 
You can fucking hate me 
It’s alright 
Don’t stay the night 
You’ve been off it lately 
You can try 
You can try 
Find another maybe 
It’s alright 
It’s alright 

Act like I’m fine
Another night 
I’m good Inside 
Don’t wanna fight 
Stay all alone 

It’s hard to find 
My peace of mind 
It’s not the time 
Don’t wanna die 
This time I know 

I can just hide 
I think I might 
I see the light 
Don’t go outside 
Stay up all night 
Don’t ask me why 
Don’t waste your time 
Don’t waste your time 

9-5 still the same old shit 
Why’s no one getting this?
And they still keep asking me 
“Why are you so heartless?”
“Why are you so heartless?

heartless

—————— VERSE 1 —————— 
i saw you from across the room 
a plume of smoke surrounding you 
and then you close the distance close to me 
and our eyes they lock carefully 

—————— PRE CHORUS —————— 
the words are coming slow to me 
baby girl it’s supposed to be 
easier than this to go home with you 
cuz we’ve done it all before i’ve gone home with you 
girl dont make it hard to go home with you 
we can go as far as you want it to 
despite our heavy past i still want you 

—————— CHORUS —————— 
oh girl i’m fallin for you again 
oh girl i’m fallin for you again 
oh girl i’m fallin for you again 
i shouldn’t fall for you again 

—————— VERSE 2 —————— 
and this is so familiar 
we’ve been here before 
baby i just want you 
to feel what you felt before 
now 
falling through the door now 
blouse all on the floor now 
girl i need you more now 
i can’t 

—————— RAP —————— 
hold back i know we’re taking an overdose 
on each other your body shaking just hold me close 
before i go i just wanna tell you you gotta know 
where my heart’s at but it’s stuck up in my throat 
so 
i’ma choke on all my words 
watch you pose in calvins like a blessing and a curse 
curves washing over me dressing me with nerves 
kiss me till it hurts i just wanna be immersed 

—————— PRE CHORUS 2 —————— 
the words are coming slow to me 
baby girl it’s supposed to be 
easier than this to control myself 
girl you make it hard to control myself 
shouldnt be so hard to control myself 
i’m running from the words that i know i felt 
should be easier than this to control myself

you looked so beautiful

LEFTFORDEAD

cozyboysleeps@gmail.com

“sleeping beauty” - øut nøw 🥀
a new chapter... if you listen, thank you 💙

sømetimes i wish we never fell in løve [prød. T R A $ H]

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