Name: maybe im delusional//freestyle (michael harrison) by M4DNESS
Duration: 1 min 29 s
Description: nother freestyle for y'all from the drafts <3

1st Listener mfs!!, love every song you make brother!!

lyrics:

girl I can be myself
why i don't even look at the damage you dealt 
as my eyes go red out of prospect 
in my ideology I ain't done yet
and still I kill myself 

once again 
I feel like i ain't worth a goddamn thing 
once again 
I'm back on my bullshit 
don't even look at the damage u dealt 

that battle loss 
and I regenerate 
all of my broken bones 
out of this toxic waste 
and now I'm 

crawling out this factory of sin 
better then sleeping there tonight 
the audience of ghosts that give me stage fright 
notice plants growing out my eyelids 
the cobblestone will lead them torwards the bayview 
maybe then a moment we'll be free
it's becoming harder to believe 
that they'll be anything left of me 

my cup looks like poison when I chug it to forget u love 
I feel like a fuck up when I think about you I throw up
you were always my love drug and I ODed when I fucked up 
maybe now 
maybe now 

girl I can be myself
why i don't even look at the damage you dealt 
as my eyes go red out of prospect 
in my ideology I ain't done yet
and still I kill myself 

once again 
I feel like i ain't worth a goddamn thing 
once again 
I'm back on my bullshit 
don't even look at the damage u dealt 


this story is out of prospect (michael harrison)

penance in a bloodbath (neverforever)

(fallout 1 is an EP I made when I first started mixing music, the vibe of the original was there but I was ultimately held back by my lack of experience in mixing. This is the continuation of the original.)

lyrics:

maybe this is just how it goes 
staying up late at night til my brain gets cold
you tell me u have been down that road 
but it's just another lie u told
now I'm packing my bags walking thru the fallout 
you wanna see me die out here 
maybe this is just a blessing or a sellout
maybe u just wanna see me alone

I'm at my lowest point 
and u wonder why I'm like this
toxins fill in my joints 
you like it when I'm like this

and I've been searching for a long time
to find my peace of mind
are u looking to take that right 
it's the only option I have left 
if u would change ur mind 
I swear I'll be right by ur side 
we could stay up late and watch the fireflies 
you'd let me go thru hell and back

maybe this is just how it goes 
staying up late at night til my brain gets cold
you tell me u have been down that road 
but it's just another lie u told
now I'm packing my bags walking thru the fallout 
you wanna see me die out here 
maybe this is just a blessing or a sellout
maybe u just wanna see me alone

archvile (king theta)

lyrics:

Here i have compiled my first hand accounts of the events i've witnessed throughout my time spent in the Otherlands. i assure you they are very real. The details of such atrocities have burned their mark on my brain and singed my understanding of what exists in my realm of origin, and what exists here. This expedition into the unknown has personally brought me nothing but my own damnation. I hope these writings allow my sacrifice to be not in vein, but at least grant knowledge to the people of my homeland i so penitently long for.

OF THE OTHERLANDS (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

All stand beneath his tongue
What has this world become

Jet black eyes line the mists of the bog
Feel ur skins too tight u should fucking rip it off
Bathed in pale moonlight stand the force employed to cull
And In the flare of mage light u can see their slack jaws
Bleed the crown a stuck pig 
The scream is turned to bird song
Paint the fleets face
With the blood of raid rot
Everything is torched upon completion of the job
Even in the midst of war i hear them laugh and make love

Pikes of kings guard
Atop a desecrated throne
They say the royals will bleed blue
But here im covered in its rose
I punch out fragments of his bones
I dug so deep I touched his soul
Drag him to the boat
Burn his carcass in our cove
Feed his pieces to the wolves
Yah I need to see him ripped
They tear his trachea out his throat
All those teeth had got a grip
Ill be damned
Spread this plague through out these sands
Break down everything by hand
They dont get the fucking depth
Of what will happen when we land

Jet black eyes line the mists of the bog
Feel ur skins too tight u should fucking rip it off
Bathed in pale moonlight stand the force employed to cull
And In the flare of mage light u can see their slack jaws
Bleed the crown a stuck pig 
The scream is turned to bird song
Paint the fleets face
With the blood of raid rot
Everything is torched upon completion of the job
Even in the midst of war i hear them laugh and make love

All stand beneath his tongue
What has this world become

CHAPTER1_WARBOYS (BRANWEN)

lyrics:

It is clear to me pain has been granted rule over these lands. It seems even on the quietest of nights here, the woeful shriek of tragedy consumes all.

