MEAN'T TO BE

routine

tesnota

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once again alone inside my room but i will be alright
once again i'm sick of everything that i had ever liked
i'm just tryna pass the time alone so i can be with u
every 20 minutes check my phone im tryna hear from you
lately i been manic then depressed tryna grind n die
trapped in thoughts satanic then i'm blessed up inside my mind
show me that u love me in the dark im tryna feel this right

since i don't think i do it right
show me how to love tonight
help me with emotions
since i don't think i feel em right
i drown it out in potion
since i don't really wanna cry
show me what im worth tonight
once again i'm crying in my room
but i just try to lie
once again i'm bleeding out my wrists
on this silent night
i'm just tryna pass my fucking spirit to the other side
i'm just tryna pass my tortured soul through to better lives

you can find me on the floor since i never seem to change
i'm always craving more in my soul and in my veins
it helps me feel at peace and it truly keeps me sane
can you tell that i'm a mess i got one foot in the grave
and i got curses on my name
and my blood just has a taste
that attracts them in this state
i hear sirens on their way
and i just know that i'm not safe
i'm sorry that i've done this love
just look me in the face
as i slowly fade away

once again alone inside my room but i will be alright
once again i'm sick of everything that i had ever liked
i'm just tryna pass the time alone so i can be with u
every 20 minutes check my phone im tryna hear from you
lately i been manic then depressed tryna grind n die
trapped in thoughts satanic then i'm blessed up inside my mind
show me that u love me in the dark im tryna feel this right

once again (cxrter x braga)

Im (Lost)

Gentle piano cradles a son’s quiet heartache, reaching across years of silence to his estranged father—a bittersweet plea as longing goes unspoken.

@exposing.toxicc - lies you told (Jacob Vallen x Expose Toxicc)

Broken Pieces" is a heartfelt song about heartbreak and emotional pain. This track expresses the feeling of being lost after betrayal. For more music and updates, check out my YouTube channel https://www.youtube.com/@Serina-e6h

Broken Pieces

A collab EP between LUSTIV & AMBIENTSOUL
Crying on Your Doorstep... (1/6)
...And I really miss you (2/6)
Blowout (3/6)
Carry on (4/6)
DYING LATELY (5/6)
Same Ol Story (6/6)

LUSTIV & AMBIENTSOUL - Same Ol Story

AMBIENTSOUL & LUSTIV - Carry On

LUSTIV - Crying on Your Doorstep...

AMBIENTSOUL - ...and I really miss you

LUSTIV & AMBIENTSOUL - Blowout

LUSTIV & AMBIENTSOUL - DYING LATELY

AHHH it's finally arrived. "Change" is officially yours! this song came about near the end of 2024 with the help of my amazingly talented collaborator and producer Joey Besch. My first official follow up to my album i   dropped last November "Don't Say Goodnight"... guess you can call this the start of a new era. The fact that you made it here means everything to me, as an independent artist just making little indie pop songs from my bedroom. Making and sharing beautiful music with the world is my passion and all I   wanna do is do the forever. anyways enough rambling... i   hope you love it! 

Stream the song anywhere (out 4.28 at midnight) here -  https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/eth...

or check out my other music - https:/linktr.ee/ebmusic 

Produced/ mixed/ mastered  by Joey Besch 

Song writing / vocals/ video filming and editing by yours truly! 

Lyrics 

Carry me back in time
(and I can't help the way I   think
I used to feel so alive
(and your boys on the radio)
The records spins in this dark house
And the memories they all spin Around in my mind

And then it all hits
The innocence
Those summer nights
They slipped away
Oh how they slipped away

I wanna change into something I'm proud of
I wanna be someone different and stronger than I've ever been but I can't heal myself again
I wanna party and then I wanna dance, I wanna feel everything while holding your hand
I swear that I've tried and I swear that I'd die but God
I wanna feel me coming back to life

Falling through the earth
(and I can't help the way I   think
The way I used too all the time
(and your boys still on)
The pictures don't really hurt
But the way your voice sounds takes Me back every time

And then it all hits
The innocence
Those summer nights
They slipped away
Why did they slip away

I wanna change into something I'm proud of
I wanna be someone different and Stronger than I've ever been but I can't Fix my self again
I wanna party and then I wanna Dance
I wanna feel everything while holding Your hand
I swear that I've tried and I swear that I'd die but fuck, I wanna feel me Coming back to life

Do you
Do you feel the same sometimes
I  wonder
Cause I can't forget you

Nothing ever feels the way that it Used it
It used to feel so good
I thought I had all the time in the World but it's gone now
Nothing ever sounds the way it used too
We used to sound so good
If I would've known how it would go
I would change I would change, I Would change, I would change

Nothing ever feels the way that it Used too
It used to feel so good
I thought I had all the time in the World
But it's gone now))

Stream/Buy Here

Change

Canadian Artist From Calgary
You can use my songs make sure to credit me
Business inquires: BabyBennettOfficial@gmail.com

| 26 | Atlanta, Georgia | Independent Bedroom Pop Artist ☄️

“Don't Say Goodnight” (The Album) out everywhere now!!!!🌌

HTTPS://linktr.ee/ebmusic - for all my stuff 🎶

Any business inquiries contact me here 
Ethanb98@icloud.com 💌

Here you'll find a collection of my original music, emotional ballads, and heartfelt songs that speak to the soul. I express my thoughts through music, sharing stories of love, heartbreak, and the ups and downs of life.

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turning my emotions into lyrics.

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Tears of joy 💧
Sadness in silence 💔
Scream out my lungs 😖
Pour out my heart 🖤

If you need some production help or a collab send me vocals at:  me:fredrikchristian01@hotmail.com
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3ux2yOccumyLwf6Jw5s1HZ?si=VlvP7UbyT-G544vrC3IPlQ

witchcraft, how your words control me

New music out whenever I feel like it

New tracks tagged #sad music