Just stay still and let the web hold the weight
It’s just love beneath a cantrip of hate
My 8 legs will wipe the tears from ur face
The silk spun is meant to savour the taste
Their long guns had blown a hole in my chest
I’m wrapped up to stop the leaking of breath
My teeth punch the funnel webs of the nest
Its just love so cant the world let us rest

The first time you’ve seen me hunger for blood
I cant lie I feared id lose you to man
But u stayed inside the cold of my clutch
And showed me the heart is more than a pump
The Hourglass that paints my back
Is nothing more than reason to separate me from flesh u said
And I burned that deep into my head from then on
Oh so deep The thought of u is all ive got to go on
Make this easy
Cant you make this easier on me
Yet they punch And they kick
And they budge And they shove
And We fight And make up
Then We fuck And lay up
When its all Said and done
Ur still all That ive got

Just stay still and let the web hold the weight
It’s just love beneath a cantrip of hate
My 8 legs will wipe the tears from ur face
The silk spun is meant to savour the taste
Their long guns had blown a hole in my chest
I’m wrapped up to stop the leaking of breath
My teeth punch the funnel webs of the nest
Its just love so cant the world let us rest

CHAPTER2_AN ARACHNIDIAN HYMN (NICO NORTH)

lyrics:

there is no such thing as a safe zone here, only a well disguised one. 5 days into my adventures I'd stumbled upon a charmingly quaint fishing town located off stream of Corahb’eiy, one of 4 main lake bodies of the western otherlands. As harmless as the local folk and fauna may be, they ultimately serve as perfect distraction to the true danger of this maritime hamlet. The lake itself.

His paddle board Is petrified
Trapped within the sand belt of Corahb’eiy
This fishing town Lost 20 lives
The waters lap and muffle out their mothers cries

The scum is pushed to away
As the rescues left the bay in search 
Of some young bedevilled face
The verdicts never change I fear
Its nothing u had caused
The scars The same
In turn His fate
Is changed damned
To forever dwell in the lake
His kin Is shamed
By you And me
The weakest die in breaking walls we had raised to remain

His paddle board Is petrified
Trapped within the sand belt of Corahb’eiy
This fishing town Lost 20 lives
The waters lap and muffle out their mothers cries
And at certain points Its suicide
To press the envelope u know has anthrax inside
With could’ve dones U never win
When every fucking day is spent relearning them

I lost another animal last night
Treading water in that creek
Swept away into its bite
And I wonder if ill ever see it die
Ill keep waving off this wind
Ill keep beating back its brine
I
At lakeside Ill keep one eye on this shore
Ill keep one eye on our land
While I venture in its depths, I
Must say I never learned to hold my breath
But ive learned to hold my own
And ill fight until I hold its head

His paddle board Is petrified
Trapped within the sand belt of Corahb’eiy
This fishing town Lost 20 lives
The waters lap and muffle out their mothers cries
And at certain points Its suicide
To press the envelope u know has anthrax inside
With could’ve dones U never win
When every fucking day is spent relearning them

CHAPTER3_FEED THE LAKE (YUNNY GOLDZ)

lyrics:

i must apologize. it was not my intention to deceive you. For I myself, am a mimic. however through my prey , i have absorbed the passion they held for earth. It's why I've created these notes. I hope they help assist you in the challenges you are soon to face. For a shift has been engineered and a portal created between our two worlds. The otherlands come in pursuit of the resources abundant on your planet. you're earth will be left a husk of its former glory once stripped by the world drill.

Im sorry its come to this
I promise ive exercised
The plenty alternatives
To showing u afterlife
And some may have agreed me
But none with a Vito seat
They’ve shaped out a destiny
For you to be fed to mine
Ive done what I could but still
Ive not done enough in time
And now the portal has sparked to life
I promise u all shall die
Take what I have taught u and move forward into the fray
Honour lives amongst you and in actions you take this day
Showed the ones that raised you that they hadn’t raised a bitch
Break down chel’ul into soup hang there head a top ur hip
One thing u possess on earth we still haven’t made no sense of is ur soul
And adversity faced anywheres no match
For that I know
Broken bones
Still u stand back up and face the pain
Line is held
Fleets of men much greater than our ranks
Climb atop nirvana and let it speak thruout ur body
The magic in this state will counter guts spawned of ur folly
The threat of planet death has drawn ur species to camaraderie
I pray You’re billions in arms will waste these planetary jockeys
For we have wept till our eyes sored sour
And there’s no more room in our graveyards
Coward Words from out the mouth of ur worlds quill
Get ready for the boom of the world drill
U hear the world drill

Sound the trumpets you will be decimated
U get erased
And it gets celebrated 
By us
I hope liked that speech I specially catered
Cause it Did what it had to got that ego inflated
U fucked up
U should just give up
U cannot stack up
See flesh blown up
Go ahead throw up

Give up

CHAPTER10_THE WORLD DRILL (HERO)

track about some old struggles, surprise release <3

armageddon//my fault freestyle (michael harrison)

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